63. Persuade and force each other

These days, even if the old lady came over, she never dared to mention to him that Shen's mother, who had just passed away not long ago, was Shen's father, Shen Jingan, who had always been ignoring anyone.

However, at this time, when he heard his deceased lover from his own son's mouth, Shen Jing'an immediately shrank his pupils, and the wine jar in his hand slammed into Shen Linzhou.

"Who gave you the audacity to speak to me like that?"

A low drink has lost the usual middle energy, and it seems that the Tang Dynasty has been depressed for so many days, which has also made Shen Jingan very angry.

In the face of the smashed wine jar, Shen Linzhou did not dodge or dodge, and insisted on letting the small half of the jar of wine smash on his ankle together with the jar, making him snort, but he still gritted his teeth and endured it.

"Then you can see what you look like now?" Shen Linzhou gritted his teeth, "I once respected my father, because in my heart, my father is a mountain that inspires me to climb hard, which can shelter me from the wind and rain, and also keep me from losing my way." But now that the mountain has fallen, washed away by the wind and rain, it turns into mud, and now it is asking me why I am stepping under my feet. Isn't this your father's self-depravity? ”

Shen Jingan was slightly stunned when he heard this, but his hand that fell to the ground tightened.

"No matter how unbearable it is, you remember for me that I am your father after all."

"But I don't dare to have such an unbearable father." Shen Linzhou said it cold-bloodedly, as if the person in front of him was really disappointed by him, disappointed to the point that he didn't even want to recognize him.

"When my mother was alive, I said that if I had half the skills of my father when I was forty years old, she would have taught well. But what do you look like now? Life is not life, death cannot die, just stay up day by day, and when you finally can't stay up and can leave this world, you will only feel liberated like a coward. ”

"Because you can't bear the pain, but you don't dare to stop yourself. So I wondered, how will my father explain to my mother when the time comes? He sneered, and the wine sprinkled on his feet was cold, as if it could chill his heart at once.

"You're going to take your current appearance and go to see the woman who was beaten by you and attracted attention, and fell in love at first sight?"

Speaking of the first acquaintance between Shen's mother and Shen's father, it is actually enough to make everyone envious.

More than 20 years ago, one of them was a young lady in the boudoir, and the other was a slightly successful son, the former came out to see the rouge, and the latter came back to talk about business.

During that time, many people were envious of the relationship between the two of them, after all, in such a traditional family, it was not easy for a woman to meet a man who suited her heart, let alone be spoiled by the latter?

So on this matter, Shen Jingan also asked Shen's mother what she liked about him at first.

However, Shen's mother only smiled coquettishly, with a little shame on her face.

"At first, I only looked at your face, and then I felt that I was magnificent, and when I got along with each other in the depths, I knew a little more." Mother Shen replied very sincerely, and she didn't even hide the handsome face that she saw at first, and said it generously.

Until her death, she has always regarded him as the towering mountain in her heart like Shen Linzhou.

Or that Shen Linzhou thinks of Shen Jingan like this, it is entirely because he has been taught by his mother since he was a child, so that his respect for his father has been engraved into his habits.

But just as Shen Linzhou is not used to such a Shen Jingan, presumably if Shen's mother can still see it now, it will be difficult to accept.

It's useless to say too much, not to mention that Shen Linzhou felt a little boring in his heart, and limped out after dropping a sentence.

He said, "If you really want to be worthy of her, then live as a person." She has suffered so much for you, how many sins she has suffered, and she has given in step by step, just to make your life better. Now that she has fulfilled you with her life, you should also live well to make her happy. ”

The wine jar was indeed not light, and the sound of cracking also startled many people outside, and at this time, they were waiting at the door one by one, as if they could rush in immediately with a summons.

However, when Shen Linzhou came out, he looked as usual, just asked the steward to get some hot water, so that Shen Jingan could wash it.

This is to be sure that his words will definitely have an impact on him.

Shen Linzhou didn't really care much about these things, for his father, how much closeness he had in his heart, and how much he wanted to be alienated at this time, but after listening to Qin Wuran's words, he couldn't help but think that Shen's mother should also want to see the scene of their father's kindness and filial piety.

Even if there is already a gap between them that cannot be crossed.

On the people waiting outside, Shen Linzhou let out a long sigh of relief, moved his legs and prepared to move forward, and pulled the calf that was smashed, Teng Deli grinned for a while.

However, when he was about to go back to the medicine, he didn't expect a girl to come to him, and it was Qin Wuran.

"What are you doing here?" Shen Linzhou asked.

I really don't blame him for being strange, after all, with Qin Wu's temperament, it must be difficult to adapt to a new place for a while, let alone walking around on someone else's territory?

But seeing the things in her hand again, Shen Linzhou was a little clearer.

Sure enough, I heard Qin Wuran say to herself: "I went to the kitchen just now to take a look, but I didn't expect them to say that the cook was temporarily off today, and no one was cooking, so I helped out." ”

Shen Linzhou really didn't expect that the cook was not here today, but if you think about it carefully, the cook in the courtyard has only added a grandson, and it is estimated that she is also very busy, and it is normal to be absent at this moment.

But seeing that the bowl of noodles that Qin Wuran was holding was vegetarian, the cabbage was verdant, and the noodles were neatly lying in the soup, and they were also decorated with chopped green onions and a fried egg just right, and I also felt a little hungry.

"I asked you to come here to let me cook alone, but I am not going to let you serve the whole family. In the future, this kind of thing can only be left to the next person to do, and you can prepare my own meal. Shen Linzhou said and took the big bowl over the situation.

And Shen Jing'an just came out, and what he saw was this scene, and his face was immediately cold.

"A bowl of noodles, and it's rare for you to be like this?" Shen Jingan reprimanded.

Shen Linzhou didn't expect him to get better so quickly, he rolled his eyes before he turned around at this time, and when he turned to face him, he changed to the same expressionless face.

"Since my father is not rare, then I will take it back and eat it. You are hungry first, and soon the cook comes back, and you ask her to cook food for you. ”

Shen Jing'an glared at him when he heard this, the sloppy image of this festival really has no momentum.

However, he didn't realize it, he just pointed at Shen Linzhou and said, "Since I was a child, I have taught you all the etiquette rules in the belly of a dog?" Is this your attitude towards your elders? ”

"And what about the father?" Shen Linzhou was already a little impatient as he spoke.

"That's naturally about leaving the noodles behind, and you have your own people to go as far as you go."

The two fathers and sons are actually somewhat similar, in terms of eating, they both have a good appetite, but it is impossible to really say who takes a step back, after all, the two are the same as admitting death.

So after Shen Jing'an said that sentence confidently, Shen Linzhou snorted coldly, "You have to eat it and make it yourself." ”

He said that he would turn around and leave, leaving Shen Jingan frowning in place, looking like he was going to fall red again.

Qin Wuran was also very apprehensive when she was beside her, and hurriedly grabbed Shen Linzhou when he didn't go out a few steps, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Just a bowl of somen noodles, you give it to your father, where is the reason to support your son to starve to death?" ”

Shen Linzhou also frowned slightly, and seemed to think about her words seriously, but when he thought of Shen Jingan's often placed elder genealogy, he felt annoyed, and he didn't want to put down this bowl of noodles if he said anything.

"I'll go back and give you the next bowl, when you take it back, the noodles will be lumpy, and the taste will definitely not be good, not to mention that your father has been hungry for several days, so he can't let it continue to be hungry."

"Why can't you keep him hungry?" When Shen Linzhou replied, he didn't lower his voice at all, but seemed to deliberately say it to Shen Jing'an, "If I don't come to persuade him today, won't he still hide in the house and get drunk and dream to death?" You see him so sober now, but it's usually my credit. ”

Hearing him casually reveal his bottom in front of outsiders, Shen Jingan was also a little annoyed, and opened his mouth to scold: "How did your mother teach you?" It's so disrespectful to you! ”

"Are you embarrassed to mention her," Shen Linzhou's eyes flushed slightly as he listened, "How much have you controlled me since I was a child?" I don't go home all day long, and I finally see people, but I bother to listen to things at home, and I never care. Now that she's gone, you're going to ask how she taught me? ”

These words naturally touched Shen Jing'an's sore spot, and he had just come out of that decadent energy, but at this time, it seemed that his strength was suddenly drained, and even his eyelids drooped.

Qin Wuran secretly said in her heart that it was not good, so she pinched Shen Linzhou's arm, and when she saw that he almost lifted the soup bowl with a shake in his hand, she hurriedly snatched it herself.

"Are you here to persuade him or to harm him? Finally, I saw some people who were popular, and you thought about telling people yourself? No matter how negligent he is to you, he is your father, so you have to be a little polite. ”

Where didn't Shen Linzhou understand this truth? It's just that I felt panicked in my heart, so I just snorted coldly and didn't speak.

Qin Wuran was also helpless, so she could only whisper: "Let's not eat vegetarian noodles, go back and eat beef noodles, and I'll make them for you." ”