Chapter 4 When others see your beauty, I understand your pain
That night is something that Mimang will never forget in his life.
As a young child, she experienced loneliness, and she thought that the whole world had abandoned her.
Stepmother Lusan was born prematurely and left with a boy, Miman's half-brother Milou.
The family was guilty of Lu San's premature birth, and they blamed Mi Mang for all the blame.
Especially the stepmother Lu Shan, who was afraid that there would be something wrong with her premature son, cried every day in front of Mi's father.
Since then, Mimang has been locked up in his grandmother's room.
Mi Mang didn't know what happened directly to the adults because she was young, but she felt that everyone didn't like her, so she hid in her grandmother's room and played with things in her grandmother's room.
She remembers one day her grandmother led her out of the house and took her to a room with many children.
When I saw a woman who looked like my stepmother, I came over, squatted down and asked, "What's your name?"
Mimang was so frightened that she hid behind her grandmother, who was impatient to pull her out and stuff her to the woman.
After saying "Teacher Wang, this kid will trouble you," he turned and left.
Mi Mang cried when he saw his grandmother leave, struggling in Mr. Wang's arms, wanting to chase his grandmother, "Grandma doesn't want me anymore" Mi Mang cried very sadly.
Teacher Wang hugged Mi Mang, "The baby is obedient, grandma will be back in a while,"
Teacher Wang gently patted Mi Mang's back, and Mi Mang suddenly felt that she seemed to be her mother.
Mi Mang blurted out "Mom" with a crying voice
Teacher Wang was amused by Mi Mang, "I'm not your mother,"
Mi Mang looked at Teacher Wang in a daze, she also forgot what her mother looked like.
"Will grandma come and pick me up?" Mi Mang asked.
"Yes, as long as you are obedient," Mr. Wang touched Mi Mang's head.
From that moment Mimang understood, no one would care about her.
Mi Mang was in the corner of the kindergarten, watching the other children play, she never participated, waiting for her grandmother to pick her up.
Grandma was the last to pick her up, and Mimang followed her home and returned home.
As soon as Mimang entered, Grandma went to the kitchen.
Mi Mang saw his younger brother Mi Lu eating oranges, his mouth was full of juice, and Mi Mang also loved to eat them.
He grabbed the last piece of the table and put it in his mouth, and when the younger brother looked at the table, there was no more, and suddenly he cried, and the younger brother's cry reached the stepmother.
Stepmother Lu Shan ran out of nowhere, saw Mi Mang there, pulled Mi Mang's hand, and hit her.
"Let you rob your brother's things, and you won't be allowed to touch your brother's things in the future," Lu Shan lectured her while beating.
Mi Mang's palms were beaten so painfully that no one could stand up and speak for her.
Mimang cried and cried, woke up from her dream, and sat up suddenly, she hadn't dreamed of her childhood for a long time.
When Mimang did it, he realized that she was not in her own bed, but in a strange room.
She was sitting on a bench, and across from her sat a man, a man to be exact.
He was looking at himself, and his eyes were gentle.
Mi Mang woke up completely, and she had been treated in Xu Weizhen's psychological clinic for more than a year.
The reason was because she didn't sleep well, and finally to insomnia, and through the introduction of her good friend Aiduo, she met the psychiatrist Xu Weisheng.
Mi Mang sat on the chair for a long time before he eased up, and the breakup with Gu Shen, the memories of his childhood, were all because of hypnosis.
Mi Mang let out a sigh of relief, it turned out that it was all in the past, and she didn't want to go through that anymore.
"Now that I know it's all over, why are I still struggling," Xu Weizhen said gently.