There may have been before,

Not now, or in the future.

When she chose friendship and gave up love, it indicated that she would no longer deserve love in the future.

A lot of feelings, a lot of relationships, catalyzed by time, have changed,

It's like two people now, the most familiar strangers.

They can't find it, they can't get it back, it's over.

The man walked out of the bedroom, Xia Ying also returned to her room, she put the water, took a shower, went downstairs to prepare for the kitchen, and helped the Filipino maid make dinner.

Gu Zhichen sat in the living room and read the newspaper, calm and relaxed, as if what had happened just now, he was not a person who had experienced it personally.

Xia Ying just glanced at him lightly, and then hung her head and went to the kitchen,

Dinner is served,

She was just about to open her mouth to call the man to dinner, but found that he had already changed his clothes, is he going out?

"The ......"

Before Xia Ying's words could be said, the man took a car key and went out, and soon there was a sound of throttle banging in the yard, and the woman looked at the red taillights with a gloomy expression, and disappeared from the yard until she was gone.

The dinner was quite sumptuous, Gu Zhichen didn't eat it at home, and she didn't know if Han Jingshu would come back.

She called her a few times, all of which were turned off.

Odd.

Xia Ying had no appetite and was also very tired, she went to Sun Hye-jin's room to take another look, and after making sure that there was no problem, she dragged her tired body back to her room.

It was only the first day, and she felt like she was going to die.

Gu Zhichen's attitude towards her was as cold as ice,

The servants also looked at her with strange eyes,

Only the blue housekeeper persuaded her to look away,

Yes, she wants to look away, and the days to come will be long.

Gu Zhichen didn't come back for a few days, but there was a doctor, who came once in the morning and once in the evening to see Sun Huizhen.

In the past few days, she has become familiar with him,

This doctor's name is Nan Jingyi, who has a private practice in the UK and is a friend of Gu Zhichen.

I heard that medical skills are very famous,

Dedicated to serving the upper class of the British society.

"Doctor Nan, can Aunt Sun's illness be cured?"

Nan Jingyi measured her blood pressure and replied to her, "There is no absolute in medicine, maybe I will wake up tomorrow, maybe I won't wake up in a year, two years, or ten years." ”

"If you can't wake up, will it get worse?"

"The possibility of deterioration is relatively small, but it is not ruled out, after all, age is here."

"That'...... Isn't there a better treatment? ”

Nan Jingyi took off the stethoscope and glanced at the woman, "There should be." ”

There was a light in the woman's eyes, "Is there really one?" What kind of treatment is it, Dr. Nan, you hurry up and talk about it. ”

"Do surgery."

"Surgery?"

"Surgery, but opportunities and risks coexist, and it is precisely because the risk is too great that Zhichen did not consider surgery."

So it was, "I see." ”

"I heard, you're married?"

“……？”

Looking at the woman's stunned eyes, Nan Jingyi smiled and said, "I have known Zhichen for thirty years, we have known him since he was born, and I naturally know about him." ”

"We ......" Xia Ying didn't think there was anything to say...... You should know what foundation our marriage is based on. ”

"You don't love him?" Nan Jingyi was a little surprised.

Xia Ying pulled the corners of her lips hard, "Do you think he loves me?" ”

"Whether he loves you or not, I don't know, but men and women like him should like it."

"Perhaps."

"You should be happy, Mrs. Gu's position is stared at by many women." He said.

She took a deep breath, what is she Mrs. Gu, "I am in a good position, but there is something I want to consult you." ”

The man raised his eyebrows and motioned for her to speak.

"Aunt Sun's current situation is quite stable, isn't it?"

The man nodded.

"What if, I ...... I mean, if I want to work, she'......."

Nan Jingyi's eyebrows furrowed, "You want to ask, if you work, will taking care of her be affected, right?" ”

Xia Ying nodded.

"Theoretically, it won't be affected, but you have to discuss it with Zhichen about your work."

Of course she knows this, "I understand." ”

"Okay, you don't have to stay here all the time, with the help of the servants, you can play as a substitute, I think you should spend more time on Zhichen, this person has been ...... recently"

He ...... What's wrong? ”

"No, nothing."

Nan Jing only said half of his words, and then didn't say any more,

She didn't know what was in the half of his words, she wanted to ask, but found that it seemed that with their current relationship, she still didn't want to ask more, Gu Zhichen probably didn't like her to ask too much about him.

Sent away Nan Jingyi, Xia Ying lay on the windowsill alone for a while,

She didn't know what Nan Jingyi wanted to say,

Gu Zhichen didn't pay much attention to her, she was very lonely these days when she came to London, even if she knew that she was forced to marry him because of her atonement.

But she seems to be slowly accepting this fact,

She didn't want him to treat her like before, scolding and not running away, and from time to time he would appear in front of her,

She doesn't have such demands,

She just longed that one day, he would give her a smile.

Xia Ying covered her little face with both hands, oh my God, how could she have such thoughts now,

How could he give her a smile,

His mother is still lying in the hospital bed, he hates her to death, how can he give her a smile?

She should face the reality and not have so many unrealistic ideas,

Xia Ying's daily routine is like a personal servant,

Ever since she came,

Gu Zhichen dispersed a few servants,

In the morning, she is responsible for making breakfast and cleaning the huge villa, as usual at noon and at night.

Now in the entire villa, except for her and the blue butler,

There were only two or three servants,

These two or three servants still know some medical knowledge, and they are responsible for taking care of Sun Huizhen.

Although she does a lot of work every day, she still can't take care of Sun Huizhen, which makes Xia Ying feel a little redundant.

She didn't know what Gu Zhichen thought, he probably thought she didn't know anything about nursing, and he was afraid that she would make a mistake.

Probably,

Let her study as soon as possible, so that she can completely hand over the matter of taking care of Sun Huizhen to her.

She thought so, but she really couldn't figure out this man's mind,

From the time she came to this villa,

She saw that his days were pitiful,

Even if it was a few times, he was drunk and smoky, and the next morning, he would not see him again,

She didn't know what he was up to,

He wouldn't tell her what he's up to,

He didn't even get a chance to talk to her very little.

Days like this are boring and torturous,

But she didn't have a choice,

This is what she owes him, she really looks forward to it day and night, looking forward to Sun Huizhen waking up,