Chapter 969: I blame myself in my heart
After Chi Shengjun knew about this incident, in order not to make Yi Shen sad, he tried his best to pretend that it was okay, and he didn't accompany Yi Shen for the first time, because he felt that Su Chi Du should be allowed to go, and Su Chi Du was a good girlfriend with him.
Su Chidui seemed a little reluctant to enter the room in the corridor, because he knew that this time it hurt Yishen very much, and if he saw himself again, it would be difficult in his heart.
"Do you really want me to accompany Yishen? Have you ever thought that part of the reason for this was because I got up, and if he saw me, I would ......"
Chi Shengjun sighed silently, what can he do? This has become the case now.
"You don't have to blame yourself too much, you must know that we can't change the whole thing, if that child can come back, maybe Yishen's mood will be better, but it's gone, it's gone."
Su Chiwan hesitated for a moment, but still chose to enter the ward, there was only Yi Shen alone in the ward, and Yi Shen sat there, obviously without a look in his eyes.
As soon as Su Chidui stood over, Yishen hugged him, there seemed to be a lot of sadness backlogged in his heart, but he didn't break out, he patted Yishen's back gently, he didn't know how to look at his mouth, and after hesitating for a long time, Su Chidui slowly began to speak.
"I blame everything this time, if it weren't for me, how could it be like this, next time I will definitely not let go of that slut, if I let him catch him, I will definitely cut him with a thousand knives."
Slowly, Yi Shen raised his head from his arms and looked at Su Chidui, his eyes blinked, and he obviously saw that he had cried.
"I really don't blame you for this, and there's no need to do anything to him anymore, be careful of his mad dog biting people."
As soon as he heard Yi Shen say this, the child blamed himself even more in his heart, all of which were caused by himself.
"You can't do this, if you let him go so easily, I don't know what excessive things he will do in the future." Su Chiwan looked a little angry, I really didn't expect Zhang Ya'an to be such an excessive person.
In the past, Su Chidui thought that Zhang Ya'an was just more distorted in his heart, so he liked to target himself, but he didn't expect that even the people around him would be hurt, so he couldn't bear it, if he let himself wait for him, he really wouldn't let him go easily.
There were more and more self-blames in her heart, and Su Chidui simply took Yishen's hand.
"This time I really have nothing to say, but you know that I can't let go of this matter, if I don't catch it and fix it well, I can't get over this hurdle in my heart."
sighed silently, Yi Shen knew that everyone was worried about his state, and he also hurt himself, if he didn't pay attention in the future, he might not even be able to conceive a child.
"Chi Dusk, you and I have been playing for so long, can he still be understood by an outsider? Really don't care about it anymore, if it's just because of such an outsider, let the two of us share the identity, it's not worth it. ”
The more Yi Shen persuaded Su Chidui like this, the more Su Chidui couldn't let go of his heart, if he were himself, it is estimated that he would have raised a knife and killed him, and he could still make Zhang Ya'an say that he didn't look for him for a long time.
"I know what you mean, naturally you shouldn't be too sad, everything will pass." Su Chidui no longer blames herself, but wants to find a solution with a clear mind. Fat Cat Literature Network
As he spoke, Yi Shen suddenly laughed, Su Chi Du was a little incomprehensible, but Yi Shen could see it even more.
"Look at the fact that although the child is gone, but life is more important, this is still a child with a life, I could really ask for another of these things, I can think about it, but I'm still a little uncomfortable."
Yi Shen said this, Su Chiwan can understand, no matter who has no children in this current situation, they will be sad in their hearts, after all, it is a piece of meat in their bodies, and if they say no, they will be gone.
"Yes, you're right, everything can be brought from scratch, but I will never let Zhang Ya'an go, let him do whatever he wants for a long time, he actually thinks that we are easy to bully, or do you think that this matter can separate the two of us in the car?"
Yishen knew that this was a knot in Su Chidu's heart, so he could only follow his words, and it was not good for him to be too uncomfortable.
"So, think about it yourself, if the two of us become estranged because of the child, then won't he have a chance? Originally, he wanted to move to Chi Yichen's side, but now it's okay, the two of us are breaking up......"
"Yes, you're right." With a little bit of sudden realization, Su Chiwei felt that this Zhang Ya'an was really too dark in her heart, and she usually thought that she was just jealous and jealous, so she did those immoral things.
Now it seems that it is really distorted in my heart, and I can't see the good of others.
"I didn't want to come just now, because I thought you would blame me for this matter, but after listening to Chi Shengjun's advice, I felt that what he said made sense, so I still came." pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying, and reluctantly comforted Yishen, who couldn't help but chuckle.
"I knew you would be like this, we really haven't been friends in vain all these years, if it were someone else, it would have been broken up a long time ago."
Originally, Su Chiwan was sitting on the stool, but Yi Shen was reluctant to pat the side of his bed and let Yi Shen sit next to him.
"Everything is predestined, even if it is not you, this child may be gone for other reasons, so you don't have to blame yourself too much."
Su Chiwan didn't speak, just nodded desperately, he agreed with what Yishen said, he didn't want Yishen to be particularly tired now.
"Yes, you also have to take care of your own body, your own body is the capital, if you yourself are broken, then what qualifications do you owe to others?"
looked to the side, although there was a smile in his eyes, but there was still a little sadness.
"I knew you would say that, and I don't want to tell you too much, just like this, I know you can't leave in your heart, and I can't get out, but both of us have to be good."
Thousands of instructions can't be compared, the authorities are fans, even if they say it frankly, as long as there is a pimple in their hearts, everything will be in vain.
"Okay, you stay here by yourself first, and then I'll let Chi Shengjun come over to take care of you in a while, and I'll leave first if I still have something to do."
Su Chidui picked up his bag and stood up as he spoke, and his purpose this time was nothing more than to go to Zhang Ya'an to settle an account, and Yishen was injured like this by him, so he would never spare him.