(Girls' Literature)

It was at this moment that my heart felt like it had been hit by a hammer, and yes, my worst fears had happened. This was originally a lie told by me, a bad consequence planted, and now it has finally come to the point where the paper can't contain the fire. Zhang Yefeng is right, this child's observation ability is super strong, how did she find these clues in her and let her find out that her own mother is no longer there, this ironclad fact? I involuntarily turned my face away, not daring to look into the child's eyes, even though her gaze was not harsh.

But I still feel that my cheeks are roasted by these two gazes, and it hurts. Hey, after all, it's because I lied, and my heart is still empty. At this point, it's really a bit regrettable. I looked at Zhang Yefeng as if asking for help, and he nodded at me. The eyes are still firm!

I fully understand the meaning of this action, he asked me to tell Xinxin the truth, don't delay any longer, he has already conveyed his idea to me before coming to the welfare home today, it's just ...... Although, just answer the word "yes", this word is super difficult to say, as if this word weighs a thousand pounds, and it can't be bounced from the tip of the tongue at all. I looked back at Xinxin, and the child was still lying quietly on the bed, looking at me with dripping eyes, which made me feel even more embarrassed, oh, my poor child.

My throat started to tighten again, and my nose involuntarily started to sour. I cleared my throat, "Auntie, I know, Mommy is dead!" The sound of heaven flowed out of Xinxin's mouth, and my body stood up, like a sculpture, standing there, I felt that my whole body was frozen at this moment, and the temperature of the whole room also dropped rapidly.

The room was as cold as a big ice cellar, and I was already completely frozen in ice cream, unable to move a bit. Originally, I just thought that the lie I told was at most out of curiosity and suspicion. However, this sentence is not a question sentence, not a rhetorical question, but a judgment sentence, and Shin Shin has already determined this result. Her gaze looked at me resolutely and affirmatively, oh, it seemed that she was quite sure of the conclusion she had reached, my god, I was like a skinned monkey at the moment, in the presence of this child, without any place to be ashamed. Those words that seem to me to be made up seamlessly, in front of the child, reveal flaws!

I pulled the corners of my mouth, I don't know how to say, such a big child, can calmly spit out the words of life and death from her mouth, does she know what life is and what death is? Crystal teardrops rolled down from Xinxin's eyes, along her cheeks, and left on the surrounding hair, "Mom is dead, I know, Mom is no longer there, I know ......." The more she spoke, the more sad she became, crying emotionally, and the words were already intermittently unclear. I stood there nervously not knowing what to do.

"Xinxin, don't get excited, good boy, don't cry!" Seeing this, the dean squatted in front of Xinxin, "Look, didn't you say you wanted to see Aunt Xiaoya?" I brought Aunt Xiaoya over, and ah, children can't talk nonsense, do you know what death is? The dean patted Xinxin kindly.

Xinxin nodded, tears still rolling on her face, "Mom is dead, when you talked to the doctor that day, I already heard it, death is never to see Mom again." The dean hates it, Aunt Xiaoya hates it, you all lie to me, lie to me......." Xinxin said and coughed violently, and the dean helped her up from the bed and gently patted her on the back.

My tears also fell involuntarily, "Xinxin." I squatted down, and I couldn't say a word in the face of the child's questioning. A lie, whether benign or unkind, is still a lie in its essence as long as it is spoken. And as long as you say one sentence, you will have to use thousands of sentences to round it in the future, but no matter how perfect it is, there will always be a day when it will be broken, even in front of a child, this is still a golden rule.

After a while, Xinxin was tired of crying and slowly rested on the dean's shoulder, "Aunt Xiaoya," she called to me softly. I hurriedly sat down, "Shin Shin, you say? I gently held her hand, "You're like a mother!" She looked at me with a determined look and spat out something like this. I closed my eyes, and the image of Shin Shin's mother was already very faint in my mind, and I didn't have much contact with her.

But in the circumstances at that time, we can fully say that she was a friend of life and death, and she was a kind woman. Since her death, her influence has often appeared in my dreams, and even though she has been doing so often, I still can't recall her influence. To say that the two of us don't look alike, but why does Shin Shin say that I look like her mother? This sentence made me a little confused again. Hey, my Shin Shin!

I looked at Xinxin suspiciously, and this girl also looked at me fixedly, the ulceration on her face was still distressing. Tears flowed through the festering area, probably a little stinging, and I saw that her expression was also a little painful, "Really? I clenched the little girl's hand, and the little girl nodded, "Mom will come to accompany me in my dreams at night, Aunt Xiaoya, do you believe it?" Xinxin said seriously, and I touched her head.

"Believe, Auntie believes, good boy." I couldn't stop crying anymore, "Mom told me to listen to you, saying that when she is away, you will love me for her, so ....." Xinxin looked at me, "Please be my mother, I will be obedient, I will take medicine well, and I will not be afraid of injections......"

Xinxin was talking, and there was already crying between her words. My heart softened and I hugged her tightly. The people in the room all let out a soft sigh, but I only heard me and the little heart in my arms beating and beating in the same rhythm, "Good boy, I promise you, I will be your mother from now on!" "I was almost speechless, what a good boy! If I can really help you soothe the pain in your heart, then let me take care of you in the future, I am willing to be your new mother!

"I'll be your dad!" I'm going to go like this, Zhang Yefeng's words rang out inappropriately in the back of my head, and I turned my head with black lines on my face and glared at him fiercely. Mom, what's the matter with you here, this person, will he die if he doesn't mix it up? Will it die? It's boring, boring! Zhang Yefeng looked at me with a wicked smile, his eyes were full of pride, and everyone in the room laughed, hum, if it weren't for the presence of Officer Huang, I think I wouldn't have been able to help but want to scold him, this guy is super shameless.

"I don't want to," Xinxin looked at Zhang Yefeng, shook her head, and pouted. Haha, this sentence really stimulated Zhang Yefeng, and at the same time said my heart! "Hey, little girl, why don't you want to? Isn't it bad to have a handsome dad like me? As he spoke, he reached out and pinched Xinxin's cheek, and I pushed his hand away, "You go aside!" Zhang Yefeng looked at me and felt a little incredible.

I also glared at him, what is the matter with you here, I always see everything and mix it up. I really couldn't stand Zhang Yefeng's narcissism, Xinxin saw his lost look, she opened her mouth and laughed hahaha. "I don't need Dad." Xinxin said seriously. Yes, it's a serious question, but that makes my position a little awkward, because her dad is really still there!

At this moment, the whole room laughed again, hehe, I found that it was actually quite good to let Zhang Yefeng come, so that everyone's mood would be a little better. Although Shin Shin's body is not in serious condition for the time being, her condition has been relatively stable in the past two days, and she has not had a fever. But she still needs to rest more, and her resistance is still relatively weak, so we can't stay in this room for too long. I, Officer Huang, and the dean, Zhang Yefeng and I returned to the room just now.

"Hey, that's pathetic." Officer Huang lit a cigarette and shook his head as he smoked. "Dean, we can ask people in the society to donate bone marrow together to see if there is a good match with Shin Shin." I spoke my mind to the dean. The dean shook his head, "We have long asked the public for help to save this child's life, but with little success, among the people who are not related by blood, it is simply too difficult to find someone who can be successfully matched with their bone marrow." The dean shook his head as he spoke, and everyone couldn't stop sighing.

"Zheng Encai, this stinky boy!" Officer Huang said as he smashed the cigarette in his hand, and suddenly sparks splashed on the floor, "My daughter is like this, and I haven't reformed my daughter well." Hi, after judicial identification, he suffers from mental illness, if he behaves better, he can have his sentence commuted, who knows that this kid is because the sequelae left by drugs are too great, and he is completely uncooperative with withdrawal treatment. Officer Huang shook his head as he spoke. The dean couldn't stop sighing, "Originally, Xinxin's father was the only hope for this child, but who knew that he was so willing to fall like this, hey, it's really hard for this child." ”

Yes, Shin Shin, just such a young child. Why does God want to put all the blessings in this world on this child?

I think of Zou Ninghan, she is the same age as Xinxin, but she lives like a princess every day, and is loved by her father and grandmother as a princess.