In a café not far from the public security bureau of a certain sub-bureau of the city.

I stared straight at An Ran's stomach for at least half an hour.

Enron was stared at by me and felt uncomfortable.

She said: "I know that Zimo's escape from marriage has hit you hard, but I still have to persuade you that since something has happened, you still have to accept the reality." ”

I smiled coldly: "Hmph, it's easy to say." Try it on you, and you will know whether it is difficult or not, even if you accept the reality, you have to go through the pain. ”

She's always soft-spoken.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to persuade you, but I can guarantee that I will tell you as soon as there is news of Zimo."

I smiled coldly again: "Isn't it rumored that Qiao Zimo enlarged your belly, and he ran away from marriage for you?" Who are you going to sing this duet to? ”

An Ran's face instantly swelled red, and his voice became louder.

"You, you're spewing blood."

I continued to smile coldly: "I'm spewing blood? A group of old children under the big banyan in Li'an Town all know, don't you know it? ”

This time An Ran looked at me coldly for a long time.

"Bai Ziran, I was so polite to you for Zimo's sake, if someone else had hurt me so unscrupulously, I would have slapped me a long time ago. For the sake of your bad mood, I don't care about you, you can do it yourself. ”

Then she turned and walked away without looking back.

Actually, I thought this kind of thing was unlikely before I came, but I just couldn't help it, I wanted to find a point to vent.

That day, I sat in the café for a long time.

Walk the streets of City C like the walking dead.

I didn't go back to Xiayang, I directly booked a ticket and flew back to City B.

Before the honeymoon was over, I lay in my apartment, ordered a few large boxes of wine, got drunk and fell asleep, woke up and drank again.

During that time, I was literally drunk.

Chen Xiangxiang looked at me like that, and she only sighed.

Sometimes, she also drank with me twice.

In a hazy moment, she seemed to be talking to my mom on the phone.

"Auntie, don't worry, Ziran has me to take care of here, and everything will be fine."

One morning, half a month later, I woke up looking for another drink.

The wine was not found, and one stumbled over the wine bottle and fell into the mud with a dog.

Then, there was a warm feeling in the lower abdomen, and a heart-piercing pain came to the face.

I struggled to call Chen Xiangxiang, saying that I had a bloody incident and asked her to come and save her life.

When I came out of the operating room, the doctor shook his head.

"Today's young people don't know when they are pregnant with a baby, and they drink so much wine. This time, the doll is gone. ”

Who hasn't had the first time in life, I really don't know when I got it, this one is really a square inch!

It's really life like a play, and a play like life.

Isn't that what I'm doing? It turns out that this natal year is really not going well.

Chen Xiangxiang persuaded me: "Anyway, Qiao Zimo doesn't know where to go, this baby has nothing to do with you, it's better to have it, and save it more trouble." ”

Am I bothered? I don't think I'm bothered.

I didn't know that there was a little life in my womb, and now that it's gone, what's the difference between it and before?

It's just that it deserves a cold and flu.

I warn Xiangxiang that no one is allowed to talk about this matter.

Xiangxiang said: "Do I look like that person who has no sense of proportion? ”

I said, "You've been out of proportion. ”

A week later, I went back to work with a spring breeze on my face.

I also bought a lot of candy for my colleagues in the company.

Faced with a large number of blessings, I accepted it with a smile.

I don't want others to see me looking like a resentful woman, just as I was hit on the waist by youth.

Chen Xiangxiang often whispered in my ear.

She said: "According to what I know about Qiao Zimo, he must have a lot of hardship, otherwise he doesn't look like that kind of irresponsible man." ”

I replied, "An irresponsible man, and there is no writing on the door of his head." If you mention the name of this bastard in front of me in the future, I will break off your friendship. ”

Not long after I returned to City B, Mu Qiao came to City B to look for me.

I said your studies aren't important? Why don't you go back to the United States?

He said he couldn't put me at ease and came to take a look.

I said, you've seen it, I'm not missing a single hair, you can go.

He still wouldn't.

On the seashore at night, the salty, chilly sea breeze drilled straight into my neck.

He sat with me on the bank of the sea, the lights on the lighthouse flickering in the night.

He said: "Actually, when I was in high school, I knew that Zimo had always been interesting to you. At that time, I was glad to be ahead of him, and you chose me. Later, I realized that I couldn't resist the friendship you grew up with. I don't know why Zimo did this, and I don't dare to comment on it. But what I'm telling you is that I've always been behind you, and if you're willing to go back and take a look, I've always been. ”

I am very grateful to Mu Qiao: "I am grateful that you can say that, but life is always forward-looking. I don't know what the future holds, but I'm sure I can make it a good time. ”

I don't know who said it, don't be too entangled in the present, and don't worry too much about the future.

In my case, it just takes time to calm it all down.

………………

On such a rainy night in early summer, I was amazed that the bits and pieces of the past were so clearly reflected in my mind.

That only says one thing.

Qiao Zimo, he is a catastrophe for me, an insurmountable catastrophe.

No one wants to dwell on memories, although some memories are beautiful and some are sad.

I'm thinking, if it's really 2025, there really is that magical machine that can erase memories in the movie "Master of Memory".

Then I will not hesitate to choose those sad memories in my memory, and only those pleasant ones.

I think that if that were the case, the society would be much more harmonious.

At least there will be a lot less points and combinations.

Just imagine, if everyone chooses to remember each other's goodness, who will have nothing to do to break up and divorce?

If I were an elite scientist, I would definitely propose that the state invest a lot of money in the study of this subject.

What a contribution this must have to be to society and humanity.

After thinking about it again, Su Shi said in his words that the moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have joys and sorrows, and this matter is difficult to complete.

If people don't have joys and sorrows, maybe life will be too dull, just like eating a light diet for a long time, occasionally wanting to have some perverted spicy.

If the moon had not been cloudy and sunny, would there be many fewer good poets?

This is really a big problem!