Chapter 145: Pale Excuses

What makes me even more angry is that it was no one else who was in charge of receiving us.

It was Qiao Zimo, whom I hadn't seen for several days, who was dressed in a suit and leather shoes at this time, pretending to be like a dog, and stretched out his left hand towards Qin Kai awkwardly.

Qin Kai, this guy, he also shook hands with Qiao Zimo without a bottom line at all.

Qiao Zimo must not have thought that it was me and Qin Kai who went to the appointment tonight, and his face was particularly unnatural.

Obviously, it was Tang Tian who put it aside.

Before I could get angry, he pulled me out the door and did the ideological work for me.

He said that Tang Shengtian was the person who played an important role in his life, and when he came to City B, he was at the lowest point in his life, and it was Tang Shengtian who pulled him and paid him to open the gallery.

Tang Shengtian, I have seen him several times, and I have heard a little about this person, the big brother who eats both black and white. Even if Qiao Zimo didn't work as a police officer back then, he had a lot of choices, if he didn't have that man, how could he, a student bully back then, make himself the worst he is now?

I asked him, "He is the one who led you astray!" ”

He hesitated for a second: "Don't blame him, Boss Tang is actually a good person, but I don't have the concentration and haven't stood the test." ”

I said, "So, you've been following him for the past three years?" And he has been disconnected from his daughter and is ambiguous? ”

The more he explained, the more powerless he felt: "It's not what you think, Tang Tian, I have always treated her as a sister." ”

I sneered again: "Sister? How many good sisters do you have? Back then, in the eyes of my classmates, wasn't I also your sister? Didn't you and haven't denied it for quite some time? ”

He was a little anxious: "Of course you are different, you know, you have always been different in my heart." ”

Do I know? Of course I didn't know that he had been silent and refused to speak, but he had hurt me again and again.

What makes me different?

The window at the end of the corridor separates the inside from the outside.

It's a wonderful world that no one knows, and it can make people lose their minds and do things that ordinary people can't understand.

Outside, the viewing lake not far away looks extremely cold against the backdrop of the viewing lights.

Looking at the sparkling lake under the viewing lights, I was so tired that I didn't want to talk to him more.

I asked him to make a decision: "Qiao Zimo, I'll give you two choices, first, immediately take off your dog-like suit and go home with me." Second, you go back to the drunken box. In the future, we will be passers-by, and we will have nothing to do with it. ”

He obviously didn't want to give up at either end, and he obviously didn't understand the truth that you can't have both fish and bear's paws.

"Ziran, listen to my explanation. I used to want to get away from that kind of life. You know, when I chose to be with you again, I also firmly wanted to live an ordinary life with you. But we've all tried, haven't we? It was a tough process, and we didn't get through it. I know you've done a lot for me, but I'm a man, I don't want to see you work so hard, and protecting you has always been my responsibility since I was a child. I don't want the roles between us to be reversed. That would make me feel incompetent, and I don't want to be a burden to you. ”

Haha, I don't want to talk to him anymore.

Excuses, just excuses.

He wanted to take on the responsibility of a man, and there were many options for life.

First quit that damn addiction, and then run that gallery well, I just want the most ordinary life, and I'm good at supporting it.

In a humble room, two people, three small dishes, sitting opposite each other, each other's eyes have the one they love the most.

It's just as simple as that.

I turned and walked away, and he reached out and pulled, but didn't pull.

It's not that he can't hold it, but the scales in his heart are no longer tilted to my side.

Because I can't give him the kind of life he wants, the kind of life that is drunk and dreamy.

The chivalric poet Ro Herrick once said that the joy of love is mixed with tears.

What an unpretentious quote.

In the love between me and Qiao Zimo, I want to change this famous sentence.

Love is tears mixed with pain.

Is there a time of real joy between us? I don't remember much, but all it brought me was endless pain.

The cold winter of our love has not passed in the end.

Someone said that when love has already made you miserable, it's time to let go.

Should I let it go? I still have something to expect from Qiao Zimo, after all, I have paid, when what I give is not proportional to what I expect to get.

I still have something to look forward to, expecting God to give me a kind heart and give me a loss of hope.

I walked for a long time by the landscape lake outside the Aquila City, during which Qin Kai called me several times, but none of them were from Qiao Zimo.

I couldn't bear it and turned it off.

I've been gone for a long time and I haven't figured it out.

When he returned to the residence, Qiao Zimo's room was dark, and he didn't come back all night.

The next day, I met him downstairs, and he didn't ride his funny bike.

Instead, he drove a limousine.

When we meet on a narrow road, the brave wins.

I meant to walk past him in a glorious way, but obviously I couldn't, I didn't sleep well all night, I had panda eyes, and I hadn't taken care of myself seriously when I went out.

And he, in the morning light, looks more and more like a jade tree in the wind.

Xiangxiang once said: "Girl, the sad love between you and Qiao Zimo has completely made you lose yourself. ”

When she said this, I didn't think so.

Now, I get it.

Qiao Zimo, did I save him, or did he drag me into the water?

He didn't want to bother to explain to me his relationship with Tang Shengtian and Tang Tian.

With a grim attitude, he reached out and stopped me.

I said coldly: "Qiao Zimo, I don't have time to talk nonsense with you, I'm almost late for work." ”

His tone didn't look like he wanted to apologize.

"I just want to persuade you a few words, if you can listen to it, you can listen to it, and if you can't listen to it, I will play the piano to the cow."

I paused, thinking, hum, who are you, if you want me to listen to me, I will listen, am I too obedient.

He spoke: "It's not that I'm alarmist, Tang Shengtian, this person is not an object to be provoked, and it is not something you and I can afford to provoke." You didn't say goodbye last night, which already made him very angry. He is a very deep person, and it is not easy for people to see his inner thoughts, and you have already stepped on his bottom line. I think if you still don't know how to lift, you and your boss are in big trouble. ”

I snorted and laughed: "In a legal society, I still don't believe that he can turn the sky upside down." I don't know what to do, and he can still eat me? I'm not like some dogs who are used to bending over. ”