Little sister, come with me. ”

"Huh? Where to? ”

Before the banquet was over, Shen Zongheng, who was drunk and flushed, pulled Jiang Chi to the balcony to blow the wind.

"Senior brother, are you drunk?"

"It's okay."

"So what are we doing here? Want to go home? ”

"If you don't go back now, just come out to breathe."

"That's it......" But it's breathable, it's breathable, what does it mean to catch her directly? Could it be that the senior brother has something to whisper to her?

Jiang Chi's strange thoughts kept popping up, but Shen Zongheng really stood there to breathe and didn't talk to her.

Jiang Chi hesitated for a moment, and deliberately asked, "Senior brother, what are you doing pulling me out?" ”

"Oh-" Shen Zongheng turned his face to face her, and reached out to rub her hair again, "I can't leave you alone in it, what if you are bullied." ”

"I ......" Jiang Chi wanted to say, one or two people couldn't fight her at all, she had a lot of strength!

However, Shen Zongheng's protective actions and words made her even more irresistible, as if she could hear your heart pounding.

Shen Zongheng turned his face again, facing the sky outside, as if he was looking at something from afar.

But tonight there are no stars and moons, and nothing can be seen.

The two stood together in silence for about three minutes, and she seemed to hear the silent wind drifting past her ears.

Shen Zongheng suddenly spoke: "Little junior sister, in fact, my life is very boring. ”

Jiang Chi sighed in his heart, and grabbed him nervously, "Senior brother, what do you mean by this?" Have you encountered something unhappy? If you are unhappy, you can tell me, I will help you find a way when you encounter difficulties, don't think about it! ”

Her anxious appearance made Shen Zongheng laugh, and reached out and pressed her forehead, "No, don't get me wrong, I don't have the idea of suicide, I just can't find the meaning of life." ”

He didn't think about dying, and he knew that he wanted to live, but he hadn't found the answer he wanted for more than 20 years, why did he live?

Maybe it's because he has a smooth life, and there is basically nothing he can't get, even if he accidentally planted a heel with Xiao Wan'er at the beginning, it was still just a small threshold in his life. When he couldn't get it, he tried his best to fight for it, but in the end he chose a good life.

His father threw the branch to him to manage, he was not sad, and the final loss was expected, because he knew that he had a backer behind him, and it seemed that there was no need to work hard, he thought, just mess around.

The only time he rebelled against Xiao Wan'er, he finally chose a good life.

He's still alive as always, and still hasn't found the answer he's looking for.

The Shen Zongheng that Jiang Chi saw had always been positive, optimistic and carefree, and had never seen him look lost and confused, and the whole person was lifeless and lifeless.

Jiang Chi was a little flustered, she didn't want to see Shen Zongheng like this.

"Senior brother, you don't have anything you really want to get, you have to get...... Or people? ”

Shen Zongheng thought seriously for a moment and shook his head, "No." ”

Jiang Chi's perspective drooped downward, hiding the look of loss in his eyes.

Shen Zongheng finally realized that his emotions were affecting others, "Okay, don't think about it, senior brother will go back and make two more bottles!" I haven't had enough of it. ”

Shen Zongheng returned to his appearance.

Jiang Chi seemed to see through his disguise, and when he was a step away, he uncontrollably grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"Senior Brother......

"If you can't find the meaning of being alive, can you let me try? Be the answer you seek. ”