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I remember saying it in a book. Lost love is like a specimen. It's been a long time. It is bound to fade or deform. But every time we see it, we will definitely see it as it was before our eyes. Lifelike. You'll associate it with every move. It's like being resurrected.

Tong Jing was at a loss. It's like a worm eating at the ends of a nerve. It's not heartbreaking. But I forced myself to think about it. The mess that settled in the bottom of my heart. Silently churned out again. But in the end, reason prevails over sensibility. Said slowly. "I'm sorry. I can't live up to Yangpu anymore. He was really nice to me. So I... ”

"Yes. You can't live up to Yangpu. But I don't believe you don't have me in your heart anymore. Bai Yang turned Tong Jing around again. Look at me Tong Jing. I want you to tell me the truth. Do you have me in your heart? ”

Tong Jing turned his head and insisted on not looking at him.

"You don't dare look at me. 100% explained. You still have me in your heart. Bai Yang held Tong Jing's face. More and faster chapters are here. Forcing her to look at herself.

"Then tell me what to do. With you. Then he ruthlessly abandoned Yangpu. Bai Yang. Don't forget. You abandoned me in the first place. I'm not going to do anything like you. He would not do such a thing to Yangpu. Tong Jing simply raised his head and looked directly at Bai Yang. Said word by word.

Bai Yang put down his hand dejectedly. "Then you are going to choose Yangpu. Is it. ”

Tong Jing bit his lip. I couldn't speak. The feeling of heartache passed by. It's like a fog in sight. Gather, dissipate. A matter of moments. Never condensed and solid. But there are shallow waves. Wave after wave struck her heart.

Long. She raised a hand. Stroking Kashimo's cheek. Said softly. "I don't deny that I still love you. But Yangpu has already entered my heart. He made me feel so reassured. I can't be so greedy as to want to have you two. And it's not possible either. Be the first to update. ”

Bai Yang covered his hand. The palm of his hand was rubbed against the back of Tong Jing's hand. Then he grabbed Tong Jing's hand and placed it on his lips. Feel the coolness of her fingertips. Close your eyes. The eye sockets are already moist. Push yourself to make up your mind to let go. But.. No matter how much you want to, make up your mind to let go. Still reluctant. There was a dull ache in my heart. That kind of pain. It's like digging out the heart and draining the blood. See every bit of attachment to yourself. Every thought. Choose some. Throw some away. Tearing pain.

Tong Jing slightly felt the breath in Bai Yang's mouth wrapping around his fingertips. Blowing hot and cold. She wanted to retract her hand. But I couldn't bear to pull it out of his hand.

This scene. It's actually very cozy. Many pedestrians have slowed down. Just to take a few more looks.

Bai Yang's tears still flowed from his closed eyes. Slipped onto Tong Jing's fingertips. My throat was choked and aching. "I don't want to give up on you. I really don't want to. You can do whatever you want me to do. Just let me stay with you. ”

Tong Jing suddenly felt that his nose was sour. The throat is straight and astringent. There is a salty fluid that flows backwards into the chest. It always seems to be getting used to the absence of news from him; When the heart is no longer extravagant; I have made up my mind. Try to convince yourself not to miss the time again. And he will come out. It's ghostly. Devilish. There was no sound. Tightly wound. And then go straight to the bottom of my heart.

"What should I do?" Tong Jing muttered to himself. looked at Bai Yang with empty eyes. Tears burst out on the lower edge of the eye socket. Blink of an eye. She blinked the tears that had gathered in her eyes. Feel a cold, damp sensation on your cheeks.

Moment. Bai Yang didn't care about the tears on his face. He leaned down and kissed her in the eye. Kissed her on the nose. Kiss her on the lips. Where his lip flap passed. It seems to carry an electric current. With a deep throbbing.

Tong Jing felt the cold tears on Bai Yang's lips. It seems to hear the wall of the heart shake. There was the sound of stones peeling off and wounds tearing. But that only lasted a second.

The next second. Collapse..

Bai Yang kissed Tong Jing. One pulled her and put the other hand on her waist. Hold her like you did four years ago.

The tips of the tongues toss and turn in each other's mouths. Firmly, almost stubbornly, trying to express emotions with such a naked fight. Reluctance and trepidation. Firmness and restlessness. All kinds of subtle, unspeakable, contradictory emotions melt into one kiss.

Tong Jing suddenly reacted in the sinking that this is the entrance of the subway. Push Bai Yang away like an electric shock. Hang your head. Lose one's head. I turned around and wanted to escape. +

Where is Bai Yang willing to let her go. He took her hand and was about to walk to the company's underground parking lot.

Tong Jing's whole mind was in confusion. Anxious and embarrassed. A flush appeared on his face. "What are you doing. What are you doing. Let go. ”

"I'm never going to let go again." Bai Yang told her in a firm tone. The hand that held her became ten fingers clasped.

finally brought Tong Jing to the entrance and exit of the parking lot. Originally, it was intended for her to wait for her outside. Then drive the car out. Think about it. Tong Jing will definitely take the opportunity to slip away. And so. Don't let her stay away from her for a moment. Pulling Tong Jing and walking towards his Shijue sports car.

"What are you bringing me here for?" Tong Jing twisted his wrist. Uncomfortable. Exactly like a pseudo-soldier who has been disrupted by the enemy. Helpless.

"Let's talk about getting in the car." Bai Yang took out the remote control of the car lock. Aimed at his white sports car, he pressed it. Make a "drop" sound. The car unlocks automatically.

He opened the passenger door first. Looked sideways at Tong Jing. "Get in the car."

"Tell me where to go first." Tong Jing froze in place. Reluctant to get on the bus.

Bai Yang sighed. "I'll send you home."

Tong Jing sat in sullenly. It seems that he is very unwilling. But it's really not reconciled. Why is it subdued by Bai Yang (xiang) every time? She scolded herself over and over again in her heart for being so useless. Then don't be angry.

Bai Yang looked at Tong Jing's sulking expression like a child. A faint smile bent pleasantly. He raised his hand and stroked his nose. Then close the door. Wrap around to the other side. Get in the driver's seat.

Bai Yang's company is far away from Tong Jing's apartment. Halfway through the drive. It's the rush hour. Stuck in traffic again.

Tong Jing looked at the convoy that had not moved for a long time. glanced at Bai Yang again. I felt every nerve in my body being strained.

Bai Yang can easily die now. There is no rush at all. It should be replaced by a normal traffic jam like this. He had already scolded his mother. "I reckon. I waited for half an hour. Or. Where are we in front. After dinner. Go back again. ”

"I'm not hungry." Tong Jing looked out the window. Said.

"But I'm hungry. Eat with me. Bai Yang deliberately approached Tong Jing's neck. Slide the tip of your nose around your smooth neck.

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