Chapter 9 Fireworks of different colors
Oh, it turns out that I'm not the only one who has committed nymphomaniac, it seems that this is a normal physiological reaction of a girl during puberty.
I didn't expect that Qiao Zimo, who has always been stupid, would actually be a male god-like existence in Aunt Zhao's mind.
I scolded Aunt Zhao: "Aren't you blind for your astigmatism?" ”
Aunt Zhao didn't show weakness: "Of course you don't think he's your brother." Qiao Zimo, he is the idol of many girls. ”
After Aunt Zhao finished speaking, she stuffed me with five, six, seven or eight white rabbit toffee, looking like a nymphomaniac, which was disgusting.
I said, "Hmph, just a few pieces of candy just want to bribe me?" No way. ”
Aunt Zhao's nymphomaniac face turned into an incredible face.
"Che, who wants to bribe you? I asked you to pass it on to your brother. ”
I stared at Qiao Zimo's back, with a look of disgust, this guy actually has a girl who likes it, it's incredible.
I accepted the sugar in Aunt Zhao's expectant eyes.
However, I didn't give these sugars to Qiao Zimo at all, and I ate them all secretly during recess.
When I turned around, I asked Aunt Zhao for a few, and I said that Qiao Zimo liked his toffee very much, and Aunt Zhao's astigmatism glowed.
After graduating from junior high school, Aunt Zhao contributed a lot of toffee, and all my pocket money to buy snacks was saved, ready to do big things one day in the future.
This has always been a secret, and on the day of the graduation ceremony, Aunt Zhao, a girl, finally mustered up the courage to stuff a large bag of toffee into Qiao Zimo's hand.
"Qiao Zimo, toffee is my favorite, but as long as you like it, I am willing to buy toffee for you for a lifetime."
Confused, I walked over with a smile and said to Aunt Zhao, who looked shy.
"Auntie, it's not that Qiao Zimo likes to eat toffee, it's that his sister likes toffee."
Qiao Zimo's face turned blue, and he stuffed the packet of toffee into my hand fiercely, and walked away without looking back.
He was followed by the haunted Aunt Zhao.
At that time, Qiao Zimo no longer lived in my house.
Because before the New Year's Day holiday, Officer An Xiaoli, Qiao Datou's mother, took time out of her busy schedule to visit her long-time son at home.
Mr. Xie had a heart-to-heart talk with Officer An.
Ms. Xie has always been a Chinese teacher who attaches great importance to psychological education, and she said that the psychological education of only children is very important nowadays.
She felt that Qiao Zimo had been very silent in the past six months, and she could feel Qiao Zimo's silent aura from eight feet away.
Teacher Xie felt that this was a manifestation of psychological unhealth, this child lacked love, very lacking love, and seriously lacked love.
Teacher Xie actually ignores the fact that upright adolescent boys and girls have their own impulsive psychology.
Qiao Zimo's adolescent performance is just pretending to be deep.
Officer An felt that this was a big problem, and she deeply reviewed her debt to her son.
In the second semester, Qiao Zimo went home to live, because Officer An made a major decision for her own son, and changed from a field officer to an internal police officer in the unit.
In this way, she can go to work on time and leave work on time every day, and she will have a lot of time to take care of Qiao Zimo.
The day I heard the news, I shouted long live.
God finally didn't doze off and opened his glaucoma.
But not long after the joy, I was surrounded by a strong sense of emptiness.
I summed it up, and I'm a abusive personality.
The kind of personality that is uncomfortable not living in the shadow of Qiao Zimo.
This sense of emptiness did not last long, because this inconsequential feeling of emptiness was surrounded by a sense of loss that strengthened the atmosphere.
I look forward to the arrival of the new semester soon, and I can once again see the Ouyang male god that I miss today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow.
During that time, I felt that I had always been bold and bold, and it was a month since the start of school, and I didn't even talk to Ouyang a few words, and I was quite depressed.
As soon as I was depressed, I desperately ate candy, but fortunately, Aunt Zhao spared no effort to provide White Rabbit toffee.
Aunt Zhao looked like a fan.
"Bai Ziran, your brother really has the physique of a male god, and he still maintains such a good figure after eating so much toffee. Unlike me, eating one toffee will make you gain a meat or two. ”
I glanced at the chubby Aunt Zhao and was in no mood to pay attention to her.
On the third day of March, the town is surrounded by all kinds of peach blossoms, pear blossoms, and apricot blossoms.
And my mood is like the falling flowers flying in the sky, and I instantly have the feeling of Sister Lin being worried about the new words.
Because of my Ouyang, he is leaving this small city to go back to the provincial capital to go to school.
O God! My unrequited love, which had just begun to sprout, was completely strangled in the cradle.
In view of Ouyang's particularly attractive physique, on the day he left, the squad leader bought a notebook and asked everyone to write a sentence on it.
I took my notebook and thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't find words or phrases that could express my lovesickness.
In the end, only one sentence was left: I am me, a fireworks of different colors, my name is Bai Ziran.
Ouyang is very literary and emotional, and when he left, he hugged every student in our class.
When it was my turn, he smiled and said something in my ear, and I burst into tears.
He said, "I remember you, fireworks of different colors." ”
I don't know if he really remembered me, but when I saw him again many years later, he was the first to call out my name among a group of classmates.
shouted very clearly, but unfortunately, at that time, I saw his fat body, and I didn't feel him at all.
I've always been stronger and don't like people to see my vulnerable side.
The classmates were reluctant to send Ouyang, and I ran alone to the cinnabar plum plant with a headache and cried, and by the way, I picked up a peach blossom and buried it under the plum tree.
To pay tribute to my first love that ended before it began.
When I sat under the plum tree and looked sad, I don't know when Joe was standing in front of me, but as soon as he opened his mouth I wanted to whip him.
He said, "Your Ouyang is gone, aren't you going to see him off?" ”
A mocking and happy tone, this man looks like a dog.
I was going to humiliate him with sharper and more unsightly words, but I thought about it.
Isn't a song sung: Words never convey one ten-thousandth of what I mean.
If you can't express it, why bother with that god.
I said, "He's gone, what does it have to do with me?" The earth does not turn without him. ”
I'm just going to act like I don't care, and I'm mad at you elated.
After that, I felt more and more that Qiao Zimo was a terrible boy, could it really be as my mother said, he was psychologically twisted and perverted?
I didn't bother to take care of him, even if he still brought me the soup dumplings from Tianxiao's family every morning, I still didn't want to pay attention to him after eating his buns.