Chapter 81 Love is not enough, and it is difficult to do it

There are always some people in this world who impose their ideas on people who don't love themselves in the name of love.

Because of love and hate, love and hatred, love and can't, repeated cycles, love becomes a kind of torture in the end, but you don't know that the upheaval of your own world is not worth mentioning in the eyes of another person who is haunted by his dreams, because his eyes have never seen you.

The opposite of Song Chanjuan's surprised voice was Lin Mo Nian's cool voice, he said, "Song Chanjuan, I'll tell you one last time, don't waste time on me again, especially don't harass my little girl, you will only make me more disgusted and disgusted." ”

Lin Mo Nian was about to hang up the phone after speaking, Song Chanjuan pretended not to care at all, and hurriedly said, "Lin Mo Nian, don't hang up the phone, I've liked you for so long, aren't you moved at all, you weren't like this when I first met you, why has everything changed since you met Lu Yinyin." ”

When Lin Mo Nian heard this, he remembered the scene when he first met Song Chanjuan, when he had just entered the secondary school, and one weekend when he went home, Song Chanjuan and her mother Wang Meili went to their house as guests.

At that time, Mo Xin was very happy to introduce Song Chanjuan to him, saying how excellent she was, she couldn't help but be beautiful and had a high IQ, and she couldn't help but envy Wang Meili for having such a caring little padded jacket.

And Wang Meili also said very modestly that your son is also very good, if you want to envy me, let Xiaojuan recognize you as a godmother in the future, Mo Xin was very happy and agreed yes, yes, so from then on, Song Chanjuan called Mo Xin's godmother.

At that time, Song Chanjuan didn't talk much, she was shy and shy, her personality was a little introverted, she had a classical beauty face, and she looked like a cold beauty at first glance.

Later, Lin Monian met Lu Yinyin, and his eyes and hearts were all cute and cute, cheerful, free-spirited, and eclectic, where could he still see others.

It wasn't until Song Chanjuan sent letters one after another to Yuanzhi that Lin Mo Nian felt that she might have some misunderstanding about herself, so she replied to her with a letter, telling her that she had a girl she liked, her name was Lu Yinyin, and she hoped that she would study hard and stop writing to him.

And then Song Chanjuan wrote correctly, and he returned them one by one, and during the summer vacation that year, Mo Xinqian asked him to help Song Chanjuan get some luggage, because they had moved to the same community at that time, and they took a car from Yuanzhi to Micheng Middle School.

Lin Mo Nian didn't think it was inappropriate, but because this move happened to be bumped into by Lu Yinyin, they almost missed each other, so now he will never tolerate anything that can make Lu Yinyin misunderstand if he is not careful.

Lin Mo Nian's tone was cold and said, "Song Chanjuan, it's just your business that you like me, it has nothing to do with me, and I don't like you, I just treat you as my mother's best friend's daughter, at best, I just know each other, that's all." ”

Song Chanjuan asked tentatively, "Then can we be friends?" ”

Lin Mo Nian said bluntly, "It's better for us to be strangers, I don't want my girlfriend to have any misunderstandings about me, so be it, I hope you won't appear in my life again in the future." ”

Lin Mo Nian had already removed the phone from her ears, but she still heard Song Chanjuan's last words, she said, "I won't give up, I must make you like me." ”

For such a difficult Song Chanjuan, Lin Mo Nian felt that all this stemmed from his mother Mo Xin's big package and had to let Song Chanjuan be her daughter-in-law in the future, and she didn't need to call her godmother directly, especially Wang Meili also repeatedly matched, acquiescing, which gave Song Chanjuan hope.

Lin Monian, who was already worried about Lu Yinyin, really didn't have the extra energy to think about why Song Chanjuan was staring at him like this, even if he had a house and a car under his name, it was all earned by his father to Mo Xin, and it really had nothing to do with him.

He can only work harder to give Lu Yinyin better material conditions in the future, and he can't let her suffer with him, so Lin Mo Nian has an extremely difficult long-distance relationship with Lu Yinyin on the one hand, and on the other hand, he continues to participate in various national mechanical design competitions organized by the school, and has achieved good results, so that his professional and technical level continues to improve.

And Lu Yinyin was not idle, she never seemed to have fallen behind in the essay competitions and host competitions organized by the Confucian Academy, and she ranked in the top three every time, and was ridiculed by Wu Xiaoli for being a student majoring in mechanical design who had gone astray.

On the morning of Christmas Eve, Lin Mo Nian sent her a wake-up text message at half past six in the morning as usual, "Dear daughter-in-law, it's time to get up, have you been waiting for this text message, I look at the weather forecast in Songcheng, the weather is getting colder and colder, you have to dress warmly, you must not catch a cold, miss you." “

At this time, Lu Yinyin, who was sitting up from the bed with a handful of snot and tears, because she had a poor physique since she was a child, she had a glorious cold if she was not careful, and she heard the abnormality in her voice, so she strongly asked Lin Monian not to call her.

The reason is that she has student activities these days, and she will be busy and have no time to answer the phone, so she will read the text messages when she is free, and she also asked Lin Mo to send a few more messages.

She was never willing to delete the text messages sent by Lin Mo Nian, but because she sent too many text messages on her mobile phone, Lu Yinyin specially found a notebook and copied all the text messages sent by Lin Mo Nian to it.

In Lu Yinyin's little head full of romantic bacteria, she wanted to wait until one day when she and Lin Mo Nian were gray-haired and gray-sideburned, she could still take out this notebook and count the sweetness and sadness of the two when they fell in love.

quickly replied to Lin Menian's text message, although Lu Yinyin had a cold and was particularly uncomfortable, he was still full of enthusiasm to devote himself to the new day's study and life, at noon, he had a regular radio meeting, and after eating, he vomited a large handful of pills, and the bitter Lu Yinyin's tears came out.

But what can be done? Hurt her and worry that none of the people she was thinking about her were around, the only thing she could do was to take care of herself, and she could appear in front of them one day in the future.

After the regular radio meeting, Lu Yinyin felt dizzy inexplicably when she got up, Qinghan, who had never left her, still noticed that something was wrong with her today, and hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Yinyin, what's wrong with you?" Why is the face so ugly? ”

Lu Yinyin reluctantly smiled and said, "Oh, it's okay, maybe I have a little fever." ”

Qinghan said, "It's not a fever, you should have a high fever when you look like this, let's go, I'll go to the infirmary with you to take your temperature." ”

Lu Yinyin hurriedly excused himself and said, "Don't bother you, I'll just go by myself, you can go back to the dormitory and rest." ”

In the end, Qinghan followed Lu Yinyin to the infirmary regardless of it, the temperature was terrifying, and the fever had reached 40 degrees, and the school doctor asked again that the fever had not subsided since yesterday, and it was undoubtedly said that this situation should be directly hung on a drip, and the fever should be reduced first, and it could not be delayed any longer.

Lu Yinyin, who was burned in a daze, was unable to refuse, and it didn't take long for the doctor to hang a drip on her, and she fell into a deep sleep, Qinghan, who was with her, sighed helplessly, looking at this unusually stubborn and unusually independent girl, who was alone every day, and there was no one to accompany her even when she was sick.

Lu Yinyin muted the mobile phone at the previous meeting, but at this time, she put it on the bed, Qinghan saw the screen light up, so she reached out and took it, and when she saw the name "Brother Nian", she knew that it was her boyfriend calling.

Qinghan felt that Lu Yinyin's current state, if there was someone she liked by her side, she should get better soon, so she picked up her mobile phone and picked it up outside the door, and told Lin Mo Nian about Lu Yinyin's pitiful appearance now.

was originally very worried about whether Lu Yinyin had something to hide from him, but now it was confirmed from another boy he didn't know, Lin Mo Nian didn't want to mention how uncomfortable he was, and asked Qinghan to take care of Lu Yinyin for the time being, and he could rush over tomorrow.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Mo Nian asked the counselor for a week off, approaching the final exam of the first semester of the freshman year, there were not many classes, most of the time everyone went to the study room to review, and Lin Mo Nian's grades have been very good, the counselor actually agreed very kindly.

Lin Monian, who had taken leave, got on the bus to Linshi at noon that day, and took the train to Songcheng from Linshi in the evening.

During this period, he endured his thoughts and worries, and still only sent a text message to Lu Yinyin, without mentioning her cold and fever, nor did he mention that he would arrive in Songcheng immediately.

Lin Mo couldn't bear to debunk her pretense of being strong, only thinking about when the train would speed up, and after arriving in Songcheng, he went to the room he wanted from the hotel he stayed in last time, washed up briefly, and looked at the unshaven beard in the mirror, full of himself who looked tired after the journey.

Lin Mo thought that he couldn't let Lu Yinyin see himself like this, otherwise she would be distressed again, when she arrived at the gate of Confucian Academy, she was not so lucky to meet Wu Xiaoli this time, Lin Mo Nian said for a long time, the student union was stunned and was not allowed to enter, and Lu Yinyin must be allowed to come out to pick him up before he could enter.

Lin Mo Nian had already met Wu Xiaoli through Lu Yinyin, so he said, "She is hanging a drip in the infirmary, or you can call Wu Xiaoli from your department, she led me over last time." ”

When she received a call from a member of the student union of the college, Wu Xiaoli was really in the infirmary with Lu Yinyin, Lu Yinyin was burned and confused yesterday, and she didn't feel it when she pricked the needle, but today her direct combat effectiveness exploded, Wu Xiaoli and the school doctor plus another classmate held her hand and finally found a blood vessel to prick the needle.

At this time, Lu Yinyin, who had just hung up a drip, saw that Wu Xiaoli answered the phone, and was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to speak, so he took the first step and said to her, "Sister Li, hurry up, thank you for accompanying me to get a needle today, and let you know a long time." ”

Wu Xiaoli glanced at her and said, "Don't put this nonsense, you and I still need to be so polite, lie down here obediently, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back in a while." ”

Lu Yinyin waved his hand and said, "Go, go, it's okay if you don't come back, anyway, it will be over in a while." ”

Wu Xiaoli hurriedly went to the gate of the school, and then saw Lin Mo Nian, who stood in the middle of the crowd and seemed to stand out from the crowd, which was particularly eye-catching, and hurriedly beckoned to him and said, "Yo, this is not Lu Yinyin, her eldest cousin, here, brother." ”

For Wu Xiaoli's familiar greeting, as well as the address to him, Lu Yinyin's eldest cousin, the corners of Lin Mo Nian's mouth couldn't help twitching, sure enough, things gather like things, people are grouped, this style is exactly the same as Lu Yinyin.

On the way to the infirmary, Wu Xiaoli simply complained about Lu Yinyin's performance with so many needles, and asked inquiringly, "Her eldest cousin, were you fascinated by Lu Yinyin who was so capable back then, and then in order to prevent her from coming out again to harm others, she accepted her without hesitation." ”

Lin Mo smiled and said nothing, and then his voice was far away, as if he had returned to the year when he first met Lu Yinyin, and said, "No, I have been begging her to accept me, and in the end, she couldn't help my repeated requests, so she reluctantly accepted me." ”