This question directly left the five princes speechless.

The question is a little awkward, does he answer it or not? If so, how? Nod? Or shake your head?

There will always be a lot of contradictions in life, just like the life he remembered when he was young. On the one hand, he was beaten, and on the other hand, he felt sorry for the person who beat him, and he wanted to escape every day, but he couldn't escape every day. I have suffered from the flesh over and over again, and I have chosen to forgive and endure again and again.

Finally, when he couldn't bear to escape, he regretted countless times that he couldn't spend more time with that poor woman.

He didn't know why his mother was like that, but he knew that the reason for all this was probably because his mother gave birth to him. At the end of the day, he's the culprit.

The contradictions of his youth have been carried over to adulthood, and he has been torn between the tears and indifference of his mother again and again. But he was used to those, there were too many scars on his body, and they were all thick scabs, and the so-called indifference could no longer sting him.

He thought that such a contradiction was the limit, but he didn't expect to face this problem today.

Does he like white crane dyeing? Of course he does! But how could he say that?

Everyone said that their prince was born to the true dragon emperor, and even if he couldn't inherit the throne in the future, he would be a rich and noble prince all his life. They have what they want, and no one will dare to resist them.

This is what I heard when I was a child, and it seems to be the same when I grow up, I want to get anything, sometimes I don't even need to say it, as long as he has a look, someone will soon send what he sees in front of him.

But until the white crane dye, everything was not like that.

What do you want? It's ridiculous, he wants his younger siblings, can people give it?

"Did you see my mother for the last time when she went?" He didn't answer Bai Yanyu's question and diverted the conversation.

Bai Yanyu sighed lightly, knowing that this question could not be answered, and there were regrets and rejoicing in her heart. In fact, I already regretted it as soon as I asked, it's okay if the fifth prince doesn't nod, but once she nods, what should she do? It is impossible for her to betray her second sister in her life, so what about the fifth prince? Can she give up on the person on the cusp of her heart?

Bai Yanyu took her hand back and forced a hard smile, a little embarrassed, with self-deprecation in her smile.

"That's it, I won't ask, thank you for saving me. As for the matter of Concubine Xian, I am just a little concubine in the Wenguo Mansion, where am I qualified to see the imperial concubine for the last time. I didn't see it, but I glanced at the royal honor team from a distance during the mourning, and then knelt on the side of the street and kowtowed three times in the direction of the honor team. You see, I can't do anything with this little ability, and in the end I want you to come to the rescue, you must look down on me, right? ”

She looked at the five princes, her expression was a little trance, and her mind was the scene of Concubine Li Xian's funeral for a while, and the memory of sinking in Yunmeng Lake for a while. Gradually, she remembered something, but it was vague and not quite sure.

She began to look around, and after looking at it for a while, she was stunned, and then at the fifth prince, she suddenly frowned, "Am I alive or dead?" Why are you here? When did you come back? Where is this? Why is my second sister too? ”

Jun Mufeng smiled, "You just reacted, and you were talking in a dream just now?" ”

She nodded, then shook her head again, "No, it's not a dream, what I say to you is my heart." But why are you here? Didn't you go to Hangan? When did you come back? She tried to sit up, but she didn't have the strength to do so.

Jun Mufeng subconsciously looked back and looked out, and saw that the room was closed, and Bai Heran had no intention of coming back, so he dared to step forward and take a hand, helped Bai Yanyu sit up, and tucked a cushion behind her.

"I came back yesterday, and I was robbed and killed, and I was in a huge drama. I wanted to go to the Guogong Mansion to find your second sister to detoxify, but I happened to see you burning paper by the lake and was discovered by your father, and I saw him pushing you into the lake, so I had to jump down and rescue you. He recounted what happened last night, and helped Bai Yanyu restore the truth to the greatest extent.

Gradually, Bai Yanyu's memories all came back, she remembered that she was pushed into the ice lake by Bai Xingyan, remembered that she saw the fifth prince swimming towards her when she was dying, remembered that her lips wanted to touch, and remembered that he carried her away from Yunmeng Lake.

The memory behind it is gone, but there is another thing that follows, she thinks of Lichun.

"Are you the only one who saved me? What about the beginning of spring? She reached out to grab Jun Mufeng's sleeve, but Jun Mufeng didn't hide. Your Highness, have you ever seen Lichun in the water? It's the maid who followed me, have you seen her? ”

He shook his head, "No, I'll only save you." Third Miss, at that time, even if I saw her in the lake, I didn't have the ability to save her and you. I have a huge poison in my body, and I have to endure great pain to save people in the ice lake, and I am very lucky to be able to save you, you can't expect too much. ”

Bai Yanyu nodded, "I understand." But the tears poured out.

She covered her face with her hands and cried silently, tears running down her fingers, across her elbows, and drowning over the wound between her elbows.

It was a bruise from slapping the water on the edge of the ice cave, and it hurt, but she didn't care, and even wanted to feel the pain. Because only pain can make her remember the injuries she has suffered, and why she has been hurt.

"Don't cry." He couldn't stand it, and reached out and patted her on the shoulder, but before he could think of it, the little girl threw herself down, stretched out her arms, and wrapped her arms around his neck tightly. "Third Miss." He frowned and screamed, but she tightened her grip.

Jun Mufeng gave up resisting, and relied on her to hold him, the feeling of crying but not crying made him feel very uncomfortable, and even made him can't help but reach out and press her back, patting her lightly and comforting gently.

He couldn't tell what it was like, he said he liked it, right? He could be sure that he didn't have that kind of affection for Bai Yanyu. You say you don't like it, but this Bai Yan language can bring him an inexplicable and wonderful kindness.

That feeling...... He kept weighing it in his heart, and gradually felt that it was like a long-lost brother and sister, finally reunited at a certain moment, happy at the same time, but also with heart-wrenching pain.

What's even stranger is that the same feeling occasionally appears when he gets along with Hakuzuru. But it's just a moment, and it's quickly replaced by another emotion.

He couldn't understand why this was the case, but if Bai Yanyu was willing to call him Fifth Brother, he would be very happy to have such a sister, and he was willing to do his best to take care of her and protect her in the future.

But the only thing he can't give is the kind of affection that Bai Yanyu needs, and he can never give it.

"Don't cry anymore." He patted her on the back, as if coaxing a child, "I know you're uncomfortable, but since it happened, you have to face it, and crying won't solve anything." Okay, don't cry when you see this king, this king hasn't seen you laugh much. Bai Yanyu, be strong, if you are not strong, you will be eaten by that Wenguo Mansion and there will be no bones left. ”

The crying voice stopped, and the little girl sniffed and nodded vigorously, "You're right, if I don't be strong, the people who want me to die will bully me even harder." No one can protect me all the time, I have lost even Lichun, and if I don't protect myself, I will have no way to live. She let go of the five princes and raised her hand to wipe two handfuls on her face. The tears faded, and only the pale little face and red and swollen eyes remained.

"Your Highness." She raised her eyes to look at him, "Do you know about Concubine Xian's mother, do you feel sad?" ”

He nodded, "Sad." ”

"I heard that Concubine Xian used to treat you very badly and often beat you." She asked him, "Fifth Highness, do you hate her?" ”

He nodded again, "Hate." ”

"If you hate, why be sad?"

"Because she gave birth to me." He told Bai Yanyu, "Blood and family relationship is sometimes a very strange thing, it seems that it has turned against each other, but when it comes to life and death, you will find that it will still be sad." But what about being sad? Birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, we will all have that day, sooner or later. Sooner or later, I will see her again, and then in the next life, I will never see her again. ”

He had a faint smile on his face, as if he was talking about someone else's family, but Bai Yanyu could see the lingering bitterness in that smile, and he could also see the deep sadness in his slightly curved fox eyes.

"Thank you." He thanked her again and reminded her again, "But don't do such stupid things in the future, now that I have returned to Beijing, I will remember to call you when I worship again." ”

Bai Yanyu smiled bitterly, "No, I pay tribute to Concubine Xian Niangniang in your name, and now that you are back, what else do I go to worship as a stranger?" Concubine Xian's impression of our family is not very good, so I won't stop her. ”

At this point, the two were relatively speechless, and the atmosphere began to become awkward.

After a while, Jun Mufeng let out a sigh and took the initiative to tell Bai Yanyu: "This is King Ling's Mansion, I can't find your second sister after I rescue you, and I don't know where to put you before I can rest assured, so I can only send you back to my own mansion first." What are your plans? After raising it, will you return to the Gongfu or return to Tianci Town? Or......" He pondered in his heart, but still said it, "Or stay in King Ling's Mansion for a few more days and recuperate well, as for where he will go in the future, he will talk about it when he is completely recuperated." ”

Bai Yanyu was a little excited, "Fifth Highness, are you really willing to let me stay in King Ling's Mansion?" ”

He nodded, "You were killed and overboard, in the final analysis, it was also for me, and I have a responsibility that I can't shirk." And what about your father...... That's it! With a wave of his hand, he stood up, "I will live in my house first, and this king will not be able to relax anywhere outside." You just take care of your illness, and the king of the Wenguo Mansion will help you find out the news. ”

He turned to leave, she called out to him, his footsteps stopped, but he didn't look back, only told her: "Yan Yu, if you are willing to call me a fifth brother, I will be happy to take an extra sister." As for the rest, I'm sorry ......."