Snow lay in the arms of the plateau, grief to the extreme. She couldn't help but ask out loud:

"Why can't I have both family and love? Why? Why?? Why??? ”

Is she asking the sky? Or are you asking the earth?

Bai Xue knew in her heart: this "responsibility" is not in the sky, this "Ren" is not in the ground, she can't complain about the sky, and she can't complain about the earth, there is only one person, that is, her biological father, forcing her to have no way out. Although Gao Yuan didn't complain about her, her classmates, her colleagues, and people who knew their situation all scolded her for being ungrateful, a despicable villain, who harmed Gao Yuan for a lifetime and delayed their good time.

Bai Xue is dizzy and has weakness in her limbs. After so many years of emotion, how can you say let go and let go? She also understands that there is no way to give up on the plateau. In the words of a businessman: The plateau is now losing its blood, losing its money, and losing its wealth. The blame for all this is on his side. Although her father's words are wrong and contrary to her father's words, it is indeed difficult for her Bai Xue to do it, because people's words are terrible, she has to take care of the neighbors around her, no matter how unreasonable her father is, she must still be her father, she must swallow the pain and difficulty, and bury the grievances in the bottom of her heart. Bai Xue also knew that her father's practice was unconventional and not bright. If you want to know today, why bother in the beginning?

At the beginning, there were many good roads to walk on the plateau, but no one took them, and only chose their own ordinary road. Now, they have blocked all other paths and are determined to follow only their own path. Seeing that others had no way out, he put forward additional conditions, blackmailed, and forced others to comply. Isn't this hand too dark? Isn't this heart too ruthless? Take advantage of people's danger to drive people to a dead end. If this practice is made public, a family will be pointed out by thousands of people, and it will be difficult for the descendants of the family to face public opinion. The paper can't contain the fire, and sooner or later this matter will be revealed to the world, at that time, how will the descendants of a family face the public? Gao Yuan took the initiative to let go, which shows that Gao Yuan understands each other, and the love sent by Gao Yuan is pure love, and Gao Yuan is really a man who stands up to the sky.

Shirayuki doesn't know how she was sent home by the plateau. Gao Yuan watched as Bai Xue pushed open the door before turning to leave. At the moment when Gao Yuan turned around, Bai Xue turned around, held the corner of the wall with both hands, opened a pair of teary eyes, and watched Gao Yuan leave. Gao Yuan didn't look back once, he knew that there was no hope for marriage, and he had no illusions about the family. Seeing Gao Yuan's heavy steps, he took out his handkerchief from time to time to wipe his eyes. The boy has tears and doesn't flick. Bai Xue's heart is broken, and the plateau is even more sad than Bai Xue. This sadness comes from Bai Xue's father, Bai Changshou.

Shirayuki is sick, confused, and in deep hallucinations.

Bai Xue found that Gao Yuan was lying alone in bed, with a high fever, and his lips were full of cracks, and blood was still dripping out. He hurriedly pounced.

"Gao Yuan, wake up and drink saliva."

Bai Xue shouted loudly. The plateau was motionless. Bai Xue couldn't help crying:

"Gao Yuan, open your eyes and see, I'm Bai Xue."

Gao Yuan did not react at all.

When it was time for class, Gao Yuan woke up, he stood up, picked up the textbook, and dragged his weak body to class. He's such a dedicated person. But as soon as he stepped out of the door, he fell to the ground. When Bai Xue saw it, he hurriedly picked up the head of the plateau and shouted:

"Plateau, plateau" ......

Bai Xue and Gao Yuan were sitting by the river, and suddenly a group of people rushed out, pushed Gao Yuan into the water, and forcibly pulled Bai Xue away.

"Gao Yuan, help me!"

Bai Xue shouted loudly.

In front of the snowy eyes, the figures of the plateau are moving everywhere.

"Plateau! Plateau!!"

Bai Xue shouted one after another.

For the whole summer vacation, Bai Xue spent the whole summer in a groggy and incurable illness.

When school started, she had to go to class with illness like a plateau. She is not only dedicated, but also uses her work to drive away the pain in her heart. Replace the word love with the word work. Use work to anesthetize your own erotic nerves......

On the first day of school, Bai Xue walked into the teacher's office, and her colleagues cast concern, care, and surprised eyes. Bai Xue felt a little strange. Wu Zixu passed the Zhao Pass, and his hair was white all night. During a holiday, although Bai Xue did not have white hair, a girl's heart grew old all of a sudden. From the gaze of her colleagues, she saw a change in herself.

Bai Xue's ears sounded Gao Yuan's sharp words again:

"Shirayuki, you can't go against your father's will. If it is violated, others will think that it is unfilial. ”

Bai Xue said in her heart:

"My father cut off the relationship between two people with a single sword, and both of them were hurt, and it was you who were hurt the most. I will never forget you plateau for the rest of my life. I'm the one who made you miserable, and I owe you so much. Although I am the first generation of female college students in New China and a woman who has been liberated, I still can't control my own destiny, and I still can't get rid of the shackles of feudal family thinking, and I am worthy of the glorious title of human soul engineer. ”

Bai Xue reluctantly closed the window of love and lived a numb life. On the surface, she smiled at her colleagues and worked hard. Deep down, there is the blood of love. She hid her longing for the plateau in the bottom of her heart and used her work to anesthetize herself. Such a day is eight years in the guise of a disguise.