Chapter 6: San'er's Past

"San'er!"

I called out to him again and said, "Don't kill!" ”

San'er said without looking back: "Got it." ”

It was a really scary night, and I was really afraid that he would do something that I would regret for the rest of my life.

We waited until early in the morning before he returned to the hospital.

San'er carried a bag of cooked food in his hand, as well as a few steaming flatbreads.

He came up to us and smiled at us and said, "Are you hungry?" ”

I saw that there were people coming and going in the corridor, and the smell was not very good, so I proposed, "Let's eat in another place." ”

"Okay, I'll go see my mom first."

After saying that, San'er turned around and walked into the ward, and saw that his mother was still asleep, so he nodded reassuringly.

After giving the third aunt some food, we came to a clean corner and divided the flatbread and cooked food.

I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "How was yesterday?" ”

San'er desperately stuffed the flatbread into his mouth, just like when I first met him, and he said vaguely: "I picked their hands and feet." ”

I was relieved that no matter what, as long as I didn't kill anyone, it was fine.

But after thinking about it, isn't this also a crime?

So he asked, "Then their family must have called the police, aren't you very dangerous." ”

Zhang Genhuo also followed and said: "Yes, Brother San'er, you better run." ”

San'er said categorically: "You can't run, if you run, you're a deserter, it's too shameful, I will carry the disaster myself." ”

I sighed, and I knew that this would be the result, because this person is just a tendon.

San'er swallowed the bread in his mouth with great difficulty, and said to us, "I have something to ask you for." ”

I said, "Is it your mother's business?" ”

San'er nodded and said, "After eating this meal, I will go and turn myself in." I have never been filial when I have grown up, and now my mother has become like this again, I hope that the shopkeeper can take care of my mother for me for a while, if ...... If you can, don't tell her I'm in jail. ”

I nodded and said, "Don't worry, from now on, your mother will be my mother." ”

San'er's eyes suddenly turned red.

I saw that the situation was getting more and more miserable, so I changed the topic and said, "San'er, didn't you say before you left, did you have something to say to us when you came back?" ”

San'er nodded and said, "That's right, I have something to tell you, I don't know when I will come out of prison this time, I want to tell you about me, after all, you only know my name is Bai San'er, I don't want my best friend to know nothing about me, I just don't know if you want to hear it......"

"Say it, I've actually wanted to ask for a long time, but I'm afraid that you don't want to say it."

San'er said slowly: "Since I was born, I have been a very ordinary rural person, I have not gone to school much, I have been doing farm work since I was very young, and my brain is not very bright, but fortunately, my body is good." When I was 18 years old, my father died in a car accident, and I just felt like the sky was about to fall, and that's when my mom's health started to get worse. The driver who caused the accident has the right to pay 80,000 yuan to my family, and this matter is over, my mother and I, two farmers who are digging and eating in the soil, don't even have room to resist, hehe, a life, 80,000 yuan. I felt the darkness of this world for the first time, and it was also the first time, I wanted to practice my skills so that no one in this world could bully our mother and son again. ”

He suddenly lit a cigarette, and today he has more words than before, and there are many more vicissitudes and sadness than before.

"Then just in time for the conscription, I joined the army despite my mother's objections. After that, it was endless training, and I got up earlier than everybody and practiced more than everybody. Say

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I'm afraid of your jokes, the reason why I practiced like this was not to get ahead at the beginning, I just wanted to learn to the extreme, and when I went out, I wanted to find the person who killed my dad to take revenge. ”

I still believe this, after all, this person sometimes has really strange brain circuits, and what he believes, even if it is ridiculous, he will stick to it to the end.

"In this way, the more I trained, the better I trained, and I became the pacesetter of our company, the best quality soldier. Finally, one day, the special forces transferred me away. After that, it was more rigorous training, and I can say that I thought I was going to die in training a few times. But I didn't die, I survived, and I became the best of them. ”

"I wrote home and my mom was happy to know that I was a special forces member, and even though she didn't know what special forces meant, she was just happy because it sounded like her son was amazing. It was also the first time I was proud to be a soldier, and gradually, the idea of revenge faded, and I began to love the camouflage uniform. ”

"Our special operations team, through countless life-and-death combat missions, the members of the team keep dying, we gradually become numb, in fact, sometimes we are still afraid, but the thought that if we retreat, behind us, those defenseless compatriots will suffer more. Shopkeeper, do you know what it is? ”

I shook my head.

San'er took a heavy puff of his cigarette and said, "I didn't know it at first, but my captain told me before he died that this is the mission of a soldier. We must be ready to give our hearts for our country and our people. ”

San'er said it lightly, but I was numb when I heard it.

Sacrifice your life for the country, and then die.

These are things I haven't touched or thought about.

And there is a group of soldiers who are unknown but who have been on the tip of the knife all year round, and they are fulfilling such a sacred mission every day.

I asked, "Why did you leave the army after you did so well?" ”

San'er said: "That's because once, when we were on a mission in a neighboring country, the order given by our superiors was not to hurt the local people. We clashed with the country's military, but we followed the instructions of our superiors and did not hurt a single civilian. But what I didn't expect was ......"

Speaking of this, his hand holding the cigarette suddenly began to tremble, and he said: "But what I didn't expect was that those local villagers actually put black guns behind us, and we suffered heavy losses as a result." At one time while covering the evacuation of an important person, a child ...... A kid who was only about ten years old actually took advantage of our unpreparedness and shot our captain. Hehe, a battle-hardened warrior, an iron-blooded hero who enters the forest as a tiger and goes to the sea to be a dragon, how many lives and deaths have come over, and he was actually plotted by a child disguised as kind, you say, isn't this chilling? ”

At this, his hands trembled even more, as if the sadness and anger of that day still lingered in his heart.

"And after that?"

San'er said, "After that...... After that, I couldn't help it, I killed the child, and not only that, but on the back road, as long as the locals appeared, I killed them indiscriminately. ”

When he said this, San'er's hands finally stopped shaking, and instead showed loneliness and remorse in his eyes.

"Then, the mission was successfully completed, but I was punished for disobeying the organization, and after that battle, I was rehabilitated."

"A few months after recovery, my mother's hereditary hypertension was admitted to the hospital, and I couldn't afford to pay the medical and surgical bills at that time, so I went to Grandma Huang's cave, took the gold and went to Jincheng, and then I met you."

San'er's words came to an abrupt end, and we all know the rest of the matter, this guy has been since then

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Just stay with us all the time.

It's just that after San'er finished speaking, we didn't know how to continue, because we knew that he didn't have much time left, and there was always a big stone in his heart, which was a little breathless.

Finally, San'er put the last piece of flatbread and chicken thigh meat in his mouth, wiped his hand on his pants, and said, "I'm done talking, isn't it boring?" ”

I didn't speak, I wasn't really in the mood for a joke.

San'er turned around again, waved at us, and walked away.

I didn't say anything more, I just said what I had to say, and I didn't want this short parting to be too pretentious for me.

Zhang Gen lived behind me and said, "Brother San'er is so handsome. ”

I kicked him and turned and walked towards the inpatient unit.

Zhang Genhuo had to follow behind me.

Tony, on the other hand, walked the other way, and I asked, "What are you doing, Brother?" The inpatient department is here. ”

"Go get a senior caregiver."

I was stunned, Gao, or Tony was thoughtful.

After all, the third aunt still has her own life to live, and she can't stay here all day and night, and after the third aunt leaves, the three of us have no ability to take care of the patient at all, and I am afraid that we will not be able to fulfill our promise to San'er at that time.

I took Zhang Genhuo to the front of ward 501, the third aunt was still carrying those breakfasts and didn't eat, I looked at her haggard face and asked, "Third aunt, why don't you eat?" ”

The third aunt said a little anxiously: "Oh, where can I eat, these three children haven't come back overnight, and they left with you just when they came back, and there is no one until now, I am not sure." ”

I sighed and said, "Third aunt, I can't hide this matter from you, so I just told you, San'er abolished the brother surnamed Li, and now he is going to turn himself in." ”

Hearing this, the third aunt's already sensitive nerves seemed to collapse suddenly, she sat on the chair like a distraction, and cried: "Oh, what kind of world is this, why is this unfortunate thing to let this family be put on the table, why doesn't God open his eyes......"

I said, "Third aunt, don't worry, I will definitely find a way to get him out when I go back, you believe me." ”

When the third aunt heard me say this, she suddenly wiped away her tears, nodded hurriedly and said, "I believe you, Boss Zhang, you are a capable person, if you say that you can save it, then you will definitely be able to save it!" ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that this third aunt is still very superstitious about me.

I said, "But Aunt San, you must not tell Auntie that San'er is in prison, her current situation will definitely not be able to stand this stimulation, and ah, don't say anything to the people in the village when you go back, okay?" ”

The third aunt nodded hurriedly and said, "Okay, I know, I understand this." ”

I completely relieved my heart and said, "That's good, third aunt, you've been busy for a long time, go home and rest, we can do it here, don't worry, we have hired a senior nurse, and we will be there in a while, and we won't let Auntie suffer any crimes." ”

After hearing what I said, the tiredness on the third aunt's face was even worse, and a string she had been holding on to seemed to have finally broken, she nodded blankly and got up, but she seemed to be a little hesitant.

I wrote a note, shoved it into her hand, and said, "This is my mobile phone number, if you have any emergency, call me, okay, you can go back and rest." ”

The third aunt hesitated again and again, and finally turned around and left.

sent off the third aunt and ushered in the nurse.

We went in and said nonsense to San'er's mother: "Yesterday you saw San'er was too emotional, I asked him to go back to the shop first, and when you are completely recovered and discharged from the hospital, I will ask him to come to see you." ”

San'er's mother was still skeptical at first, but my lie was too true, so she had to stop asking questions and recuperate with peace of mind.

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