Chapter 568: Perspective
(Girls' Literature)
But before leaving, he was stopped by Zou Jialiang, "Yaya, wait!" I closed my eyes tightly, took a deep breath, and slowly turned my head! Even though he was such an elegant person, I still felt that what he said could really penetrate my heart, and it penetrated straight into my heart, didn't it?
"Are you okay?" I also try to make my smile as impeccable! But the heart is very strong to leave, think about it, a person can easily see your heart clearly, as if you have a strong mind-reading skills, at this time, if you stay with this person, don't you think it's terrible?
The wontons in Zou Jialiang's bowl were also eaten up, and only some coriander and seaweed floated in the bowl like this. I had a thought in my head - he didn't want me to pay, Mom, I didn't have any money! It seems that if this is really the case, I can only let Tang Mimi deliver it, but I wiped my pocket, and it was a mess, and I didn't bring my mobile phone! Although I understand that the possibility of this situation is very small, it does not mean that this situation will not happen! It's really disturbing!
"Hehe, why are you waiting, why do you feel as if you are the end of the world, and a catastrophe is coming?" The smile on his lips was uncomfortable! It's like "I'll eat you"!
I was stuck in the moment, and I didn't know what kind of expression I should have on my face, or what kind of expression I should have, so I just stuck there in a daze, not knowing how to continue! Zou Jialiang may have seen what I meant, "It's nothing, I just suddenly thought of it, in a word, I might as well tell you now, sometimes a person's choice can bring her unexpected good luck, but at some moments, some people's bad choices can bring her some unexpected bad luck, so when you make your own choice, you must think carefully, understand?" After Zou Jialiang finished speaking, he just looked at me like this!
I grinned unnaturally, and I think I could probably understand what he meant! But at this time, I really don't want to just think about it deeply, even if he is right, I don't want to keep thinking about it like this! I smiled politely at him and turned away! The pace is fast, and for some reason, Zou Jialiang, who has always been gentle and elegant, now seems to be a different existence in my eyes.
I think he's terrible, but I'm not sure how to define it, he doesn't just seem to be able to see my heart clearly, in short, his terrible things are just in my heart, I can't describe it, I can't describe it! Oh my God, only those who are far away from him, it's true! For people who exist like gods, if they are too powerful, they can only stay away, this is true.
The wonton that eats into the stomach is fully exerting its heat energy at this time! I defined the coordinate system of my geographical location with Zou Jialiang in my heart, and I seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him! I couldn't help but start to be complacent, fortunately, fortunately, I could finally leave him! I patted my chest in horror! He seems to have a kind of ability to reach the sky with his hands and eyes, and it seems that he is all around me, just like this kind of 360-degree monitor without dead ends, my every word and deed, every move, seems to be all under his surveillance. It didn't escape his eyes in the slightest, and in his eyes, my existence seemed to be as good as a small minion!
This year's Lantern Festival, when I returned to my room from the street! I didn't see Li Yunxiang, but I saw Tang Mimi first, she grabbed me, "Yaya, I really can't speak, I let you have a conflict with Li Yunxiang, right, Li Yunxiang went out to find you, and Yin Zhe also went!" Mimi's words made my heart tremble even more, "Then you call them and tell them I'm back!" Mimi nodded like a chick pecking rice, "Yaya, you tell Li Yunxiang to tell him not to think about it, I will definitely pay attention to it in the future......" I heard this, looked at Mimi, and still had a strange feeling in my heart! I suddenly felt as if we were all carefully taking care of Li Yunxiang's heart, but in fact, the torment in our hearts was really no less than Li Yunxiang's, we just took it step by step, trembling, walking on thin ice, afraid of our every word and deed, even if it was as small as dust or after our eyes touched his nerves that seemed to be lighter than cicada wings, there might be earth-shaking nuclear fission in his heart!
Yes, we all have a good relationship with him, and we are all afraid of hurting him, but what about ourselves? is like a girl like Mimi, who is completely rough-lined, but now she has to become so cautious for Li Yunxiang's mood! I suddenly felt that everyone seemed to have made too many changes for him, and it was too big, wasn't it?
Thinking of this, my mind was dark again! I sat on the edge of the bed, slowly leaned my head to the side, and the sound of footsteps came from far and near, and then a figure jumped in and put his arms around me! "Baby, baby......" Although I didn't see the person clearly, I could still distinguish this call! It's Li Yunxiang, he's back! "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just had a hot brain, I talked too much, I'm sorry!" He hugged me so tightly that I could barely breathe because of him! It's painful! This feeling that almost melted me into the inside of my body was really not so good!
If the mistakes made can really be remedied, I don't think that kind of mistakes are made often! If a person makes mistakes as often as a matter of routine, almost every time, and can hit the vital point in the center every time, then is there any panacea that can smooth out this kind of nail that is set on the heart, even if it is pulled out, the kind of scar that can almost pierce the heart?
And is it repaired without a trace? I think the answer to this is yes or no! Don't think about it, don't think about it, because I can answer myself! Hurt again and again, and again and again without any basis for suspicion, my heart is now really like a beehive full of holes! After every serious injury, this apology is not a panacea! At least in my opinion, it will become less and less effective, and weaker and weaker.
I am also a human being, I also have my own emotions, and I also have my own inner world! I can understand others unconditionally, but why are the other things that come back again and again with such chilling injuries? Can anyone give me an explanation for this? Thinking of this, I looked sideways and began to cry! Li Yunxiang still hugged me tightly, or said these words of apology, maybe his apology is sincere, but it is still difficult for me to accept it! I'm not a saint, I'm just an ordinary person, and I really want to say now, I'm tired, really!
The sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside the window is still like this, and today is still a sleepless night after all! I looked at the colorful fireworks outside the window, and slowly sat in front of the window, Li Yunxiang had already fallen asleep! My tears slowly fell down my face again! The beauty of fireworks is dazzling, but it can be regarded as a short-term beauty, but my life, in this kind of fear all day long, a moment of beauty, seems to have become a luxury! Is it all my fault, is this what I have to bear?
I was about to wipe away the tears on my face when my phone rang, and a text message came in, I opened it, it was sent by Zou Jialiang, "I see that your state is not very good today, if you are tired, just tell me, I have been waiting for you!" I took a deep breath, this horrible guy, it would be better to delete this message immediately.
Although Li Yunxiang is really asleep at this time, he will still wake up, at that time, if he sees the consequences, it is unimaginable, not afraid of 10,000, just afraid of ....... just in case I have not yet come to delete the text message, Li Yunxiang, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes so straight, I saw the bloodshot in his eyes! He just looked at me straight with a disgusted expression! Oh my God, I just had such an idea in my mind, and before I could implement it, Li Yunxiang actually woke up, and when he was still sleeping so deeply, he woke up at this time, and he opened his eyes and looked at me so fixedly, his eyes were full of indescribable anger!
But I can feel this anger completely, really feel it! It's just that I immediately felt as if I had been immobilized, and I had nowhere to move, only to stand here like this, but Li Yunxiang's gaze shot straight at my body, I took a deep breath and swallowed my saliva fiercely! "You're awake!" Although I tried my best to make my tone normal, I still couldn't stop my tone from trembling like this, and I couldn't help but tremble, didn't I? Li Yunxiang's current nerves are really abnormal now! "Bring the phone!" My fingers seemed to be numb at this time, and they were hanging in the air, refusing to press their delete button! Maybe it's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't do it at all.