Chapter 149: Finale: Return to Peace
Shen Yuewan held her mobile phone mysteriously and laughed, Shen Yin poked her head out of the kitchen, "You laugh quietly, Momo is still sleeping." ”
Early yesterday morning, Huang Wenwen called her and said that she should take care of Momo for a week. Something happened to Huang Wenwen's mother's family and she had to go back to deal with it. Although Huang Wenwen didn't say it explicitly, she could guess a few points, it must be Huang Wenwen's eldest brother who had an accident.
Yesterday afternoon, I picked Momo out of school and took her home. Momo is a lively and cheerful child, and he mingles with them as soon as he comes, and he is very well-behaved and sensible.
Shen Yuewan hurriedly covered her mouth with a blanket, and when she smiled, she leaned over, "What is it?" Makes you laugh so much. ”
"It's this little video, isn't it very interesting for you to see?" Shen Yuewan held her phone high so that she could see the picture clearly. She only saw a man appear in the picture, Momo came out in socks, and looked at her sleepily, "Godmother, I'm hungry!" ”
Afraid that Momo would catch a cold, she hurriedly pulled Momo into the room to put on her shoes, "Momo, you put on your clothes, and we'll have breakfast." As she spoke, she pinched Momo's fleshy cheeks and rubbed her forehead affectionately.
"Godmother, can I live with you all the time?" Mo Mo said innocently, his big eyes kept spinning.
"Why? Don't you miss your mother? She sat on the edge of the bed, completely forgetting about the gruel on the gas stove.
Momo hugged her waist and rubbed his face against her, "My mother often walks with an uncle, doesn't she want me anymore?" "Tears flowed from his black grape-like eyes, and his eyes were red.
She wiped away Momo's tears, squatted in front of her and asked, "No, that uncle is good to your mother, so are you willing to live with that uncle?" ”
"That uncle is not a bad person, I heard Yuanyuan say that if my mother and that uncle had a child, my mother would not want me." Momo was crying, and her serious appearance made her laugh.
"Momo, don't listen to other people's nonsense, you are so cute and well-behaved, why won't your mother want you." She touched Momo's head and put her shoes on.
Shen Yuewan shouted in the living room, "Sister, what did you make breakfast?" How I smell a strange smell. ”
She hurriedly rushed out to check whether the gruel on the gas stove had become mushy. "It's okay, it's okay! Thanks to the heat, it is not very open. "I sniffed it and found that there was a slight smell of burning.
"Yuehuan, you brought Momo over and had breakfast." She brought the food to the table one by one and called them over to eat.
They talked about their next plans while eating breakfast, Shen Yuewan suggested going to the amusement park, but Momo wanted to go to the library.
"Momo, don't all children of your age like go to amusement parks? What's going to the library? Shen Yuewan looked at Momo and found that this child was a little precocious, and strongly recommended going to the amusement park together.
The two of them looked at Shen Yin one after another, asking her to make a decision.
"Momo, should we go to the amusement park first, and then we will go to the library when we are tired of playing, okay?" She softened her attitude and hoped that Momo would agree to this decision.
"Alright then!" Momo still buried his head in the porridge and nodded slightly.
After eating, Momo went to wash, Shen Yuewan was washing the dishes, and she was in the room to pack the things she wanted to bring when she went out to play in the afternoon.
Shen Yuewan appeared at the door at some point, squatted down and whispered in her ear: "Sister, I think this kid Momo seems to have something on his mind, do you know what it is?" ”
She nodded, "Huang Wenwen is planning to get married, and Momo is worried about it." ”
Shen Yuewan glanced at her thoughtfully and left. She didn't care, she was struggling with whether to bring a sun umbrella.
They went to a large amusement park in the county - "Children's Fun Park", along the way Momo looked listless, Shen Yuehuan was very excited, one would take them to the food stall to buy some snacks, and then rush to line up to buy tickets. She really wondered if her sister and Momo's souls were exchanged.
After playing two events in a row, a free-fall waterslide and a roller coaster, she was a little overwhelmed and dizzy from sitting on a bench.
Shen Yuewan was like a nobody, eating popcorn, while standing next to her and asking, "Sister, are you okay?" We also have an exciting project - Pirate Ship hasn't been played yet? ”
She waved her hand continuously, "I can't do it, you guys go play, I'll wait for you here." ”
Momo obediently took out a bottle of pure water from his backpack and handed it to her, "I'll accompany my godmother." ”
"How's that going to work? Today's project is tailor-made for you, and if you don't go, it won't be fun. Shen Yuewan urged: "The next project is very interesting, let's go together, okay?" ”
It's rare for Shen Yuehuan to be so attentive, she stared at Momo and rubbed her forehead, "Momo, it's rare that Sister Yuehuan is so attentive, you don't have to worry about me, go play!" ”
Half an hour later, Shen Yuehuan took Momo's hand and walked over with a smile, Momo was much happier than before.
Taking advantage of the time when Momo went to buy ice cream, she leaned over and whispered to her sister, "What did you say to Momo?" ”
Shen Yuewan smiled mysteriously, "Maybe it's because of the same disease, I don't like the taste of being abandoned!" Anyway, you can rest assured, Momo has recovered her original nature. The younger sister winked at her with a smug expression.
Halfway through them, Momo suddenly squatted down with a painful expression, "Momo, what's wrong with you?" Shen Yin also squatted down and saw her covering her ankles with her hands, "Did your shoes wear out your feet?" ”
Momo nodded slightly, like a child who had done something wrong.
Shen Yin looked around and used his mobile phone to navigate and saw a children's shoe store 600 meters ahead, "Come, Momo, lie on my back." ”
She walked into the children's shoe store with Momo on her back, picked out a pair of comfortable sneakers for Momo, and Shen Yue bought a box of band-aids from a nearby pharmacy and gently pasted a band-aid on Momo's feet.
"Look around, are your shoes still sloppy?" She asked Momo to take a few steps to see if the shoes fit.
Wearing comfortable shoes, Momo regained her spirits, happily tried on several other pairs of beautiful little leather shoes, and while Momo was standing in front of the mirror, she took out her mobile phone to take a photo.
They took Momo to play for a day, but before they got home, Momo had already fallen asleep in the taxi. Shen Yin sat back a little and let Momo lean on her lap. She lifted the hair that Momo hung down on her face and put it behind her ears, this pair of big eyes looked very much like Xue Yufan, and this thin layer of lips. Shen Yuewan was also leaning on the car window and fell asleep, she broke her sister's head and leaned on her shoulder, "I'll call you when it's time!" She whispered to her sister.
Shen Yuewan closed her eyes, leaned on her shoulder and adjusted to a suitable position, and continued to sleep.
The mobile phone was placed in her pocket, she felt a vibration, slowly took out the mobile phone and saw that it was Wang Mengliang calling, she lowered her voice and slid the answer button, "Hey?" ”
"Have you had time lately? Is it convenient to meet in person? ”
"Well, it's two o'clock tomorrow afternoon!" She has to work for half a day tomorrow morning, and she has to rush back at noon to make lunch for them, Shen Yuehuan's cooking skills are worse than her, and she definitely can't take care of Momo, so she can make up for the debt she owed to Xue Yufan before.
"Good!" Wang Mengliang hung up the phone, but she couldn't calm down, and she couldn't think of anything between them that she hadn't made clear.
After eating at home the next day, Shen Yin rode an electric car to the town, and Wang Mengliang had already arrived early. At this point in time, there are very few coffee drinkers, and the clerk is dozing off at the counter, so Wang Mengliang deliberately chooses a distant position to sit down.
The clerk heard the bell hanging above the door, got up and walked to them, and said with a smile: "Hello, what do you need?" ”
"Two glasses of lemon mint soda!"
"I want a cup of Hong Kong-style milk tea!"
The two of them almost blurted out that the content of what they said was different, and the clerk looked at them in surprise, "Then a cup." Wang Mengliang hurriedly changed his words.
After the clerk left, Wang Mengliang put his hand on the table and asked, "When did you change your taste?" ”
"It's been a long time......"
The air fell silent again, and Shen Yin leaned back in his chair, "What are you looking for me?" ”
With a lost expression, he took out a bank card from his trouser pocket and put it on the table, "After we divorced, this card was supposed to be given to you, but by the time I went to look for you, you had already left the city." ”
"I don't need to!" She refused without looking at it, "You don't owe me anything, you helped me organize my father's and grandmother's funerals, and we have already cleared up." You take this back and take care of the disease, I don't want your child to be born without the father's love. ”
Wang Mengliang hesitated: "Actually, my illness can no longer be cured, recently my memory is getting worse and worse, and the previous things have begun to become blurry, I am worried that one day I will forget you and forget the sincere relationship between us." He didn't mean to take it back, and took a deep breath, "I know you hate me, hate me for not protecting our children, I can understand this, but I don't want you to live alone in resentment, so I only say these words to you alone, this is my compensation, I hope you are happy for the rest of your life." ”
"Why?" She hid her face and cried bitterly, "I don't allow you to say such things, now that medical technology is so advanced, how can it not be cured?" ”
He walked up to her, took out a tissue and handed it to her, and smiled indifferently, "Maybe this is the retribution that God gave me, I deserve to be punished for failing your deep love......"
She cried hysterically, remembering the scene when Xue Yufan died, shook her head again and again, and blocked his mouth with her hand, "No, I don't hate you anymore, you hurry up and cure the disease, please!" ”
Wang Mengliang suddenly hugged her waist and held her in his arms, "Xiaoyin, you are so stupid!" Of course I know that you don't hate me anymore, I've loved you for so long, how can I not know who you are? ”
She didn't resist, she still looked forward to his voice and smile, his thoughtfulness, and his body. But she has lost too many relatives and friends in this life, even if she sees a stranger pass away now, she will be heartbroken and uncomfortable, not to mention that the man in front of her is inextricably linked to her.
She choked up and said, "You must not die, okay?" As soon as she thought of this word, her body involuntarily began to tremble, and her palms sweated.
"Stupid girl, I just said it would be amnesia, where do you want to go?" Wang Mengliang had already experienced this reaction of hers twice, and both times he accompanied Shen Yin to come out. He knew this feeling even better than Shen Yin.
When Shen Yin heard this, he began to stop crying, since he learned that he would not die, a little amnesia was nothing. She began to break free from Wang Mengliang's embrace, but he hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Xiaoyin, I once loved you, even if we can't be together or be friends, you have to remember that someone has been praying for your happiness." He let go of Shen Yin and looked at her with a smile, "Although I can't go to your wedding, I want you to be happy and have a happy family more than anyone else!" ”
After he said these words, he stuffed the bank card into her hand, "The password is your birthday, and we will meet indefinitely!" He smiled and waved at her, walked out of the coffee shop, and disappeared into the crowd.
She stretched out her hands and sat down in her chair, seemingly still with his body temperature between them. She tried to restrain herself, calmed down for a moment, put her bank card in her bag, and walked out of the coffee shop calmly. They couldn't have been together before, and even if they still had feelings, she couldn't use these nihilistic things to fill her desire for her family and her pursuit of a happy life.
Walking on the endless streets, all kinds of fragments of the past appear in my mind, and the feelings between her and Wang Mengliang only exist in those fragmented memories, scattered, like a broken mirror, each small fragment can only find a certain area of the face, and the complete memory can never be retrieved.
She walked to Xue Yufan's grave in a daze, bought a bouquet of yellow roses from a nearby flower shop, and took out the photo of Momo that she had secretly taken before from her bag, "Xue Yufan, I've come to see you, Momo has grown into a big child now." ”
Xue Yufan on the tombstone still looks so young, he still looks so sunny when he laughs, and the two pear vortices at the corners of his mouth are still so obvious, "If I had accepted your confession, would our ending have changed differently?" ”
Suddenly a cold wind blew, and the yellow roses were swaying in the wind, as if Xue Yufan was whispering, "Thank you, Xue Yufan!" I'm getting married in a month, and although I can't hear your blessings, I think you'll support my decision. The only thing I have failed in this life is you, if we can still meet in the next life, can you muster up the courage to tell me earlier, even if I reject you, you must stalk me and make me compromise......" She said silently: "When Momo is older, I will take her to see you." ”
When she got home, Momo and Xiang Fan were playing cards in the living room, and Momo happily showed off to her: "Godmother, this uncle is so bad, he lost me five or six times in a row." ”
Xiang Fan smiled awkwardly.
Of course, she knew that this was Xiang Fan's deliberate admission of defeat, otherwise how could Mo Mo win with her half-skills.
"Sister, where have you been? The wedding is less than a month away, so why aren't you in a hurry at all. Shen Yuewan walked out of the bedroom, opened a bag of potato chips and started eating.
"We have taken all the wedding photos, and we are waiting for the day to come." She raised her eyebrows, but she hadn't told her sister about it yet.
"Huh? It's me who meddles. Shen Yuewan stuffed a large piece of potato chips into it and was silent.
She hung her bag on the hanger, "You guys play, I'll make dinner." ”
She was busy in the kitchen when she heard laughter in the living room, and it felt like a home. She decided to start over, forget the memories of her youth, and enjoy the warm and happy family life she is living in.
All the vigor in the world will eventually return to peace, Shen Yin has finally lived the kind of stable and harmonious family life she longs for the most, those unforgettable love is finally buried in her heart, she just wants to seize the present, and Xiang Fan to create a new family, to create a happy and ordinary growth environment for her children.