Chapter 32 The years of youth have never been forgotten
Everyone will recall an unforgettable past at the right time, at the right time, that is the youth we have never forgotten.
After playing in Lanhai City for two days, Lin Mo Nian played all the places where he had never had time to take Lu Yinyin to play, and originally wanted to stay for a few more days, but Lu Yinyin said that she still had to go back to work, how could she compare with him, a rich man, who had a mine at home and didn't have to go to work.
These words made Lin Monian, who was driving, cry and laugh, and replied, "Then if you don't want to go to work, marry me, and then our family's mine will be yours, okay?" ”
Facing Lin Mo Nian saying several times a day that she would marry him, as if she was saying that the weather was really good today, Lu Yinyin, who was already insensitive to these words, glanced at him with special disdain, and said, "I don't want to go to work, and I don't have to marry you, I can go to my brother's courier company to help, and his classmate Han Che, who is in partnership with him, has been chasing me for a long time, and I can go to be the boss lady." Hey, it's hard to be warm, in order to solve the lifelong major events as soon as possible and make you completely dead, or go back to Linmo Media to resign. ”
As soon as he heard this, Lin Mo's face turned green with anger, and he said, "Do you dare to try to resign?" A company as big as Linmo Media has signed a contract, and with an annual salary of 200,000 yuan for you, you are embarrassed to ask your brother to pay you so many liquidated damages. ”
Lu Yinyin said nonchalantly, "Then I will marry Han Che at that time, of course my husband will pay for it, not to mention that even if my brother takes this money, he is willing, you don't need to worry about it, and how do you know so clearly, I don't seem to have told you about my work." ”
Then Lin Mo Nian's expression hesitated for a moment, and then he said unashamedly, "I went to Linmo Media with you for so long, and I don't even know this thing, so how can I take over our family's mine, I saw it in Director Mo's filing cabinet, and it was not locked, and you didn't say that you wouldn't let me see it, how many times have you told you, don't be delusional about marrying someone else, you can only marry me." ”
Lu Yinyin said impatiently, "Okay, okay, I won't fight with you, you can drive your car well, I've never seen such a narcissist, I really think I'm a heartthrob." ”
Unexpectedly, Lin Mo Nian nodded affirmatively, and said without changing his face, "You're right, your husband is really a heartthrob, according to my mother, I am more handsome than her idol Andy when she was young." ”
Lu Yinyin laughed unkindly and said, "Lin Mo Nian, don't say a few years, your thick-skinned nature really impresses me, I'll sleep for a while, remember to call me when I get home." ”
Then he lowered the co-pilot's seat, Lin Mo Nian turned on the stereo in the car, and said, "Don't sleep, what if you fall asleep for a while, and I also doze off?" Listen to the song and talk to me. ”
Then the soothing melody sounded, and Lu Yinyin, who was originally closing his eyes and recuperating, asked with a somewhat stunned expression after listening to the whole song, "What song is this?" How could you listen to such a sensational song? ”
Lin Mo Nian replied, "It's Xu Yuteng's old song "Li Lei and Han Meimei", do you remember? When I was in a remote secondary school, this song would be played on the loudspeaker of the hospital radio station every day, I was playing basketball with Gu Jinyan after school one afternoon, and I heard it occasionally, and I was attracted by the first lyrics, didn't you and I also start with an English book. ”
The song was played on a loop in the car, which made Lu Yinyin feel a lot of emotion for a while.
"It all started with that English book
Li Lei, the boy in the book
The girl next to me is named Ha
Meimei
…………
It hasn't been opened again in years
But that paragraph speaks of who and whom
Occasionally, you can enjoy a delicate aftertaste
Their joys and sorrows in the book
The right and wrong behind the outside of the book
And vaguely with me
A little ambiguity that grew up together
Later, I heard about Li Lei and Ha
Meimei
No one was able to hold anyone's hand
…………
It's a bit of a pity for Li Lei and Ha
Meimei
No one was able to hold anyone's hand
The same thing is that we all have one
I didn't think about it at the beginning
Thankfully, Polly is still alive
It's like our little beauty back then
He never gets old
It won't fly away in the bottom of my heart."
She and Lin Mo Nian met because of an English book that Gu Jinyan unintentionally took by mistake, so everything should start with that English book, Lu Yinyin said, "Do you still have the English book for the first year of secondary school?" I remember that there was a small note that we had passed on countless times, you said that I was not stupid at that time, Gu Jinyan never took notes, and he couldn't pronounce the pronunciation of each English word accurately, and he would mark it in Chinese later.
For example, the kind of joke I saw on the Internet, yes = death
ice=Milk Dead bus=Daddy Dead Masses=Mom Dead G
ils=brother dead mouse=cat dead face=non-dead, Gu Jinyan really knows how to mark it like that, and you will make notes on every page neatly, I actually realized that this is not his style after drawing several pages of pig's head and big pig's trotters.
When I have a child in the future, I must educate her well, and it is strictly forbidden to scribble on other people's books, because it is possible that I will accidentally run into a big pig's trotter like you, and you said that you broke up, how can you be so stubborn. ”
Lin Mo Nian said lightly: "Then do you regret it?" If you had to choose again, what would you do if you knew all the results in advance? Do you particularly regret meeting me? ”
What surprised Lin Mo Nian was that Lu Yinyin replied, "No regrets, what is there to regret, love is love, love is wrong, it can only be said that it is youth, everyone's youth will have more or less regrets, the ending is too satisfying youth, and it will only be boring to recall, and if there are regrets, life will be complete."
Lin Monian, thank you for everything you have done for me over the years, meeting you is the most beautiful scenery in my youth. ”
Lin Mo Nian said, "But you know, I don't want to be your scenery, I want to be your husband, love you, spoil you, accompany you, take care of you for a lifetime, even if there is no English book that I took by mistake, I will be with you, because I knew you from Gu Jinyan's mouth long before that." ”
"There is nothing, everything has passed, we used to love each other so deeply, but maybe it is fate to make people, or to separate, we should all learn to let go, and then continue to fall into it, it will only harm others and ourselves, didn't the lyrics also say, Li Lei and Han Meimei were not together in the end, but they both had a future that they never thought about at the beginning.
Lin Monian, do you blame me? Complain about my stubbornness, complain about my persistence, complain that I always have nostalgia for what happened back then, even if there are many things that you were forced to make at that time, I still refuse to choose to give in. Lu Yinyin's voice was far away from the sky, Xu was after listening to that song, which made her emotions unusually calm, this was the first time that the two broke up, she calmly said such a particularly rational word.
Lin Mo Nian said in a calm tone, "I have never complained, I am not good enough, I did not protect you well, in that accident, although I was forced to break up with you, which broke your heart, you chose to leave and go away, but I am most fortunate that you have been unscathed from beginning to end, nothing is more important than your health and safety." ”
Lu Yinyin replied to him, "So, what else can't you put down, is it so difficult to forget me?" Lin Monian, I'm sorry, I really can't forget the hurt that accident brought me, and this injury is five years, how much do you know about my pain and my pain, I really have no way to accept you again and be with you.
I don't deny that I still love you, I'm still full of dependence on you, but I can't overcome my psychological barriers, as long as the time and place overlap with people, I will remember those nightmarish memories, I can't cross the hurdle in my heart, if you have to let us be tied together in such a painful way, neither of us will be happy, you know what I mean?
If two people are only suffering and tormenting each other together, there is no need for this relationship to continue to maintain, I just want to leave each other the most beautiful memories, if you really love me, let each other have a way to live, and also give love a way to live, I hope that Lin Mo Nian will still be happy without Lu Yinyin, and I will be happy. ”
After saying these words for a long time, Lin Mo Nian didn't say a word, until Lu Yinyin leaned on the back of the chair and was about to fall asleep, Lin Mo Nian slowly said, "Take the blanket on the back seat and put it on your body, sleep for a while, I'll call you when I get home." ”
It was also from this time that the two of them rarely chose to be silent, and "Li Lei and Han Meimei" was constantly playing in a loop in the car, maybe some love still has to be in peace after all, I love you, but I can't be with you anymore, only those who have really loved will understand what kind of helplessness this is.
Because Lu Yinyin was just sick, she didn't want to live alone in Yuhua Community anymore, because no one took care of her, she was really scared to live alone, plus the classmate who was in graduate school in July should also come back, after the two returned to Micheng that day, Lin Mo read the cooking and cooking, and then Lu Yinyin repacked her things and packed them up, saying that she would send her back to Dongfeng Town after dinner later.
Lin Mo Nian was still tepid, and after serving the last sweet and sour pork ribs to the table, he said, "Let's stay for another night tonight, and I'll send you back tomorrow, I'm a little tired after driving for an afternoon, and after eating for a while, you rub my shoulders and cervical spine, it's a little uncomfortable." ”
Then Lu Yinyin lowered his head there and pretended to try very hard to stuff white rice into his mouth, he didn't want to leave, so he said directly, there are so many reasons, but then thinking about it, she is indeed a little difficult to be strong at night, thinking of this, Lu Yinyin said, "Then you go home after eating and rest early, tomorrow I will ask my brother to get it for me, so I don't have to trouble you anymore, we don't meet again if we can, don't meet again, try not to touch if we can, and eat quickly." ”
But Lin Mo Nian took off the apron on her body a little dejectedly, and then turned her head and said to her, "You eat first, I can't eat, go to the balcony to smoke a cigarette." ”
Without waiting for Lu Yinyin to react, he closed the door of the balcony, leaned on the balcony with his back to her, and lit a cigarette in a particularly decadent manner, only took a puff, and sandwiched it between his fingers, watching the whole cigarette slowly burn out, this is the first time Lu Yinyin has seen Lin Mo Nian smoking in front of her, seeing him like this, his heart hurts almost imperceptibly, what should she do, what else can she do, she can only remain silent, pretending not to notice the loneliness and sadness in his heart.
They can't go back, after the conversation in the car, presumably Lin Mo Nian has also completely recognized this reality, Lu Yinyin is really determined to say such a thing to him, no matter what he does, how to redeem it, it is useless, he doesn't want her to be embarrassed, let alone make her feel bored, so what are you hesitating about.