Chapter Seventy-Two: Relief
"Two years ago, not long after the imperial brother ascended the throne, it coincided with the imperial examination, and when it came to the last level, it was no longer a personal talent, but a family background, and that kind of person without a background generally did not have much chance of getting a good score, because even if he did well in the exam, someone would put him down."
"That person's surname is Liu, it's mine..."
After saying this, Zhao Yushu suddenly paused.
Fira saw sadness and shallow hatred in her eyes.
Her voice was low, as if to make her trembling sound less noticeable.
"It's my love. At that time, his mother sold everything in the family to let him take the scientific examination, obviously he was the one who was most likely to become the champion, but in the end he was exchanged by a related household The test papers, and finally he was defeated, only to get the name of a showman, and that related household became the champion, not only that, but he was also slandered as cheating. ”
"Finally his mother couldn't take it and went crazy, and he went drinking in a daze, and finally on the way home, he fell into the river."
"If that's the case, it's a pity, it's too hateful." When Fei Ran first heard it, she also felt extremely sorry.
Obviously, such a thing is normal, but when Zhao Yushu said it, Fei Ranchu had a feeling that happened to him, and there was an extremely real sense of regret.
Now she seems to understand why Zhao Yushu has some resistance to Zhao Yufeng.
Zhao Yufeng can obviously intervene in such a thing, but he has just taken the position, and there may be more things to be busy.
And Liu Shusheng's incident happens every time he goes on a scientific expedition, but that time it happened to be related to his sister.
Zhao Yushu glanced at Fei Ranchu, as if to confirm whether the regret in her eyes was the same as herself.
After looking at it for a while, she suddenly smiled.
"Maybe you feel very embarrassed, sister-in-law, but you definitely won't feel as much as I do."
"Because you love him?"
After listening to Fei Ranchu's question, Zhao Yushu hesitated for a moment, and then shook his head decisively.
"The love and longing for him only grew after his death."
Fira pursed her lips and looked at her without speaking.
In other words, when Liu Shu was living, did the county lord just like him?
After a long while, Zhao Yushu suddenly smiled and pretended to say a sentence easily.
"The reason why I can't let go of it now may be because that day was the last bar I had with him."
She bit Zhang Shan, who was in charge of the scientific expedition back then, but in the end, it was nothing more than that she couldn't forgive herself at that time.
If she could find out that Liu Yu's abnormality that night, perhaps, she could save something.
Fei Ranchu patted Zhao Yushu's shoulder to show comfort, and then asked:
"So now, do you want the curtain to end?"
"Regret will definitely remain in my heart for the rest of my life, but from now on, I won't care about this matter anymore." Zhao Yushu said in a low voice: "I'm tired."
With that, she closed her eyes.
At this point, the knot in her heart for two years has finally been untied.
Although she still has regrets, she is just going to let herself go.
Until now, Fei Ranchu is actually curious about a question.
In the past two years, Zhao Yushu's feelings for him, is his love greater than regret, or does regret overshadow his original love?
She won't ask this question, because she believes that maybe Zhao Yushu doesn't have a definite answer in her heart.
Then let that beautiful relationship always exist in your heart.
Before leaving, Zhao Yushu asked Fei Ranchu a question.
"If one day, the imperial brother also does something unforgivable to you, will you resent and take revenge?"
Fei Ranchu didn't answer, but she already had a definite answer in her heart.
Resentment is certain, but there will be no revenge.
Since she chose to take on the responsibility of the queen, she never thought about escaping.
The days passed smoothly for a long time.
Before the reputation is fully restored, presumably that Zhang Shan will not rush to let Zhao Yufeng be drafted, and may even stop this matter, which can be regarded as killing two birds with one stone.
In this regard, Zhao Yufeng also joked about Fei Ranchu, saying that she has a lot of eyes.
Even though she knew that he had no malicious intent, Fei Ranchu still showed an angry look, and as for the reason, she did not explain.
The courtesy before the Spring Festival made Fei Ranchu breathless, and she was even wondering if to let Xuanyuan Meng help her, but recalling the unpleasantness that the two of them had had, Fei Ranchu still dispelled this idea.
Finally, before the Spring Festival, Fei Ranchu, a competent queen, fell ill gloriously, and she didn't even go to the New Year's banquet in the palace, while Zhao Yufeng participated in the first half, and came directly to accompany Fei Ranchu in the second half.
Fei Ranchu did not refuse, after all, she had worked hard for so long, and getting a little grace was both an affirmation and a motivation for her.
She has been sick for more than half a month, and during her illness, she was even exempted from asking for peace every day.
For most of the month, the people she saw every day were Xicui and Dark Moon, and then Zhao Yufeng, who only came once a day or two, and there was no one else, and she was about to fade out of the bird.
After the illness is cured, it will be the Shangyuan Lantern Festival, which is the most lively festival in Dongzhao in addition to the Spring Festival.
On the same day, Fei Ranchu took advantage of Zhao Yufeng to see her and hugged his arm directly.
"What? Do you want me?"
Zhao Yufeng knew Fei Ranchu's temperament too well, and every time she showed this smile, she either wanted to go out to play, or she just wanted Zhao Yufeng to collect good things for her.
"I heard the palace maids say, the Shangyuan Lantern Festival is very lively, the palace is too serious, the concubines have been sick for so long, and if they continue like this, I am afraid that they will get sick again, it is better for Your Majesty to feel distressed and distressed for the concubines."
Fei Ranchu hinted at Zhao Yufeng very clearly.
Looking at her flattering little expression, although Zhao Yufeng was very useful, he usually wouldn't agree so easily.
I saw Zhao Yufeng with a cold face, sat down on Fei Ranchu's soft step again, and said with a smile.
"Oh? I couldn't understand what the queen was saying. “
He was also hinting at it very obviously.
Fei Ranchu gritted his teeth fiercely, hesitated for a moment, and sat down on Zhao Yufeng's lap.
"Your Majesty, the concubine wants to go out and play."
"But you are the queen, and the concubines in the palace are not allowed to leave the palace at will." Zhao Yufeng still said with a cold face.
If she hadn't gone out several times before, I'm afraid she would have believed his pretending serious face.
"What do I want, doesn't the queen know?" Zhao Yufeng's eyes gradually became hot as he looked at Fei Ranchu.