Chapter 61: Hello to the parting
Dongyang, why did you leave, didn't you say you stayed to eat? When Xian Xinchen entered the door, he hadn't opened the door yet, but he saw Xiang Dongyang who pushed the door out, and seeing his unhappy look, Xian Xinchen hurriedly called Jiang Xiaomian.
"What, you guys quarreled? I couldn't see that his face didn't seem to be very happy. ”
Jiang Xiaomian didn't know what was going on, and after washing his hands, he raised his feet and chased after Dongyang.
"Dongyang!"
Xiang Dongyang laughed when he heard the sound of Jiang Xiaomian chasing after him, he thought that she would not chase after her. He turned around and naturally complimented, "Your studio is beautiful." ”
Jiang Xiaomian raised her head, just in front of the angry face that had not eased, and quietly lay between his eyebrows and eyes angrily, burning out folded lines, she pinched the corners of her clothes, and her palms kept sweating, "I have already blocked that studio." ”
"Really? What is the reason for the lockdown of your studio? Is it because of me? No! ”
Xiang Dongyang asked and answered himself, and finally the two words "no" were so loud that the green tendons on his forehead bulged, and then a few drops of sweat rolled through. I don't know if it was because of the anger or because of the hot weather.
Time seems to have been drained of a part, the picture just stops, and the whole world stands still. The sun above his head was still scorching, and Jiang Xiaomian was sweating in a panic.
"Why are you thinking so extremely? You obviously know me..."Jiang Xiaomian's words came to her mouth and then retracted, and then a drop of hot sweat slid through the corners of her eyes like tears, and there was a cold touch. She was thinking about her unfinished words: He obviously knew that he had liked Xian Xinchen.
Xiang Dongyang seemed to know what she meant, and approached her, and his words were obviously angry: "Because of Ye Yao, you will always think that I am empathetic and don't fall in love, and blindly annoy me and anger me!" If you really have me in your heart, you will fight for it, instead of me chasing you all over the world! ”
Although Ye Yao is domineering and has a bit of a bad heart, she let Xiang Dongyang taste the taste of being loved. And Jiang Xiaomian and Xiang Dongyang are like a child who can't reach out for candy to eat.
Jiang Xiaomian lowered his head and gasped. The strong light illuminates the two faces, one high and one low, from different angles. He looked at her, like a hard wall staring at the slumping flowers on the side.
After a while, she apologized slightly: "Dongyang, I'm sorry, perhaps, we really trust each other too little." ”
"Let me ask you, if it weren't for Wu Yuanhao, would I be the reason why you gave up Xian Xinchen, or would you not give up at all?" The question posed to Dong Yang captures the point.
The sweat dripping from Jiang Xiaomian's forehead hit the exposed ground drop by drop, and she hesitated and said, "There is no if, such a question is meaningless." ”
"I don't want to hear anything like that, or say you love me, and I'll be able to understand what you mean." Xiang Dongyang grabbed Jiang Xiaomian's arm with both hands, begging, very eager, looking forward to it.
These three words are embarrassing and awkward for Jiang Xiaomian.
"I... I..."Jiang Xiaomian's answer was ambiguous.
The sun in the sky seemed to be suddenly shot away by Hou Yi, and it sank into the mountain at once, and the dark shadows of the buildings on the ground disappeared in that instant.
Xiang Dongyang let go of his hand and clenched his fist. At this moment, he also wanted to disappear in front of Jiang Xiaomian like this. As a result, all decisions are like bright and heavy stamps on contract paper.
"Next Saturday, at twelve o'clock in the afternoon, I'm going to the United States."
That sentence is like a sense of amplification announced to the world with a microphone. I held my breath in my heart for a long time, from entering the studio to running out of Xian's house, I couldn't even tell whether Xiang Dongyang was angry or not.
Jiang Xiaomian felt that there was a little less light around, she raised her head, oh, it turned out that it was getting dark.
The sun is going down, why does she still feel that the whole person is hot.
"And when are you coming back?"
Xiang Dongyang closed his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, releasing a cloud of anger in his heart. His eyes wandered into the distance: "Unknown." ”
The phrase "unknown" hides infinite hesitation and wandering.
Jiang Xiaomian didn't say anything more and let him leave. The setting sun stabbed their faces red, opposite to each other, to tears.
"What could I ask for? Asking you to stay? In this way, you are wrong in this step in your life. Jiang Xiaomian thought like this, her eyes were covered by a lot of tears, she wiped them away one by one, and then he turned the corner when she inadvertently wiped her eyes.
Like seeing Ye Yao leave, Jiang Xiaomian squatted on the ground and couldn't cry uncomfortably.
For a long time, she didn't know what time it was. Anyway, the sky had already cast darkness, and Jiang Xiaomian walked back. As soon as she returned to the door and was about to enter the door, a woman's hesitant figure passed by the wall, and through the iron bar, she glanced into Xian's house from time to time.
Jiang Xiaomian only regarded her parents as a friend, and casually greeted her: "Hello, this is Xian Mansion, who are you looking for?" ”
"I'm sorry, I found the wrong place." The woman's voice was old-fashioned and tired.
Seeing that she answered her words, Jiang Xiaomian thought that she would turn her face and generously ask herself about what route information or something, but the woman didn't even turn her face, so she covered her face and hurried away. Judging from her back, she is about the age of a middle-aged woman, dressed like an ordinary person, and there is nothing rich about it.
"Maybe it's really an aunt who has found the wrong way." Jiang Xiaomian thought about pushing the door and entering.
In the past few days, Changnan University has gradually reduced the topics of after-dinner chatter, all of which are discussing how the final exam is, or which subject to be hung, and there are also activities about this class of graduates.
The new week is also a busy week for Jiang Xiaomian, and she has to rush to the hospital after this class. Today is the day of Wu Yuanhao's surgery.
Jiang Xiaomian walked the stairs with her textbook in her arms, and was about to turn the corner and walk in the direction of the classroom, when she suddenly felt a soft bump in her body. "Bang" two times the book fell, and she didn't know who she bumped into.
Jiang Xiaomian said two words of apology without raising his head, then rubbed his forehead that was hit, and bent down to pick up the book to return it to the other party. The fluttering piece of letter swirled a few times in the air, and landed on the book Jiang Xiaomian was about to pick up.
On that piece of paper, the three large italics of "persuasion book" are neat and rigid to the point of dazzling. Let Jiang Xiaomian never forget these three words in his life.
Li Xiaohuan straightened the glasses that were about to be knocked off, snatched his book and the persuasion book, and stood there speechless.
Jiang Xiaomian and Li Xiaohuan are not very familiar with each other, but every time they see her inseparable from Jiang Wanguan, they know her somewhat.
"What, are you going to apply for withdrawal?"
Li Xiaohuan nodded, said "um" lightly, and left with a dodgy look.
Jiang Xiaomian still wanted to ask her what the reason was, but it was not easy to ask her if she was not familiar with her, and when she saw her leaving in a hurry, she didn't take it to heart.
In this class, Jiang Xiaomian's mind was not in class, he almost couldn't listen to anything, and he only sketched a few strokes when designing his works. I finally managed to get through to the end of class and drove to the hospital.
"May it be good!" Jiang Xiaomian gently pushed the door after coming to the hospital, and it was already in the early stage of preparing for surgery.
Wu Yuan took a good look at Jiang Xiaomian, who came over, and said with a smile: "Actually, it's not a big deal, I originally told Xinchen a long time ago not to delay your class." ”
"How is this not a big deal!" Jiang Xiaomian said and wiped the tears from the corners of Wu Yuanhao's eyes, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
Jiang Xiaomian looked at Wu Yuanhao, and at this moment, Xiang Dongyang's voice seemed to sound in his ears, and asked Jiang Xiaomian for the answer in the form of "if".
"If it weren't for Wu Yuanhao, would I be the reason why you gave up Xian Xinchen, or would you not give up at all?"
Jiang Xiaomian's answer at that time was very evasive, and at this moment, she was thinking that if she really wanted to answer this "if" question, then the answer would disappoint Xiang Dongyang. If it weren't for Wu Yuanhao, it would probably be difficult for him to give up Xian Xinchen. And Xiang Dongyang is the turning point of "if".
At that moment, it happened that Ye Yao appeared, which made Jiang Xiaomian and Xiang Dongyang's relationship have a closed-book test, and they all lost the results of this assessment.
Jiang Xiaomian was distracted without saying a word, and she didn't react until Dr. Tan Yu said that he was going to enter the operating room.
Xian Xinchen kissed Wu Yuanhao affectionately in front of his forehead, and Wu Yuanhao's eyes stayed on Xian Xinchen at the last second before he entered. When Jiang Xiaomian saw this scene, he thought that he would feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, but unexpectedly not.
When was the last time you felt uncomfortable? Jiang Xiaomian smiled slightly, she didn't remember.
Those memories will not be awakened. The careful movements that once beat because of Xian Xinchen were thinned by the frosted and made smooth and transparent, becoming more and more weak, and finally dissolved in the small holes of the secret of time.
When Tan Yu came out of the operating room, he told them that the operation was a success.
Jiang Xiaomian and Xian Xinchen walked outside the hospital.
Xian Xinchen opened his mouth first, "I have never dared to ask you, did you quarrel with Xiang Dongyang that day?" ”
Jiang Xiaomian nodded: "It should be counted, he is going to the United States." ”
"I've heard Xiyan say it, what about you?"
Jiang Xiaomian smiled, and her language became relaxed: "Brother, don't you think your question is very strange?" What else can I do, can you move Changnan University to the United States? ”
Maybe even Jiang Xiaomian didn't notice it, Xian Xinchen noticed it, and her "brother" finally blurted out inadvertently, so she poked her heart and asked: "It means that you still don't want him to go, right?" ”
Jiang Xiaomian suddenly felt that this topic was very tired, and said with a wry smile: "Don't mention it, I heard that the doctor said that the bone marrow transplanted to her was donated by volunteers?" ”
"That's right, we were still at a loss, and that volunteer was really timely."
Jiang Xiaomian thought about it and asked, "Can you know that volunteer?" ”
"I'm afraid not." He shook his head.
Jiang Xiaomian said "ah" regretfully.
Xian Xinchen didn't make a regretful expression like Jiang Xiaomian, he said: "Many things have their rules, and in these things, I think since he chose a volunteer, he has his own spiritual pursuit." Presumably, our thanks would be redundant and superfluous for him. ”
Xian Xinchen looked immersed in the thoughts of the volunteer, but Jiang Xiaomian noticed that there was a woman in a hospital gown in front of her, as if she had been looking at this side, when Jiang Xiaomian looked at her carefully, it seemed to be the woman she saw in front of the house that evening, and the woman saw Jiang Xiaomian notice her, and she immediately turned around and ran away.
"Xiaomian, what's wrong?" Xian Xinchen was very curious when he saw her expression.
Jiang Xiaomian replied uncertainly, "It's nothing, I just feel like someone is following us recently." ”
Xian Xinchen didn't take Jiang Xiaomian's words seriously, and smiled at her: "Go back and have a good rest, don't think too much!" ”
As the two were talking, they walked towards Xi Yan.
Comfortable music surrounded the restaurant, and the cold air rushed in front of him, Jiang Xiaomian instantly felt that it was summer outside the house and winter inside the house. She casually asked for a glass of boiled water to clear her dry throat.
There were only two people sitting in the drinking bar, Jiang Xiaomian and Xiang Xiyan.
Jiang Xiaomian spoke first: "I thought you were here to find Brother Xinchen, but what are you looking for me?" ”
Xiang Xiyan slowly stirred the ice cream drink in the cup, which was orange mixed with blueberry flavor, and the two colors were stirred into chaos, like a torch suddenly falling into the deep sea, and the little spark was extinguished and dyed dark blue.
"You should know that I came to you for Dongyang."
Jiang Xiaomian calmly accepted Xiang Xiyan's words, which was expected by himself, after all, apart from this, Jiang Xiaomian couldn't think of any other reason.
"So how is he, how are you doing these two days?" Jiang Xiaomian still greeted with concern.
Xiang Xiyan's smile was very casual, the corners of his mouth only rose, but there was no joy on his face, "Can it be so good that it makes sense?" indirectly carried a murder case on his body, who was replaced, and who was relieved to go. What's more, persuasion is equivalent to being expelled, just to save face. ”
But in the next second, Xiang Xiyan's words pointed directly at Jiang Xiaomian. Like a magnetic needle on a compass, it found magnetism straight away.
"Xiaomian, but because of you, he refuses to go abroad. I think you are a sane man, for the sake of his future, you can't hinder him, he must go abroad without distraction. Don't see him again until then. ”
Jiang Xiaomian felt that these words were so sharp that they turned into blades, and he lost his direction and misplaced in his chest, piercing his heart, so painful that he couldn't speak. She lowered her head, she thought she wouldn't cry, but tears poured out like a freshly dug water source in the desert.
"Okay." Jiang Xiaomian squeezed it out of his mouth stiffly for a long time.
Maybe it was because the air conditioner was turned on too cold, Jiang Xiaomian felt that she had only opened her mouth, just like talking in winter, and there was a white cold air in the air.
She looked at the cold air, but it wasn't a tall passerby who had just opened the package of the popsicle, and the cold air kept bubbling down.
Jiang Xiaomian sat there, stinging his nose with the cold air rushing in. It was as if the temperature of the whole world had suddenly dropped at that moment. As she walked out of the bar, she was greeted by another hot breath that made her sneeze. Sneezing to tears.
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