I don't know if you have noticed, when we tie the button, if the first button is wrong, we will always suddenly find out when we fasten the last button, but it is too late, and we can only return everything to the original point.

Some things we know are wrong, but we still have to insist, some people know that they can't be kept, but they still have to repeatedly convince themselves to do their best to retain, if we can know at the beginning that all the endings will be wrong, will we insist on going to the end, and then choose to restart the system?

How much love is there in this world, at the beginning of the story, both people solemnly promised that they would bring each other happiness, but when the story ended in a hurry, they had to say the old-fashioned "I wish you happiness" against their will.

A week after Xuan Yue left Ningcheng, perhaps her mother Yue Anqi's patience had reached the limit, and then she found everyone who could bring her a message, and she had to go back within three days, otherwise she would not go for a prenatal checkup.

Xuan Yue thought it was just to scare her at first, until her father Xuan Yi called, he really said that he couldn't move Yue Anqi, it was a big deal to come back, accompany her to finish the prenatal checkup and then continue to run, anyway, sooner or later Yue Anqi would always give up when he saw that he couldn't break up the two.

It's not that Xuan Yue doesn't want to go back, but that she and Gu Jinyan have been hanging like that, even if Yue Anqi agrees now, it's useless, Gu Jinyan doesn't agree anymore, he is determined to break up with Xuan Yue, lukewarm, not impatient, he will eat when he cooks, he will order takeout by himself if he doesn't cook, he will wear it if he washes his clothes, and throw it in the washing machine by himself if he doesn't wash it, anyway, it is to show whether there is her Xuanyue or not, his life is the same, and he has been hanging her like this without approaching or dodging.

Although the two eat, live and sleep together every day, and Xuan Yue teases him from time to time, Gu Jinyan seems to have made some kind of determination, without any reaction, and does not give her any hope and response, Tian Tian is so indifferent and alienated from her, Xuan Yue also beat him, but Gu Jinyan just let her do it, but he didn't fight back at all, and he didn't defend himself.

Xuan Yue also tried to show weakness, and she would sobble and hide her face and cry from time to time in front of him at every turn, but Gu Jinyan never said a word to her after she made it clear except for the first day she came, Gu Jinyan's virtue is simply invulnerable, soft and hard, and no one can force him to do what he doesn't want to do.

Emotional things are often that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, others see it very thoroughly, Gu Jinyan's self-esteem is too strong, but Xuan Yue's mother trampled his self-esteem under her feet as soon as she came up, and a sentence that was inappropriate made Gu Jinyan understand the gap between him and Xuan Yue, but Xuan Yue didn't die in the Yellow River, and couldn't help but openly disobey her own mother, and tried to move Gu Jinyan, but what's the use, the wound is already there, no matter how you try to repair it in the middle, it is a crack that can never be repaired.

Xuanyue finally had to choose to go back to Ningcheng, and planned, after returning from Ningcheng, she would never leave Gu Jinyan, but the day before Xuanyue left, Gu Jinyan arrived at the point where she should get off work but never went home, Xuanyue called him and he hung up, and the second call had already shown that she was blacklisted.

After many inquiries, Xuanyue knew Gu Jinyan's specific location, and then angrily went to the café near the community.

Gu Jinyan went on a blind date, I don't know which of his colleagues who didn't have long eyes introduced him, this is what Lu Yinyin said to her, but now no one can help, Gu Jinyan is like falling into evil, that is, he refuses to show weakness, refuses to bow his head in front of Xuanyue's mother, and says a soft word, so he will definitely not be with Xuanyue again.

After all, there are young and beautiful unmarried girls in Micheng, who are lined up to marry Gu Jinyan, who may be worthless in the eyes of Xuanyue's mother, but in the eyes of others, she is fragrant, because people are at different levels, different classes, and their horizons will naturally not be the same.

In the eyes of ordinary people, Gu Jinyan's work is stable, his height and appearance are the dragon and phoenix among people, his parents run a small barbecue restaurant at home, and he will definitely help Gu Jinyan in his life after marriage, and he can marry his daughter to their family, it is simply a green smoke on the ancestral grave, and the girl will definitely not suffer hardships, maybe this is the pursuit of life by ordinary people, not to be rich and expensive, but to be plain and bland, and the years are quiet.

He Gu Jinyan doesn't have to be Xuanyue, Xuanyue will have more and better choices when he leaves, there are more young talents and children of rich families to choose from, since ancient times, men and women have been married, what is important is that you love me, and love without the blessing of parents is destined not to be happy.

From ancient times to the present, anyone who eloped with his sweetheart, few would end well, Gu Jinyan was twenty-six years old, and he had figured out all the things that Xuan Yue couldn't think of, he couldn't delay Xuan Yue, and he couldn't let her go on with his own mother like this, so he could only ruthlessly let himself not give her any hope.

It's not that he doesn't love anymore, but he doesn't dare to love anymore, and he didn't tell anyone about Gu Jinyan's blind date, but he didn't expect to be scolded by Xuan Yue as if he was caught on the spot, twisting his ears and going out of the door of the café, he wondered if he always had Xuan Yue's eyeliner around him.

And Xuan Yue's fierce behavior, the girl sitting opposite was so frightened that she didn't dare to make a sound, and watched the two people go out motionlessly, the man who was sitting opposite her just now with a deep face and a little impatience with a heart full of worries seemed to be a different person immediately after Xuan Yue's arrival.

It's as if the person originally existed in the painting, but he couldn't touch it, but at this time, after seeing Xuanyue, he walked out of the painting and became a person with flesh and blood and feelings, because Xuanyue specially wore a maternity dress, stuffed a pillow in her stomach before going out, pretending to be a thief statue, no one dared to move, if she moved and was falsely accused, this life would be over.

After being made ugly in public by Xuan Yue and releasing the blind date's pigeon, as soon as the two returned home, Xuan Yue took out the pillow from her stomach and smashed it directly on Gu Jinyan, and tore his clothes, snot and tears, and began to cry, Gu Jinyan took a deep breath and finally said the first sentence in these days.

He pinched his eyebrows a little tiredly and said, "Xuanyue, have you made enough trouble?" Go back to Ningcheng, if you don't go back, I'm going to resign, your mother has already talked to the police leader to talk to me, saying that I kidnapped underage girls, and I had no choice but to agree to the leader to go on a blind date, this is the difference between your world and my world.

Your parents can make a phone call and get it done in minutes, but we ordinary people have to put in countless efforts, I don't want you to follow me, life will be so difficult, I'm sorry, I was wrong from the beginning, I shouldn't be so hasty with you, I didn't understand the situation at that time, and I didn't think about it so much, but after meeting your mother, I suddenly understood how naïve I was before, and now it's time to let everything go back to square one. ”

Xuan Yue didn't know what her mother Yue Anqi had done, but Gu Jinyan was obviously sad, as if no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't save his heart, Xuan Yue was still crying, with a pair of big wet eyes as if she wanted to see Gu Jinyan's heart, so she looked at him in a daze and said, "Gu Jinyan, don't you like me anymore?" Now you hate me so much and want to get rid of me as a big burden? Can't you give in to my mom, let yourself take a step back, and fight for our future? ”

Gu Jinyan suddenly didn't know how to answer her, but her hands couldn't help but brush Xuan Yue's big red eyes that were crying, carefully wiped her tears, and then rubbed her tender white face repeatedly with some rough fingertips and said, "Xiao Yue'er, I like you, I have always liked what you like, and I want you to marry me in my dreams."

But how can I be willing to let you suffer with me, I don't have the good material conditions like your cousin, I dare to risk the disapproval of the world, I would rather be lonely for a lifetime, and I will not marry Lu Yinyin in this life, even if I take a step back and beg your mother, even if she reluctantly agrees, then I can't hold my head up in front of her in this life, not to mention that she won't agree at all. ”

Seeing Gu Jinyan say this, Xuan Yue immediately put her hands around his neck, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips, Gu Jinyan did not push her away this time, but was extremely greedy for the warmth of this moment, as if after this moment, he no longer had the courage to hug his beloved girl.

After a kiss, Xuan Yue's whole person was already hanging on Gu Jinyan's body, a little out of breath, Xuan Yue blushed and said, "I said no, but my body is very honest, Gu Jinyan, I don't want to go on like this with you anymore, let's get married, and then never be separated again." ”

Gu Jinyan chuckled, she was suddenly in a good mood, hugged her and sat on the sofa, and said, "It's still a question whether I can marry you home, not to mention that you are only twenty-one years old, and you are in such a hurry to think about getting married, you should enjoy your youth and carefree at this age, I don't want you to enter the trivial life of marriage, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea so early." ”

Xuan Yue was immediately unhappy, and said, "Okay, don't say it, after all, you just don't want to marry me, and you are still making excuses here repeatedly, Gu Jinyan, do you know when I started liking you?" ”

Gu Jinyan didn't think about it, and said, "Isn't it since I chased you that you slowly discovered that I was not bad, and finally decided to be with me?" ”

Xuan Yue couldn't help but poke his forehead, and said with some hatred, "You, you, Gu Jinyan, I really overestimate your IQ, you are a fool, you think that ordinary people chasing me can enter the eyes of this girl, you know that since I came to the city of Micheng, in addition to going to work in Linmo Media, the first stranger I noticed in this city is you, you can see you every day by bus in the morning and evening rush hour, you are like growing in my heart."

Later, I couldn't help but ask Sister Yinyin, and then at first she pretended not to know you, but then she simply admitted that you were her second fool classmate in the police force, maybe since then she wanted to match you with me.

But both of us seem to be quite stupid, I can chase you for a back to pursue most of the city, but you don't know that I like you. After that, he slowly hinted to me, in fact, you like me.

But at that time, I always thought that the person you liked was Sister Yinyin, and I had always been lukewarm to you, until you kissed me later, and at that moment I realized that you were not ordinary stupid, but really stupid.

Anyway, we went through all kinds of misunderstandings and all kinds of uncertainties, and finally we were together, do you think I would let go of your hand so easily, some love can't say why, but I just want to go to the end of the night with that person, Gu Jinyan, you can't escape. ”

What Gu Jinyan said to Xuan Yue, he suddenly felt that the amount of information was too much, Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin dangled under his nose all day long, but they never told him, it turned out that the two of them knew everything but didn't say it, but emotional matters could be opened by others in a few words.

Gu Jinyan said, "But Xuanyue, how do you ask me to marry you, in your mother's eyes, I am a poor boy with no power and no power, or an older leftover man who is five years older than you, I can't change these things." ”

Xuan Yue's little head spun around, and finally lay on Gu Jinyan's ears in a whisper and didn't know what to say, and then the sound of a fight in the room sounded, and soon I don't know who was the first to be restrained. Served, followed by bits and pieces of extremely inaudible moans. The groaning sounded slowly in the silent night, and tonight was destined to be another extraordinary night.