That's embarrassing......

Chen Qing twitched the corners of his mouth and looked at Zhao Ying, and saw that she had no expression, so he hurriedly walked in and shouted: "If he doesn't want to eat, don't force it, if you infuse glucose, I don't believe that you can starve to death." ”

"Xiaoying?" Wang Cailian turned her head and saw Xiao Ying standing at the door, glaring at Chen Qing with red eyes.

Zhao Ying walked in and grabbed her hand: "Godmother, why didn't you tell me......"

"Tell you what." Wang Cailian stiffened, "Let him be hungry!" Your godfather said that if you transfuse glucose, you won't starve to death anyway. ”

The doctor and the nurse were all sweating profusely, and it was clear that they were so weak when they came in, and how could they be so energetic when they said that they wanted to feed them. Then as soon as the girl came in, she was instantly weak again, and lay there with a humming chirp, and she thought she was about to die.

Asked the little nurse to hurry up and give the infusion, and the doctor hurriedly withdrew.

In the ward, Chen Qing wanted to pull Wang Cailian out, but Wang Cailian didn't want to leave.

"Godmother, let me talk to Chubby! It's okay. Zhao Ying smiled, "Godfather is right, we are all adults, so we can't solve the problem." ”

Wang Cailian glanced at her son, who was still covered with a quilt and pretended to be dead, and said uneasily: "He shouldn't have much strength, if he suddenly returns to bully you, you can shout, godmother is outside." ”

“…… What nonsense are you talking about! Chen Qing was speechless, "Is this how to return to the light, hurry up and go out with me!" ”

The ward was quiet, Chen Xiaopang was trembling in the quilt, he didn't dare to go out, he was afraid that Zhao Ying would sentence him to death.

"Come out, let's talk." Zhao Ying pulled a chair and sat down.

The quilt moved, and it was obvious from the amplitude that it was shaking its head.

"I'll count three times and if you don't come out, I'll go, 1~2~"

"Don't go, don't go!" Chen Xiaopang lifted the quilt violently.

Zhao Ying was stunned for a moment when she saw his face, and then said to herself: "It's really thin......"

"Just ...... They just weighed me, skinny...... Lost 10 pounds. Chen Xiaopang said weakly, "I...... I think I'm looking better, what do you say......"

Zhao Ying gestured: "Do you think there is a difference in cutting off 10 catties of such a big piece of pork?" ”

“…… But you just said that I lost weight. Chen Xiaopang hurriedly said.

"It's just that the face doesn't look as round as it used to be."

Chen Xiaopang: "......"

Suddenly, as if he realized something, he asked, "Do you think I'm too fat?" ”

"What do you say?" Zhao Ying asked rhetorically, "If I am 200 pounds, do you still like it?" ”

"I like it!" Chen Xiaopang nodded without hesitation.

Zhao Ying glanced at him, and the ghost believed it.

"I can lose weight!" Chen Xiaopang came to the spirit, "After we are together, I will go to the gym every day." ”

Zhao Ying was stunned by his shamelessness: "When did I promise to be with you?" ”

"You've come to see me, and I'll take you as an answer." Chen Xiaopang played Laipi.

"......" Zhao Ying looked at him for a few seconds, and suddenly sighed, "Little fatty, let's talk about it well, talk seriously." ”

Chen Xiaopang immediately put on a serious face: "I'm serious, I'll say it first!" ”

"I know it's me who's bad, I'm a bastard, and I've made you sad. If I could, I would have beaten me to death by going back in time, but I knew that what had happened in the past could not be changed. Mine can't, and neither can yours. So let's look ahead, okay? ”

"That! I also know that you actually hate me, so it is better for you to marry me. Then take the company into your own hands like my mother, and if I'm sorry, you will let me out of the house. ”

"Of course, I say this to reassure you that I won't do anything to be sorry for you."

Chen Xiaopang said so much in one breath. In the end, his expression became sad, but his eyes became firm: "What if...... I mean, if you really don't like me anymore and think you're happier without me, then I'll help you find a good man. I...... I ......"

He was about to cry, although he occasionally thought so in his heart, but when he said it, his heart was like being cut by a knife, and he wished he would die.

"Xiaoying!" Chen Xiaopang cried, "I'm a bastard, not a human being, you can beat me, scold me, torture me, please don't want me, please don't go, I don't want to give you to others, I don't want to woo woo ......"

There was a man's sad cry in the ward, and Zhao Ying sat there quietly, waiting for Chen Xiaopang's crying to subside before she spoke.

"Chubby, you're right, I've always hated you. Or rather, it's not very, it's become a barrier in my heart. ”

The girl's ignorant love is not real love, but it is more hot and serious than real love, which is unforgettable for a lifetime. Chen Xiaopang was Zhao Ying's playmate when she was young, a protector, and a big hero in a little girl's dream.

"But one day, this hero suddenly did the same thing as other men, and your image in my heart collapsed." Zhao Ying laughed lightly, "It turns out that you are not my hero, you are the same as those men who are sisters in school, and you make me feel the same...... Disgusting. ”

"At first, I thought you were in love. It made me realize that you don't belong to me anymore and that you have a girl you like from now on. You forgot what you said you wanted me to be your daughter-in-law, but in fact, I wasn't very sad at that time......"

At that time, she felt like a kind of ah! Sure enough, the words of the children can't be believed, it is a kind of I am finally liberated, I don't have to carry this promise, and I don't have to worry about how Chen Xiaopang is doing on the other side of the world.

But later she learned that Chen Xiaopang had become a person who slept with women every day and used women as a tool to solve men's desires.

"I can accept that you like other girls, then I will only have regrets, and when the days go by, I can still bless you. But I can't accept that you have become a scumbag, and you are overturning my own set of heroes. ”

Her hero turned out to be a person who thinks with his lower body and has to hug a woman to bed every night.

"You should know how I've been doing all these years!" Zhao Ying glanced at the man with a sad expression, and showed a mocking smile, "I want to try what is good about your life like that, but it's really annoying!" ”

The depravity of sobriety is disgusting, and Zhao Ying has been disgusted with herself for a long time. She couldn't get out of this kind of life, and she became more and more disgusted with herself.

"Finally one day, I couldn't take it anymore. I started saying to myself, it's not my fault, it's all because you're the way I am. ”

Once a person finds an excuse for himself, he will believe in that excuse more and more without hesitation. Gradually, Zhao Ying transferred her dislike for herself to Chen Xiaopang.

"So, I hate you, I hate you for making me like this."

Chen Xiaopang's heart sank to the bottom, and it was really similar to what he thought.

"Then ......" he hesitated for a long time, but still mustered up the courage to ask, "Then in your heart, do you like me a little more, or hate me a little more?" ”

Zhao Ying tilted her head and thought about it: "I should like it......"

Chen Xiaopang's expression was very funny for a moment, that is, he was so desperate that he couldn't do it, and then he suddenly saw hope, and his eyes went from dim to bright.

"Don't get complacent." Zhao Ying hit him, "Godfather is right, I can't punish myself with other people's mistakes, besides, I actually made the same mistake as you." ”

Chen Xiaopang started his first time because of family affairs back then, but later he was willing to fall into such a life. Likewise, she herself. She could have stopped and started over at any time in those fallen days, but she didn't......

"All I can say is that I will slowly let go of my hatred for you. Maybe when I don't hate you, I won't like you. Zhao Ying smiled, "Isn't it said that there is love before there is hate, and if you don't love, you won't hate." ”

Chen Xiaopang hurriedly said with red eyes: "Then you continue to hate me!" Beat me every day and scold me, and I promise not to fight back. ”

"I don't have that much time to beat you and scold you." Zhao Ying stood up, "Okay, everything that should be said has been said, what about you!" Eat honestly, don't make trouble, godmother and godfather are worried about you. ”

"Then did you promise to be my girlfriend?" Chen Xiaopang looks like a shrew who will continue to go on hunger strike if you don't agree.

Zhao Ying rolled her eyes: "I didn't agree." ”

"Then I'll continue the hunger strike!"

Zhao Ying: "......"

In the end, she promised Chen Xiaopang that if he could lose weight healthily without going on a hunger strike and lose 150 pounds, she would consider falling in love with him. ”

"Soon! I remember that it was 180 pounds before you, and I lost 10 pounds on a hunger strike, and I can lose another 20 pounds! "When Tang Cao came to the hospital to see Chen Xiaopang, I heard him say that he wanted to lose weight.

Chen Xiaopang is eating a nutritious meal, which is matched by a weight loss expert. He swallowed a bite of the vegetable salad with a painful look on his face, swallowing it without chewing it.

"Master, this 180 tall person, the fitness coach said that if you lose 140 pounds, it is the most perfect body, comparable to international supermodels!" Chen Xiaopang blinked, "I decided to lose 140 pounds, and then seduce her with beauty!" ”

Tang Cao looked shocked: "Do you think you are me?" Who gave you the misconception that made you think that you are a beautiful man when you lose weight? ”

"......" Chen Xiaopang was stunned, and then he realized that he had not lost weight at any time, so he really didn't know if he was a handsome guy when he lost weight.

"But the uncles and aunts are okay, I guess it won't be difficult for you to see where to go." Tang Cao said again, "Anyway, it's not ugly, don't think about standards like Ye." ”

After two more days of glucose infusion in the hospital, Chen Xiaopang was discharged. The first thing is to go to the gym that he contacted before to find a coach, in order to achieve the best results, he found a personal trainer who is very famous, and it is said that he has taught many celebrities.

"Did he really go?" Zhao Ying accompanied Wang Cailian shopping this day, and she didn't know what to think when she heard the news, but she was not optimistic about Chen Xiaopang's guy.

Not only is she not optimistic, but her own mother is not optimistic either.

"Just him! I don't think I can last a week. Wang Cailian muttered, "You don't know that when he came back last night, he was carried back by Tang Cao, and he couldn't stand on his legs." ”