She seemed to be speechless, Xia Ying didn't know what she wanted to say, and in the end, she just said "...... Come and see him when you have time. ”

Xia Ying nodded and politely said goodbye.

Walking out of the alley, Xia Ying's mood was very low, she was still holding a photo of Xia Miao and the young man in her hand, the sun was shining on this yellowed photo, and the two smiling faces on the photo became more and more brilliant.

"What, feel sorry?" The man asked suddenly.

Xia Ying didn't shy away from her feelings, "Yes, it's a pity, it's obviously a very beautiful love story, but because of an accident, two people are separated by yin and yang, I'm afraid there is nothing more regrettable and regrettable in this world." ”

The man looked at the white clouds in the distance, then looked back at the woman, and said in a light tone, "So, do you want to let yourself have such regrets?" ”

Xia Ying was puzzled, her eyes were full of doubts, she blinked her thick eyelashes, "What?" ”

"If, one day, I die, will you miss me?" The corners of the man's lips were crooked, but Xia Ying looked a little sad, "What nonsense." ”

"I'm not talking nonsense, tomorrow or the accident, which one will come first, no one knows, if ......" he looked down at her...... If ......"

"There is no if," Xia Ying didn't want to discuss the issue of life and death with him, did she think that her mood was not bad enough, "Where is there a curse to die." ”

The man laughed, "You don't want me to die?" ”

"Gu Zhichen, no one jokes about life and death." She ignored him, and walked forward,

He took a quick step and reached out to hold her little hand, the woman broke free, and the man held it tighter, "You have to watch me well, so as not to be surprised." ”

"Are you a fool?"

"If I become a fool and let you fall in love with me, I will be happy."

What with what?

Xia Ying felt that she couldn't communicate with him.

The woman didn't speak, let him lead, in the strange street of this strange city, she had a feeling of being in a different world.

"Gu Zhichen, ...... you" she wanted to say, did he really rely on her? But she couldn't ask these words.

"What?"

"I ......" Xia Ying pursed her lips, but before she said this, the raindrops the size of beans crackled and fell, one second it was still sunny, and the next second it was cloudy, what the hell is this weather.

The man dragged the woman and ran down the street, and when the rain was coming quickly, he took off his coat and shielded her from the top of his head, and the two trotted and hid under an eaves.

Because of his coat, there were very few places on her body, but looking at him, the ink-colored shirt on his body was already soaked and sticky to his body.

She looked up at him, and he just happened to be looking down at her.

"Do you remember when you were a kid? As soon as it rains, you run out, your mother can't pull you, and in the end, it's me, run out and carry you back. ”

When men talk about the past, the corners of their lips are gentle curves.

When she was a child, she remembered it very vaguely, he said it seemed to be when he was two or three years old, and later, when he grew up, when she was five or six years old, she didn't like to run out very much.

At that time, she liked to count the ants on the ground in the small pavilion of the Gu family.

She pursed her lips, lowered her eyelashes, didn't look at him, and said in a low and shallow voice, "I don't remember it for a long time." ”

"At that time, you were still young, and it was normal not to remember, but after the heavy rain in the summer, we would catch monkeys in the grove next to our house, do you remember?"

She had an impression of this, but at that time she was small, and she was a little afraid, and he would catch a lot, and then, at night, she would lie on the windowsill with him, looking at the monkeys one by one.

Shedding its skin, growing wings, and becoming one after another.

She loved the process of transformation and loved the sound of it.

Come to think of it, it's a long, long way off.

"Gu Zhichen, we can't go back." There was a faint sadness on her face.

"I know." He kept his voice calm, his eyes locked on her good-looking side face, "If then, I knew that we would become like this later, I would definitely do my best to be good to you." ”

Xia Ying smiled indifferently, "What if it's good, what's not good?" We just met in the water, the dew fate. ”

"It's you who won't forgive me, ......of course," he sighed slightly...... I don't deserve forgiveness. ”

"It's all gone, every scar in life is your passport to stay in this world, I have resented you, I have hated you, I once thought about living with such resentment, until I am old, until I die, but ...... I don't want to be like this," she lifted her eyelashes and looked at the man, "Gu Zhichen, you have lost me, you have saved me, and you have flattened it." ”

"......" flattened?

"None of us owe anyone." She smiled, elegantly touching.

But his heart was very sad, as if it was torn apart, and her heart closed the passage to love that he walked.

No matter how good it was as a child, she chose to delete.

No matter how much it hurt her at that time, she also chose to forgive.

"Xia Ying, I know, it's hard for me to gain your trust, if time can be turned back, I will definitely pick you up, even if the road to pick you up is full of thorns, I will step out of a bloody road, but ...... "He knows, there is no if"...... I know that Heaven will not give me such a chance again. ”

His words were wrapped in dense sadness, and her heart ached when she listened.

"Gu Zhichen, don't regret it, there are many good girls in the world, you will definitely find the one that suits you." She smiled, tears in the corners of her eyes.

He looked into her eyes and reached out to pull her into his arms, "You know, the most suitable one in my heart is you." ”

"But ...... "She can't, she promised Han Jingshu that she can't be entangled with him anymore, unless, she doesn't want Han Jingshu as a friend, she has no choice."

"Sakura-chan, don't push me away, okay? Do you know how much I regret it after all these years? ”

His voice choked, the water drops from the eaves, knocking on the marble floor, two completely different sounds, actually intertwined into a sad music.

Her hand hung down gently, "Gu Zhichen, I don't love you, you know, we won't be together, let me go, let yourself go, live a good life." ”

"Perhaps, I fell in love with it slowly."

"No maybe, no slowly, Gu Zhichen, I don't like a man like you, the result of barely coming will not be happy, I know this is not what you want."

Every word and sentence of her is like a steel nail, deep and mercilessly hammered into the softest place of his heart, hurting him, painful.

Finally, he gently let go of her, maybe he was too persistent, insisting that if he insisted on the so-called persistence, she would give him a chance.

Her cold eyes had already told him that everything was his own amorous behavior, everything was his one-man show,