Disobedience (1)
A song of spring soul, the warmth of March reveals a different kind of cordiality, everything recovers, even the branches of the pear orchard have begun to emerge green branches, and finally survived the cold winter wax moon, ushered in the season of red flowers and willows.
Xia Zicheng gave me the Jingyuqin, and I was not allowed to move around at will, so the most time I spent was in a daze in front of the Jingyuqin.
I raised my hand and plucked the strings gently, and the sound was still familiar.
In my memory, there has always been a song that I can't erase, I don't even know the name of this song, but it will linger in my mind over and over again.
Sometimes I hum, sometimes I pop.
I've been very busy these days, and according to Luan Ling's etiquette system, the female officials of the Sixth Division have basically come to me again, helping me measure my body and teaching me etiquette.
Lady Liu also came, she was still like that, she didn't like to laugh, she was old-fashioned and stern, I wailed if I couldn't learn it, the ceremony after the seal was cumbersome and complicated, I couldn't learn it, not to mention, I didn't want to learn it.
Lady Liu pondered for a while and said: "Etiquette in the heart, heart desire, if Luan Ling is rude, I am afraid that he will be ridiculed by the Five Empires, Niangniang should think about it, and the minister will retire first." ”
"Lady Liu." I hurriedly stopped her, and she paused, but retreated.
Even Lady Liu saw my reluctance, one was unwilling to learn, and the other was unwilling to teach.
I'm a little lost.
Counting the days with my hands crossed, tomorrow, the concubines of the harem will leave the palace, I begged in every possible way, Xia Zicheng allowed me to go to see them, I could only watch from a distance, and I couldn't talk to them.
Xia Zicheng handed me his mask, I hesitated when I stretched out my hand, but I still took it, his voice was calm, and he couldn't hear any emotion: "The queen still doesn't have too much to do with the old concubines, it's better to have too much involvement." ”
"Foolish dreams, you can lock me up here, but you can't force me to be your queen, at the post-sealing ceremony, there can't be a queen with a lot of flowers, right?" I pretended to be light-hearted.
I thought about it, as long as I don't want to, the post-sealing ceremony will not be completed, and no matter how delusional he is, I will not marry him.
"No, I can't." He nodded in approval, then changed his words and said, "But your answer can determine whether the Luo family in Lancheng will become the second Wen family." ”
The Wen family who was full of beheadings.
"Xia Zicheng, are you threatening me with the Luo family?" My anger burst out in an instant, but I couldn't flare up, I could only suppress it.
Xia Zicheng responded to me: "Yes, in order to leave you behind, I can threaten you with everything, your sister, your family, your friends, and even everything you care about!" ”
"You're crazy Xia Zicheng." I couldn't believe my ears, and I couldn't believe that there was such paranoia hidden under his gentle jade-like exterior.
"I'm not crazy, I just know that if I can't keep you, I'll lose you forever." Xia Zicheng looked at me calmly, he took two steps closer, grabbed my shoulder, and said affectionately, "Qin Lin, I have lost too much." ”
At this time, the words that Leng Cheng had said suddenly appeared in my mind.
"Are you afraid of the dark?"
"I've been scared"
……
I didn't seem to hate him anymore, I pushed his hand away, struggled like a dying fish on the board, and I said bitterly, "Let me go." ”
"You know, it can't be." Xia Zicheng replied firmly.
He knew from the beginning that what I longed for was freedom, that I was unrestrained, that I could live as I pleased.
If there is nothing to worry about in this big palace, I will disappear into the rivers and lakes without a trace.
Birds belong to the free and vast sky, but he broke his wings and crumpled them, and he wanted me to stay, stay by his side.
Xia Zicheng, it was the throne you who worked so hard to get back that trapped you, you were willing, why did you pull me to accompany you?
I said, "You go." ”
Xia Zicheng was unmoved, I pushed him angrily and said loudly: "You go!" ”
Ah Yuan, who was outside the hall, heard the sound and hurriedly ran in, holding the hilt of his sword in his hand and asking, "Your Majesty, what's wrong?" ”
"It's okay, take care of Qin Lin, and let Ah Qin accompany her out tomorrow." Xia Zicheng said slowly, he was still so humble and polite, and he couldn't find anything wrong with his words.
"Yes." Yuan replied.
I ignored them, took my mask and went into the inner sanctum.
I'm so angry because I know there's no way I'm going to leave everyone behind, there's no way I'm going to get out of here.
This glamorous Luanling Palace City is my cage.
I put the mask on the table, it seems that this time, I am going to break my promise, Yu Ge, are you still waiting for me?
"Smack."
There was a strange noise coming from the window.
I thought about it, the only one who usually guards me by the window is Ah Qin, and since I failed to escape by jumping out of the window once, she will be guarding my window every night.
"Smack."
There was another soft sound, sounding like pebbles hitting the window frame.
"Smack."
The voice came a third time.
I thought that according to Ah Qin's character, it would not be so boring.
I walked over and opened the window to find that there was nothing outside.
I looked left and right, but I didn't see Ah Qin who was guarding, and I was wondering, when a small pebble flew in front of me, directly over my cheek, and flew into the house.
"Smack." The sound of the pebbles falling to the ground, the pebbles jumped twice on the ground and landed on the lichen.
As soon as I saw this virtue, I could probably guess who it was.
"Lin Xia, is this fun?" I said helplessly to the air outside the window.
A dark shadow fell from the eaves and landed lightly, and I leaned sideways to give him a place, and he rolled in through the window.
I quickly closed the window.
"Do you know how hard I tried to find you? They locked you up in the Heavenly Pavilion, I really didn't guess it. Lin Xia complained, and after he turned in, he picked up the pebbles on his lichen and played with them in his hand.
I shrugged my shoulders, "Then you're going to blame me?" ”
"I'm here to save you, you're like an uncle. Tell me, I'm a killer, dignified and shadow-level, and I actually came to the palace to save people, which is useless. He said it at ease, walked around the room, took me two snacks, and found a place to sit.
Speaking of the killer, I suddenly remembered Ah Qin, and I hurriedly asked, "That, where is the guard outside my window?" It's just a girl, do you see her? ”
"I saw it, I was stunned and hidden, rest assured, we are very principled in killing people in this line, and we don't do it casually." Lin Xia smiled narrowly and began to nibble on the snack.
Then I'm relieved.
Suddenly remembering something, I asked curiously, "Yes...... Did Yu Ge let you come? ”
"Nonsense, it's not the pavilion master, who do you think can move me, tell me, what's the matter with you?" Lin Xia has set up a posture to listen to me.
I pretended to be confused: "What's going on?" ”
"The daughter of the Luo family, the queen of Luanling, what do you say? At the beginning, you asked the pavilion master to wait for you, and the pavilion master stayed in the imperial city to wait for you, but as a result, let him wait, is the news of your marriage? Lin Xia's tone was light and insignificant, but I knew that he was also uncomfortable.
"Can't you see it? Layers of guards outside. I replied.
"It's not voluntary." Lin Xia finished eating the snack, clapped his hands, and walked over and said, "Then let's go, I'm here to save you today, the pavilion master has been waiting for you long enough." ”
Lin Xia walked to the window, but I stood still and didn't move, I held my breath and said slowly: "I'm sorry, I can't go."
I'm sorry, Yu Ge.
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