There are many pains in this world, which cannot be expressed in words, and all kinds of tastes are only known best in the hearts of the parties, whether they are happy or sad, bitter or sweet, sweet and sour, bitter and salty, joy, anger, sorrow, joy and fear, all the flavors of life, all by themselves.

No matter how intimate your relationship is with someone, we can never empathize with the grief of another person.

March 2010

In the second semester of the sophomore year, before the school started, Ji Yunzhe and Lu Yinyin returned to school a week in advance, the atmosphere at home was always low pressure, everyone deliberately did not mention Ji Mingjie and his wife, during the whole New Year, the home was deserted, there was no laughter, in the past few years, I have been used to the uncle and aunt coming back for the New Year, and the family sat together happily.

Suddenly, the two of them left at the same time, no matter who they were, they couldn't accept it, every time Ji Mingwei drank alone at dinner, and his eyes would be red when he drank it, at this time, needless to say, everyone understood, he was thinking about his brother again, and the blood of his mother's compatriots was thicker than water, how could it be so easy to forget.

Whenever this time Lu Yinyin and Ji Yunzhe silently returned to their respective rooms, leaving their parents alone at the dinner table, recalling the things about Ji Mingjie and his wife before their deaths, as if they were still in this world, but they went to a far away place.

Lu Yinyin didn't dare to listen or recall, he couldn't help but wet his eyes for fear of tears, Ji Yunzhe saw that his sister was depressed all day long, and felt very distressed, the girl's heart was too fine, it didn't seem to be as big as a boy's, she could afford to put it down, Ji Yunzhe thought maybe let Lin Monian accompany her more and enlighten her more, and she would always get better slowly.

In addition, Ji Yunzhe now suddenly found that in addition to studying, he had found more interesting things, and he was thinking about how to make more money, and when he heard that he was going back to Lanhai City, Qi Xiaofei naturally followed his pace and went back to school together.

And Lu Yinyin, in order to stay with Lin Mo Nian for a few more days, heard that her brother was leaving, and then went to Song City with Lin Mo Nian, even if the people who love each other are separated for a while, they will feel unbearable, not to mention that the two have not seen each other for two months.

But when Lin Mo Nian saw Lu Yinyin's current state, it was like the poem of Sister Lin described in Cao Xueqin's "Dream of Red Mansions":

The two bends seem to be frowning, not frowning

A pair of eyes that seem to be happy but not happy

There are two sorrows

A disease that strikes on the body

When it is quiet, it is like a delicate flower shining on the water

The action is like a weak willow supporting the wind

There is one more place in the heart than the dry

Sick as Xizi wins three points"

Now it is extremely appropriate to use it on her body, seeing Lu Yinyin like this, Lin Mo Nian is very worried and anxious, she has always been so lively and cheerful, cute and cute little girl, all of a sudden it is like a different person, always frowning, like to be in a daze, you ask her a word, she answers you.

Lin Mo Nian racked his brains and thought that he should do something to make Lu Yinyin happy and slowly come out of those sad emotions, instead of indulging in the sadness of his own world like this, and never being able to extricate himself.

He was suddenly very worried about leaving her alone in Song Cheng now, the sudden death of Uncle Lu Yinyin and Aunt seemed to be more severe than he expected to hit her, such a distressing appearance, how could he be willing to let her face those unhappiness alone.

On the first night after arriving in Songcheng, Lu Yinyin was held in his arms like a child, at first she babbled to him all the accidents she knew, and then she couldn't help but cry, those tears seemed to be wiped away, which directly made him at a loss, he kept comforting, as if it was useless.

Lu Yinyin now seems to be completely immersed in her own world, those sadness and sadness seem to be understood only by her, and the psychological ability to resist pressure is not so strong Lu Yinyin, in the face of the sudden departure of the two elders overnight, she is not as calm as she behaved in front of people, and letting go on the surface does not mean that she has let go in her heart.

Especially when she saw Lin Mo Nian, in addition to her parents and relatives who were related to her by blood, Lin Mo Nian was the closest lover with whom she had skin to skin, in order not to let her family be sad together, Lu Yinyin had been trying to suppress the emotions that she had been trying to suppress these days, and all of them exploded the moment she saw Lin Mo Nian.

Lin Mo Nian is the safest outlet for all her bad emotions, but she didn't know that she was about to die of fear Lin Mo Nian, seeing that Lu Yinyin's tears were like beads with broken threads, crackling and falling vigorously, Lin Mo Nian really had no choice, so she simply pinched her chin with one hand and kissed her lips, it seemed that only in this way could he feel at ease.

This kiss made Lu Yinyin like a thirsty fish, he found the water source at once, and he wanted to drown in his strong and domineering plunder, and soon the two rolled together, the indoor temperature became higher and higher, and the breathing of the two people was staggered, and they became more and more rapid.

Lin Mo Nian's. Lip. brushed every inch of her skin, gnawing lightly and heavily, and she clinged to him tightly, apparently taking the initiative to tease him, making him more and more unstoppable.

Lin Mo Nian was familiar with everything about her, and knew better where the most sensitive part of her body was, so his subordinates' movements became more and more presumptuous, until she begged for mercy under him again and again, and shouted "husband" in a small voice again and again, like an invitation, he stepped forward in an instant without hesitation. Whereas. Enter.

Today's Lin Mo Nian was surprisingly patient in this matter, until the end, Lu Yinyin felt that he was about to lose his strength, bit his shoulder, and said coquettishly in his ear, "My husband hates it, I can't stand it." He sped up, and then the two hugged each other tightly as his body trembled.

At the end, Lu Yinyin was like an insecure child, tears fell silently, his little hands wrapped around his lean waist, his face was pressed against his chest, and he choked up and said, "You are not allowed to leave me, you are never allowed to leave me, you are not allowed to abandon me, if I don't have you for the rest of my life, I will die sadly." ”

Just finished a party. Lin Monian, who loves her, is still buried in her body, and the whole person is clinging to her, but Lu Yinyin is holding him tightly and not allowing him to leave, Lin Monian holds her little face with both hands, stares deeply into her eyes, and says with a serious expression, "If you don't leave and never give up, I will live and die, but if you don't let me get up, the little doll will run into your belly." ”

Lu Yinyin, who suddenly woke up when he heard this, hurriedly pushed him away and said, "I hate it, don't pay attention to you." ”

Slowly withdrew from her body, after cleaning up the sheets, Lin Mo Nian picked her up horizontally and walked towards the bathroom, Lu Yinyin originally felt that she had no strength in her body, but in the bath, she was once again eaten dry by someone with good physical strength, looking at the mirror shrouded in mist, there was a little hazy reflection of the shadow of the two people closely together, the perfect fit of heart and body.