The diary records a long time ago, there is no year, only a few months and days, and the records are all trivial things.

She flipped through it like a storybook.

"March 6th, rain. Today is the day of the diagnosis, the doctor said that she is a carrier of a rare mental illness, once the onset of the disease, she will behave strangely, talk to herself, thought disorders, etc., the doctor said that the time of her onset is also uncertain, like a time bomb, maybe when it will explode. ”

"March 12th, cloudy. Miao's spirit has not been very good these days, and I'm really afraid that she will get sick,"

"March 16th, fine. Miao Miao is sick, it's terrible, it's the first time I've seen her in such a state, like crazy, she keeps shouting the boy's name, crying and laughing for a while, blame the boy, if he doesn't die, Miao Miao may not get sick for a lifetime, but what to do, she is like this, who will dare to marry her in the future. ”

"April 2nd, fine. Today I went to the hospital again, and the doctor told me that 90% of this disease is hereditary, and my grandmother is a potential carrier, and so is her mother, but there is no trigger, no mutation, and no disease, my poor daughter has to think of a way to let her get married quickly. ”

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Seeing this, Xia Ying's brain snorted, mentally ill? Xia Miao is mentally ill, but she has never seen her sick?

This disease is inherited, that is, there is a 90% probability that you have inherited this mental illness, so ...... She'd better not get married and have children, right?

How so?

Why was no one ever told her?

Is it that Xia Miao doesn't know that she has this disease? It can't be, she herself is sick, how could she not know.

Her hands trembled inexplicably, and even the movements of flipping through the diary became sluggish and uncertain.

"September 5th, Qing, today the faint illness has flared up again, it's terrible, looking at my child, becoming strange, I actually gave birth to a trace of fear, she cried and laughed, scratched and scratched, and broke everything that could fall in the house, I thought she hadn't been sick for so long, it must have been better, but, it's not like this at all, her illness came like this, and so often, just fed her medicine, she quieted down, fortunately, when she got sick, she didn't know it, terrible, terrible."

Xia Miao didn't know that she was getting sick?

So, it's possible that this will be the case for you, right?

Maybe at some point, you'll go crazy, maybe you'll lose your mind and become an uncontrolled person, and you don't know it at all, it's terrible.

Xia Ying felt that she had really won a jackpot,

Why her,

Why did she become a potential psychopathic carrier,

The other day......

A few days ago, she told Gu Zhichen that she wanted to have a child, why, give her a stick today,

Why do this to her.

Xia Ying didn't dare to turn it down anymore, this diary covered her like a spell, pain, entanglement and fear, wave after wave hit her heart,

Her whole body became irritable, panicked, anxious,

Anytime, anywhere, she will become a madman, and no one can accept it,

She has a normal-looking, young life, why should she be allowed to have such genes,

Why her, why her?

What kind of illness did Xia Miao have, she had never seen it, if it made her family feel frightened, it must be a terrible scene, would she be like this?

Like a monster, or a mad dog?

Xia Ying turned on the computer and typed in this rare mental illness, one by one shocking video, which made her feel unprecedented stimulation,

The teeth and claws in the video, the tearing, the shouting, the bleeding, the crying and laughing, this is what she will become in the future, she can't accept it.

Even she herself can't accept that she will become like this in the future, why should she let Gu Zhichen accept her like this, no, he won't accept her like this,

It is even more impossible for her to carry this gene and give him a child with this gene, which will completely ruin him.

Don't, she doesn't want that.

She would rather be single for the rest of her life than harm a man she loves.

Natsu Ying grabbed her hair and curled up on the wooden chair, she couldn't accept herself like this, looking at herself in the mirror, like a monster.

"Ah......h

The sound of the mirror cracking pierced her heart,

Downstairs, Lan Bo heard the movement and hurriedly went upstairs, the door of the study was open, and he knocked lightly, "Grandma?" ”

“……”

"Grandma, are you in there?"

Lan Bo gently pushed open the wooden door, and saw Xia Ying curled up on the side and the mirror in front of her, he was stunned, and hurriedly walked over, "Grandma, are you okay?" ”

Xia Ying slowly raised her head and looked at Lan Bo, she knew that she was very embarrassed now, Lan Bo looked at her in shock, she tried to squeeze out an indifferent smile, "Lan Bo, I'm fine, it's just that the mirror is broken." ”

"You're not hurt, are you?"

"No, you can let someone clean it up."

"Okay."

Lan Bo walked out, and when he walked to the door, he still looked at Xia Ying again uneasily, "Grandma, ...... you?"

"I'm fine, Lambie."

"Oh, good."

Xia Ying picked up the yellowed diary and put it in her suitcase, she thought, find a chance to ask Nan Jingyi again, after all, he is a doctor.

Although she is sad and can't accept herself like this, she really refuses to label herself this or that, her life has just begun,

She didn't want to make such a joke,

It's just that......

If everything is confirmed, where will she go from here?

……

Fengyang Company, the president's office of Yecheng Branch,

Gu Ze dragged the suitcase, followed behind Liu Tezhu, and walked in.

Gu Zhichen lifted his eyelids from the pile of documents and looked at him,

Gu Ze didn't dare to look at Gu Zhichen, he hung his head knowing that he was at a loss, and his slender fingers rubbed the lever of the suitcase uneasily.

Liu Tezhu hurriedly said, "Mr. Gu, the little master just got off the plane, do you want to send him home to rest first?" ”

"Rest?" Gu Zhichen got up, he stepped out of the desk and walked straight to Gu Ze, "Do you think you need to rest?" ”

Gu Zena also dared to say rest, and said in a low voice, "I, no, I don't need to rest, I'm not tired." ”

Liu Tezhu glanced at Gu Ze, Gu Zhichen raised his finger, and he retreated in amusement.