All the beginnings and endings are like a daydream out of thin air, if God gives us another chance to start over, can you grasp it? Or splurge again without cherishing?

Maybe there are many things in this world that should have a good beginning, and a good end that you customize for it, and then smile and start a new life.

When I let go of all the things and people that don't belong to me, I finally realized that I was too tired to covet everything that didn't belong to me.

Always know how to advance and retreat after being scarred, the luck of the girl who loves to laugh is not too bad, in the summer of 2008, Lu Yinyin began to grow rapidly, maybe none of us is wrong, remembering those years of laughter and tears, after all, in the future will become a unique beauty in memory.

After filling in the college entrance examination volunteers, Lu Yinyin began to think day and night, looking forward to when the admission notice would be sent, and recently he also liked Xu Fei's "That Summer", Lu Yinyin listened to the song mainly because he liked the content of the lyrics.

"When I grew up, I was often lonely

Occasionally, the stars twinkle, and the brightest one remains

The past is like the wind across the night sky, your song

Beat the notes to familiarize yourself with the melody who will join in

When I grew up, I forgot about happiness

People come and go, and there are not many friends who stay around

Where are those innocent and innocent laughs?

The white-winged beautiful angel is gone

I used to think the world was beautiful

No one shed a tear

Blow out the candle and make a wish

All will happen

I miss the old days

It's because it's too nostalgic

Ignorant years

Only a simple smiley collection"

After growing up, Lu Yinyin is no longer so simple to be happy, it seems that after knowing what it means to like someone, Lu Yinyin has become unhappy.

There was no holiday homework throughout the summer, and Lu Yinyin began to write her first novel, "Angel in the Green Shade", in her spare time.

In fact, every boy has a green shade in his heart, he is used to being good to his own green shade, accustomed to unconditionally pampering and caring for the unique green shade in his heart, but one day the boy found the delicate flowers blooming next to the green shade, and he realized that he should like flowers instead of green shade.

When the green shade leaves, the eyes of who love to smile are eclipsed, and the destined separation, everything can never return to those before, such a beautiful picture.

So my last remembrance of you is to leave some words about the time that has come to my life, which is the last deep love and tenderness I can give you. ”

Lu Yinyin's original intention of writing this novel was just to commemorate the three years that passed away forever in her life, but later found that there were too many fragments about Lin Mo Nian in it, and she realized that Lin Mo Nian had unconsciously affected her so deeply.

Falling in love with someone who can never be together is too powerless, obviously close at hand, but unable to hold it in the palm of your hand, becoming your own private and unique.

Although it is a sad story in reality, Lu Yinyin is trying to make the green shade and the boy in the story be together at the end, just when Lu Yinyin wrote the novel in the dark, forgot to sleep and eat, and numbed himself with the happy ending set in the novel, he didn't know how painful Lin Mo Nian's heart was.

Lu Yinyin called Lin Mo Nian for the first time that day, and hung up the phone in a hurry after saying such a lot of words to him, this is Lu Yinyin's consistent style, never dragging mud and water, giving you excess hope.

For the first time, Lin Mo Nian understood the saying that youth is a hopeless sorrow, because Lu Yinyin had cut off all his expectations and fantasies about her.

Lu Yinyin said that she had never liked him, everything was just his self-righteous delusion and wishful thinking, and he really thought he was RMB.

Lu Yinyin said don't think you're a heartthrob, it's so likeable, other girls are chasing you, it doesn't mean that I, Lu Yinyin, will definitely like you.

Lu Yinyin said that she has a habit of emotional cleanliness, even if she will have a little affection for him, she has all disappeared after seeing his countless lace news.

Lu Yinyin said that she likes a simple and uncertain life, such as her childhood sweetheart Gu Jinyan, although he has also chased other girls, but she doesn't mind, because Gu Jinyan is single-minded about her, unlike him half-hearted, beautiful people in his arms, and he still wants to provoke her.

Lin Mo Nian wanted to defend herself, but after hearing that she didn't mind Gu Jinyan chasing other girls in the end, she felt that there was no point in saying anything more, it must have been Gu Jinyan's successful confession to Lu Yinyin, and then Lu Yinyin was in a hurry to break off the relationship with him.

Lin Mo Nian was completely disheartened at this time, feeling that there was no hope in his life, if he had found out that he liked Lu Yinyin with nowhere to hide, he could have said it to Lu Yinyin without any scruples, instead of thinking about it, and never expressed it, would their ending be different now.

What if the dream is realized, what can be done if you want to go far away, the direction you want to work hard and the value of life you want to achieve is not in any conflict with liking someone, if there is no Lu Yinyin in his future life, what is the meaning of everything he is working for.

Lin Mo Nian worked hard to reflect on what the problem was in his relationship with Lu Yinyin, he didn't believe that Lu Yinyin had never been interested in him, but Lu Yinyin's little affection for him was exhausted by his pile of rotten peach blossoms.

If he could know that Lu Yinyin minded the rotten peach blossoms around him so much, he would definitely be as far away as Zhong Yanan could be, and he would definitely turn around and leave without looking back when other girls forced him into love letters.

If he could know that Lu Yinyin's most important thing was about him and Song Chanjuan, and it was because of Song Chanjuan that he made up his mind to be a stranger to him from now on, even if the knife was stuck in his neck, he would not look at Song Chanjuan.

In order to prevent his mother Mo Xin from messing up with the mandarin duck spectrum again, Lin Mo Nian intentionally or unintentionally matched him with Song Chanjuan, or calmly said in front of his parents that he had a girl he liked, and said that you are also from this age, you should know that it is normal to have someone you like at this age, and took out a photo of him and Lu Yinyin to Mo Xin.

Lin Mo Nian's move made his parents dumbfounded in an instant, and they didn't know what to say, Mo Xin said after seeing Lu Yinyin's photo, "I still really like a girl like Song Chanjuan to be my daughter-in-law, you see this girl in the photo is delicate and squeamish, how can Xiaojuan look so down-to-earth and comfortable." ”

Lin Mo Nian heard his own mother's disapproval of Lu Yinyin, and seemed to be iron-hearted, so he felt that Song Chanjuan was worthy of him, Lin Mo Nian began to mourn silently in his heart, Lu Yinyin didn't like her son at all, she was still picking and choosing to look down on Lu Yinyin.

Although Lu Yinyin didn't like him with so many words, Lin Mo Nian didn't give up, how could he give up so easily, Lu Yinyin thought he was a fool, he didn't say that he liked Gu Jinyan before, but he said such an amazing sentence at this juncture, maybe it was just an excuse to prevaricate him.

Lin Mo Nian, who completely lost all contact with Lu Yinyin, began to move forward in those memories related to Lu Yinyin, if Lu Yinyin was really with Gu Jinyan in the end, where should he go, if he was not together, he would still rush to her desperately and tell her that he had been waiting for her all along.

Although Lin Mo Nian was decadent in his heart, he did not give up his obsession with Lu Yinyin, even if she ran to the ends of the earth, he must find her, and then explain all the misunderstandings about him in Lu Yinyin's heart, from beginning to end, he just liked Lu Yinyin, and there was no one else.

Halfway through August, Lu Yinyin received the admission letter from Songcheng Confucian College, and then began to pack her luggage, ready to go, took out the photo album and looked at the stack of photos, Lu Yinyin wanted to bring all the albums, but her clothes and furry bears had already occupied the suitcase.

In the end, Lu Yinyin didn't hesitate to take out the photo of her and Lin Mo Nian and put it in the diary, she just couldn't forget it, what else could she do, maybe time would slowly fade her thoughts.

The night before leaving, Lu Yinyin, who had insomnia until midnight, got up and wrote a passage in his diary that he had seen a long time ago, and the title was called "The Years of Growth".

"I used to be sad that I didn't get it

I have regretted the loss in the past

I think of all of this

It was just a knot in my heart

This morning, when I stopped crying for my efforts

The years of growing up

Let me no longer have a feeling of regret

The years of growing up

Let me know that I have lost so much

The years of growing up

Let me know that I should cherish everything I have more"

At noon the next day, in order to send Lu Yinyin to Songcheng to report, and to report to Lanhai City on September 1st, the two brothers and sisters set off from Micheng one day in advance.

In the still crowded carriages, almost all of them were students who were about to start school and some migrant workers, because they bought train tickets several days in advance this time, so Ji Yunzhe and Lu Yinyin finally bought tickets this time.

Sitting on the seat, looking at Ji Yunzhe, who was constantly pushing and shoving the flow of people, he said to Lu Yinyin in a rare and serious way, "The outside world is very exciting, and the outside world is also very helpless, I hope you can live up to the time, live up to the time, and have a new beginning." ”

Ji Yunzhe had already learned all the causes and consequences between Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian from Qi Xiaofei, he never thought that he, a stupid girl, liked someone else for the first time, and the process was so tortuous, the only thing he could do was to pretend that he didn't know anything, and then encourage her to start over.