Chapter 1136 Mr. Huo's ...... who was fed dog food (a)
Zhong Yulou was silent for a long time, and so was Huo Jingbei on the other side.
In the tense air, there was an inexplicable layer of melancholy, which of course made Zhong Yulou feel a little uncomfortable, so he straightened up slightly and looked at Huo Jingbei silently-
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mention this, but there are some things I want to know about, and maybe it will help the case."
"It's not helpful, it's just an endpoint. There are some things that don't have to be investigated. ”
Huo Jingbei said indifferently, speaking of these things, his mood was naturally not much better.
The relatives who have tried to treat you sincerely have a deep misunderstanding of you, and even when they desperately aim their guns at you for others, who can be so calm as if nothing happened?
The person who hurt him, he doesn't want to give the other party a second chance.
"Alas, I actually thought about the days you lived before, and I always thought that she was different in your heart. Lu Shen also told me that I once thought that in your long lonely years, she could be regarded as an existence that could add color to you, but I didn't expect that she would hurt you so deeply......"
In fact, this time, it is the first time that the two brothers have mentioned this matter like this, and Huo Jingbei has been silent in the past.
Think about it, it's all happened, even if these unpleasant things are mentioned, they won't be able to change, so why bother talking about it all the time?
"I don't want to overestimate myself, so you don't have to overestimate them. I'm a person who doesn't even think I'm important, let alone talk about them? ”
Huo Jingbei looked at it very openly, whether it was the Huo family, Huo Zicheng, or Zhong Qingyao......
After such a long time, he has tasted too much bitterness and disappointment, and he can't let these people break his heart anymore.
"But you're not the same now. You are now not only a husband but also a father of two children, Jingbei, there are some things you still have to do. You don't care, but the people who care about you do. Think about it, wouldn't your brother or sister be upset if she knew that you were going through these things? If your sons knew that others thought of you, would they be angry in the future? ”
Zhong Yulou was also talking a little seriously at this time.
"We all want to be the best version of ourselves and we all want to be the best role models, but there are some things that we can't control."
Zhong Yulou said.
And, hearing this, Huo Jingbei's noble and cold handsome face slightly brushed a trace of light ripples, and there was a faint sense of desolation in his deep voice-
"Don't be so pessimistic, I actually feel okay. I remember that my German teacher liked Byron's saying, 'All suffering destroys, but it also destroys suffering', and we are far from that. We just need to be prepared to bear what kind of sky is above us, whether it is a sunny sky or a haze and storm, frost and snow. ”
"Do you think you're highly conscious?"
Zhong Yulou chewed on his words, although he agreed with it very much, but he still couldn't help but lose a sentence on his lips.
"Actually, think about it, my state of mind, no, the state of mind of several of us is really not as good as yours. I have been all the way over the years, and someone has paved the way to escort me, Li Chu and them too, but you have nothing. I'm actually still very concerned about gains and losses. ”
Zhong Yulou had a rare chance to face up to his own shortcomings, and as if he suddenly thought of something, he suddenly smiled again, "Do you remember, when I was young, every time you came back, my dad would hardly say anything as long as he knew that I was with you." And if he hadn't gone out with you, he would have gotten to the bottom of it and wouldn't let me fool around with those people...... This also shows that he is very relieved of you......"
"I am honored by my uncle's trust."
"He's like that, I've been comparing me with you all these years, obviously I'm the big brother, but now it seems that you are the ......"
Huo Jingbei also stood up at this time, and those who still had the document bag in their hands, "I'll go back first, let's contact me if there is anything." Over there...... You don't have to go, I'll go and see for myself, maybe I can remember something. ”
Huo Jingbei said this coldly, and also walked out, however, just after taking a step out, he suddenly thought of something, so he stopped his steps at the moment, turned his head to look at Zhong Yulou, and the light in his eyes was as light as water-
"I heard that Mr. Mo Wen, who has retired before the provincial department, has tutored your psychology before, and you have a teacher-student relationship?"
When Huo Jingbei's words fell, Zhong Yulou couldn't help but be surprised, and looked at Huo Jingbei with some shock, "You even know this?" ”
Huo Jingbei was silent.
Zhong Yulou took a breath, and this can be regarded as pulling his thoughts back, "Yes, but he has only been my psychology tutor for half a month." At that time, I was with the police force, and I had problems left by being an undercover agent, but after he tutored me, my situation was much better, and my father also wanted him to take me to understand this aspect, so I also had half a teacher-student relationship. Then, slowly, I was able to recover on my own. How do you ask this? ”
Of course, Zhong Yulou thought it was very strange.
I thought that this matter was very secret, and few people knew about it, but I didn't expect to hear about it from Huo Jingbei's mouth today.
Huo Jingbei lowered his eyes and thought for a while, before he said indifferently, "I know that he is still a highly qualified hypnotic master, and I want to visit him." ”
"Visit him?"
Zhong Yulou was almost shocked by Huo Jingbei's words, looked at him with some consternation, and said worriedly, "Do you want him to hypnotize you?" No way! I don't agree, that hurts a lot, and his way is different, not suitable for you. ”
"It's not hypnotizing me, I just want to ask if I've been hypnotized."
This question is actually something that Huo Jingbei has been thinking about for a long time.
There are always a lot of messy and broken fragments echoing in his mind, like hallucinations, but they are very real, Huo Jingbei has actually turned over a lot of books about psychology himself, and he is a little skeptical that he was hypnotized in the first place.
Because his current situation is so similar.
Of course, these are just his suspicions, and there is no real evidence to prove them, so he wants to find an experienced psychological master to see, and perhaps, he can find something else.
"Hypnotized?"
Zhong Yulou was also shocked by these words, and looked at Huo Jingbei in disbelief......