"Why haven't you left yet," Mi Mang slowly walked to the opposite side of Gu Shen and stopped.

Gu Shen rubbed his hands, put them in front of his mouth, exhaled, tried to warm his hands as much as possible, and then inserted them in his pockets.

Gu Shen just smiled and didn't answer, he wanted to say that he was waiting for her to get off work and wanted to see her one last time, but what was the point of saying it.

"It's cold, go back!" Mi Mang didn't want Gu Shen to stand in the cold snow for too long and get sick easily.

"Let me take you home one last time, okay?" Gu Shen cherishes the last moment with Mi Mang.

Mi Mang shook his head, "Every time you send me, this time I send you,"

The back of Mi Mang's departure, Gu Shen has seen it many times.

Every time he sent Mi Mang home, Gu Shen watched Mi Mang enter the house, and he didn't leave with confidence until the light in her room was on.

"Okay" Gu Shen seemed to have made a lot of determination before turning around and leaving.

Every step Gu Shen takes, a pair of deep footprints will be left on the ground.

Under the slightly yellowed street lamp, Gu Shen's figure walked farther and farther, and his shadow stretched longer and longer under the illumination of the street lamp, as if he was unwilling to leave.

The farther Gu Shen went, the more lost Mi Mang's heart became, this was the first time she saw him leave, and it was also the last time.

Mimang said to himself in his heart that this person had nothing to do with him from now on.

Mi Mang finally understood that sentence, the saddest thing in life is your life, and it has nothing to do with me from now on.

Gu Shen's figure was gone, and Mi Mang knew.

As Gu Shen went away, the distance between them became farther and farther away, and the two people who once loved each other have no focus since then.

Mi Mang felt that he was in pain, very painful, and Mi Mang vented out, but there was a voice in his heart that told him to be strong.

Mimang wanted to cry but couldn't.

Mi Mang turned around and walked in the opposite direction of Gu Shen, just like their lives, never by the way, and the reluctant way was also temporary.

Mi Mang opened the door, it was pitch black, and she wished that someone was waiting for her at home and leaving the light for her.

Mi Mang smiled, thinking that it was ridiculous to have this idea, she didn't deserve such a person to wait for her.

She won't love others, and others won't love her, because she didn't know what love was since she was a child.

After Mimang's mechanical washing, she lay down on the bed and looked through a book next to the bed, all the books she had were books on how to improve her work.

Mi Mang reads the required number of pages at a set time each day.

This is her habit of life, and since she was in college, she has strictly followed her own plan and does not allow herself to make any mistakes.

When she finishes reading, she puts on a piece of music to help her sleep, because she doesn't sleep well, which is also recommended by her psychiatrist.

Mi Mang quickly fell asleep to the music.

In a dream

It was also snowing all over the sky, and the very little Mi Mang wanted to run out to play, but was stopped by his grandmother.

It seems that this is the first time that Mimang has seen snow since he can remember.

She was curious about what was floating in the sky, one by one, and she wanted to taste what it tasted like.

Grandma didn't let her, so she ran to find her mother, and she saw her mother, who was holding clothes and putting them in a small box.

At that time, Mi Mang didn't know what it was, but when he grew up, he realized that it was a suitcase, and his mother was packing up her things and preparing to leave.

The young Mi Mang didn't know anything yet, so he took his mother to play outside.

When her mother saw Mi Mang, she stopped what she was doing and touched Mi Mang's head and wept.

"Mom, don't cry, I'll be obedient" Mi Mang thought he had made his mother cry.

That was the last time she saw her mother.