Fear Itself (2)

One of the most ridiculous things I thought was.

I thought I could still control myself, I thought I could do everything well, I thought I could get out of it.

As a result, the truth is always the opposite of what I imagined, I didn't do anything, and not only that, but I also hurt Yu Ge.

I only remember the picture of Yu Ge lying in a pool of blood, Mo Shu's panicked expression, and Lin Xia's incredible expression.

They must not be able to figure out why I hurt Yu Ge, in fact, I can't figure out why it killed Yu Ge.

Even if it wants me to snatch the Jingyu Qin back, I can understand it, after all, the Jingyu Qin is an ancient thing, and it can control those black shadows.

But......

Why Yu Ge?

I didn't figure it out.

Yu Ge was stabbed, and it was in Xiangdu, which was far away from the headquarters, I sighed softly, I am afraid that the Shadow Xi Pavilion will be in chaos for a while.

Fortunately, Lin Xia and Mo Shu are both there, and they can stabilize the situation.

I sat on the top of the city, there was no one here, it was cool, the wind was strong, I sat here for a long time, and I intercepted a flying pigeon in the middle of the message, I didn't want to block the news, but I wanted to see what happened to Yu Ge.

The letter said that Yu Ge was seriously injured and his life was in danger, and it was difficult to treat with Dr. Xiangdu's medical skills, so he asked the headquarters to find a ghost doctor and let the ghost doctor come to treat him.

Also, no one would have thought that Yu Ge would be injured, I reloaded the letter back, and then released the pigeon, I also hoped in my heart that the ghost doctor could come to Xiangdu.

I continued to sit at the head of the city and look at the scenery, and for the first time, I felt that the world was so big that I didn't know where to go, and there was nowhere to go.

I raised my hand and saw that the green tendons on my hands were protruding, and there was black and red blood flowing from the green tendons, I lowered my hand and squinted my eyes, and now, I could see far, far away.

There were trees there, and there were birds chirping in the trees, and after a while, they would flutter and flutter away, and if the wind blew, the branches would shake and sway gently, and it looked like graceful maidens dancing.

Occasionally, a few small birds perched on the eaves, tilting their heads as if looking at me curiously, and when I looked down, I could see people hurrying through the streets.

Of course, when it should be lively, the Chinese capital is still lively, and only at this time can you feel a little fireworks, eating, drinking, buying and selling, and chatting......

I feel that there are countless emotions surrounding me, but the most profound feeling is the loneliness that is out of place.

I was sitting alone at the head of the wall and I was lonely.

The longer I sat here and watched it, the longer I watched, the more interesting life became.

After all, I am really envious, envious of the group of people who are ordinary and alive.

People think because they have time to think.

It's like where I'm right now.

When you don't do anything, you can't stop thinking about everything.

"Don't you want to say anything?" I asked it inwardly, and it closed its eyes and didn't reply to me, and I felt that it was becoming more and more like a human being in my body, but perhaps it was more appropriate to describe it as a tiger than a human.

Because I had no idea what it would come at me again, tearing me to pieces.

"You know what? I've been thinking about it for so long, and I've been thinking about one question...... "I said, but it still didn't respond, and it didn't say anything other than those few words.

I chuckled and continued, "I was wondering if if I died, would you just disappear like that, after all...... You're not formed yet. ”

It doesn't reply to me, but I seem to feel something, and if it doesn't reply now, it must have used up all its strength.

It should still be accumulating now, it seems to be sleeping, but it is actually waiting, waiting for the next eruption.

"It seems that I am right, you have returned to the world through the Netherworld, although I don't know what you are, but I know that you can only stay in my body before you are formed." I said to myself, "If that's the case, if I'm dead, you're going to go to hell again, right?" ”

It still didn't speak.

But I know, I guessed right.

If that's the case, I suddenly laughed, and I laughed quite happily.

"You know what? In this world, the person I care about the most is Yu Ge, the reason why I want to live in the world is because, I want to keep my life to love him, I don't know what you think, but. You made one of the biggest mistakes. ”

"You shouldn't hurt Yuge."

It finally opened its eyes in fear, and it said, "You won't." ”

"How do you know I won't?" I asked it rhetorically.

Once again, it chose to remain silent.

I smiled again, stood up, my legs were a little numb after sitting for so long, I hammered my legs, moved my muscles and bones, this body is good, the cold wind has been blowing here for so long, there is no discomfort at all, I am injured, I can recover quickly, I don't know how many times better than the one I did before.

It's unknown, I don't know what it is, and I don't know what the consequences of letting it out will be for the world.

"You know what? At first, I thanked you. I said to it.

It closed its eyes, and fell silent again.

I jumped off the city and landed easily, and at the moment I landed, I felt someone flying towards me, I looked at me, took out my dagger, and was about to throw it at him, but found that it was an acquaintance.

"He Huan." I hurriedly put away my dagger and called out his name.

He was standing behind me, his expression complicated, and I didn't know what to say for a moment.

After waiting for a while, he spoke first: "Yu Ge was seriously injured and has not woken up yet. ”

"I know, I did it." I calmly replied that I did it, I confessed, and I didn't want to defend anything.

Say there's a person inside me?

No one will believe it.

"Don't you want to ask me why?" I saw that He Huan hadn't spoken, so I asked him.

He Huan shook his head and said, "I don't want to, because I don't think you did it." ”

I was a little surprised, I didn't know what to say for a while, I said: "Why do you say that?" ”

"Or, if I don't resist now, you can kill me?" He Huan opened his hand, with an expression of letting me be a fish, I gritted my teeth, didn't want to pay attention to him, and turned around and left.

He shouted behind me, "Piano brake! ”

I stopped.

He said, "Go to Nadurahua, take it and I'll leave." ”

"Why do you want to leave?"

He Huan did not answer.

Maybe I know the answer.

I thought for a while, turned around, looked at He Huan and replied, "Okay, you accompany me to the deserted city and take the Luohua." ”

"Do you want to go back and see him, or do you want to go straight away?"

"I ...... Still, let's go straight to the road. ”

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