Chapter 66 Stop loss in time and give up decisively
The world is so big, there is always such a person who wants you to love with all your strength and treat you with all tenderness.
It is said that most little girls will like boys who are humorous and handsome inside, especially girls like Xuanyue, who have just left the campus, are not deeply involved in the world, have never experienced love, and are still full of girlish hearts, full of expectations and beautiful fantasies about love, and the type she likes, Gu Jinyan is exactly in line with it both inside and outside, in short, Gu Jinyan belongs to the ideal type of hundreds of millions of girls.
In fact, she has seen Gu Jinyan more than once when she takes the bus every morning, but the first time she saw him was just a traffic jam during the morning rush hour at work, she occasionally glanced out of the window, and then Gu Jinyan's peerless face was like a demon turning all beings upside down, and he was wearing a police uniform at the school gate to direct traffic, and the endless traffic and danger coming and going in the future were blocked behind him, leaving a safety barrier for every child crossing the road. Although this kind of Gu Jinyan has a vague girl's delicate eyebrows, she still can't stop that heroic and righteous body, tall, handsome and compelling, which instantly made Xuanyue fall into her eyes and heart, as if she had found the person she liked, and suddenly her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her heart was full of joy, at that moment she seemed to have all the years in this world, and since then Gu Jinyan's appearance has taken root in her heart, making her heart and mind, and never forget.
At first, when she talked to Lu Yinyin like a nymphomaniac, she didn't expect it to be so coincidental, it turned out that Gu Jinyan and Lu Yinyin were both classmates and children, and they also grew up together, this kind of relationship cannot be replaced by any emotion, with Xuanyue's understanding of her since she met Lu Yinyin, Lu Yinyin will always be so heartless, and she can be very pretentious, Gu Jinyan is estimated to have been bullied by her since she was a child, plus Lu Yinyin was reluctant to admit that she knew Gu Jinyan at the beginning, and later her desire to speak stopped, Lin Mo Nian actually fully supported her to pursue Gu Jinyan, and then Gu Jinyan mistook her for Lu Yinyin, Xuan Yue seemed to understand these twists and turns between them, this kind of childhood sweetheart's feelings, although Lu Yinyin was not interesting to Gu Jinyan, after all, she and Lin Mo Nian had been in love and killed each other for so many years, but she couldn't stand this bamboo horse and always thought about his little green plum, even if Lu Yinyin was about to marry a wife, or marry his good brother, Gu Jinyan still didn't let go in his heart, but he always forced a smile in front of people, Try to pretend that you don't care anymore, or you won't run to preside over Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin's marriage proposal ceremony, and try to prove to everyone that he really let go, Lu Yinyin is always his red rose and white moonlight, and he can't love forever.
Then, Lin Mo Nian privately hoped that Gu Jinyan could start a new life, and she couldn't go on like this forever, it just so happened that she was killed halfway at this time, and was directly pushed to the front line by her cousin Lin Mo Nian, Xuan Yue couldn't help but smile bitterly, there are so many police uncles who come and go in this city every day, who is she fancy is not good, how can she just fall in love with Gu Jinyan at a glance, such tangled feelings and Gu Jinyan's constant obsession have been forgotten, and all the thoughts of Xuan Yue's little daughters were instantly emptied, Gu Jinyan has his unforgettable and irreplaceable heart in her heart, she doesn't dare to love and can't afford to love, since she has recognized all the realities, she must stop losses in time before everything starts, and give up decisively.
Xuan Yue is such a character who does not drag on the mud, she was relieved instantly after figuring out everything, after deleting Gu Jinyan's number and taking cold medicine, she slept until dawn, completely forgetting everything about Gu Jinyan, not thinking about it, but when she went to work the next day, as soon as she pushed open the office door, she was very shocked to see Lu Yinyin sitting at her desk, Lin Mo Nian was like a personal bodyguard sticking to her at all times, especially the dog-legged blowing the water in the thermos cup to cool down, and then let her drink more water, Hearing that her throat was a little uncomfortable in the morning, Lu Yinyin pushed him a little helplessly and said that he could stay away from her, if he didn't want to drink, he didn't want to drink, why didn't he drink it, he didn't have to force others to drink, except for Lu Yinyin, who could make Lin Mo Nian so condescending and soft-spoken, there was no second person in this world, anyway, the whole air was filled with the smell of citric acid in love.
Xuan Yue stood on the spot in a bit of a daze, and said, "Did you two go to the wrong set, didn't you go to Songcheng?" Is this a big shift in an instant, or is it a direct crossing back from Song City? Can you not show affection so naked in front of a single dog early in the morning. ”
Lin Mo Nian raised his head and glanced at her casually, when he saw that Xuan Yue's spirit couldn't be better, and then his eyes returned to Lu Yinyin very eagerly, this change was simply too fast, he said slowly, "You kid is getting more and more rude, it's not that your cousin heard that you had a cold, and came to see you before going to Songcheng, and brought you a bunch of delicious food by the way, I'm afraid that you will be hungry if you don't follow her in the next few days." ”
In any case, Lu Yinyin is the kind of sunny girl who can't be annoyed, although sometimes she can choke people to death just by talking, but her strong personality charm is so rare, Gu Jinyan likes her, it is just Gu Jinyan's business, it has nothing to do with her, Xuanyue can't take those unspeakable emotions out of her, not to mention that this is still the cousin that her cousin is about to marry, and the treasure that their whole family holds in the palm of their hands, Lu Yinyin is definitely the master that ordinary people can't afford to offend, Because the backstage is too hard, the consequences of offending her are unbearable for ordinary people.
For example, the last time she went to Micheng People's Hospital for an examination, so many doctors did not give a clear diagnosis, at that time Lu Yinyin was fried, although she did a new examination later, but Lu Yinyin was angry, even if the director of the hospital and Lin Mo Nian and his father were old acquaintances, it was useless, and they couldn't dismantle other people's platforms openly, so they found another way to break into the enemy, so for several months, about the doctor's service attitude and doctor-patient disputes in the Micheng People's Hospital, the doctor prescribed medicine indiscriminately, Random diagnosis results and other black materials were constantly exposed, which directly caught the hospital off guard, and constantly carried out crisis public relations and took remedial measures, although the signature of the revelation has been changed several times, but it is all from Lu Yinyin's hands, with Lin Mo Nian protecting her, but the hospital can't find out who shook it out so much.
Thinking of these Xuanyue, I couldn't help but shudder, if you want to say that Lu Yinyin is pampered and arrogant, she is really not arrogant at all, even if she is already the young grandmother of Linmo Media and the little ancestor of Lin Mo Nian, but people can't find fault with people whether they are working or dealing with people, so she has a strong desire to survive and immediately said, "Sister Yinyin, are you two going to Songcheng for your honeymoon?" Don't leave me alone, okay? Can you bring me along? I promise not to be your two light bulbs, you play yours, I'll play by myself, okay? ”
After finishing speaking, he pulled Lin Mo Nian away, rubbed Lu Yinyin and shook her arm vigorously in front of Lu Yinyin, for Xuan Yue's sudden move, Lu Yinyin blinked helplessly, and said, "I said, Miss, can you stop shaking, come on, come on, sit down, I'll interview you, you seem to have something to explain, and then why don't you answer the phone at night, I really don't worry about you living alone." ”
As he spoke, he stood up and pressed Xuan Yue down on the seat, and sandwiched her between her left and right with Lin Mo Nian, this posture made Xuan Yue almost cry, and stammered a little "I~I~I~ What do I confess, I fell asleep last night, my phone was turned on and vibrate, I didn't do anything, there is nothing to explain." ”
Who knew that Lu Yinyin looked like he had seen through everything a long time ago, and said disdainfully, "Cut, it's okay for you to fool others with this little trick, you think it's useful to fool me, there's nothing to explain, then I'll let you see why the flowers are so red." ”
As soon as the words fell, she directly pounced on Xuan Yue and tickled, and the frightened Lin Mo Nian scooped her into his arms and said, "Daughter-in-law, don't make trouble, be careful." ”
Xuan Yue saw her cousin's nervous appearance, and couldn't help but quip, "You two are in a situation, is it that I will have a little cousin or little cousin soon, hahahahaha." ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Lu Yinyin gestured to tickle her again, Xuan Yue raised her hand and surrendered while laughing, "Okay, okay, I was wrong Sister Yinyin, no kidding, isn't it Gu Jinyan's business, eh, I don't think I'm such a superficial person, there are more good-looking skins, but I want to find a soul mate who can resonate with me spiritually, Uncle Gu and his old man may be old, just looking at the appearance is very good, but after real contact, I don't think this is the type I like, as the saying goes, three years old is a generation gap, I'm five years behind him, it's two generations apart, and if my mom knew I liked this kind of guy who was the same age as my cousin, guess she'd beat me to death. ”
After Xuan Yue finished speaking, Lu Yinyin kept rolling her eyes, and Lin Mo Nian answered, "You mean it's not bad to look at Gu Jinyan from afar, but you don't like him up close?" You just say that you can't look down on it, your mother didn't let you study secretarial at the beginning, you didn't also study, you didn't let you come to Micheng, don't you come too, don't just say something useless, work hard, since you can't look down on it, forget it, my cousin and I are going to Songcheng to attend the wedding, you can eat with my mother these days. ”
Xuan Yue waved her hand and said, "I know, I know, you two hurry up, my aunt and grandmother are here, and I'm okay alone." ”
Lu Yinyin patted her on the shoulder and said, "Then you take care of yourself, call at any time if you have something, I have to find you a mother-in-law from Micheng, so that I can keep you in Micheng forever, since Gu Jinyan doesn't have this blessing, then I will continue to look for you with Niannian." ”
In the end, the two didn't stop, after saying goodbye to Xuan Yue, they went to the train station to catch the train, ordinary people may not think of their memories and feelings about taking the train, a train ticket carries too many thoughts and concerns, and also carries all the bitter and sweet memories of the long-distance relationship between the two in those years, but sensitive as Lu Yinyin, although he hurriedly took a look at Xuan Yue, Lu Yinyin still vaguely felt that this child had something on his mind, and it was definitely not as simple as not taking a fancy to Gu Jinyan, but it must be related to Gu Jinyan, Thinking of Gu Jinyan's abnormality in the middle of the night, the dead-faced phone call had to ask Lin Mo to introduce him to him, this is not a classic episode at the beginning of a romance novel, these two people are a little interesting.
So after getting on the train, Lin Mo Nian originally wanted to hug her daughter-in-law to reminisce about those years, but Lu Yinyin kept sending messages there, until Brother Nian couldn't stand the loneliness of not being accompanied by his daughter-in-law, so he took her mobile phone and prepared to confiscate it, to see who she was chatting with, but after reading the chat, she couldn't help but have black lines on her head.
It turned out that Lu Yinyin sent a message to Xuan Yue, and re-promoted her little Gu Jinyan, and started talking about it from kindergarten, briefly talked about Gu Jinyan's emotional experience again, and also said that Gu Jinyan liked her as a joke to Xuan Yue, it is estimated that Gu Jinyan would be sad to death if he knew that Lu Yinyin had been treating it as a joke, but in the end, Lu Yinyin reiterated that Gu Jinyan was actually a little boy who didn't know what he liked at all, don't be confused by his surface, as long as you like it, you will be brave enough to chase it.
You think this is the end, Lin Mo Nian waited to read them one by one, and then sent another message to Xuan Yue, "What your cousin said above is all true, Gu Jinyan's funny physique is also pretending to be an uncle in front of a child like you, if you really like it, you can continue." ”
After Xuan Yue was bombarded with one short message after another, she saw her cousin's concluding speech, and she was really powerless to complain, how could she say that she didn't like Gu Jinyan to believe that she was also drunk, so it was really difficult to say that Luohua was intentionally ruthless, and it was really difficult to say about feelings, sure enough, Gu Jinyan's feelings for Lu Yinyin were just a one-man show of his own wishful thinking, Xuan Yue hurriedly replied to Lu Yinyin with a very brief message before she was busy with work, "Dear Sister Yinyin, I'm going to work, don't read it, you can talk about it when you come back." ”
And Xuanyue's work today is usually to go out with the planning department to go out on a mission, the work of the traffic police team is not over yet, she has to continue to follow to observe and learn, by the way, to help her colleagues, but because Xuanyue was alone yesterday, today's planning manager Huang Wenxian directly went out to pick up Xuanyue after knowing what happened yesterday, everything seems to be in a hurry, Huang Wenxian had something to do yesterday and couldn't leave, otherwise Xuanyue would not have met Gu Jinyan by chance, and then a lot of things happened later.
I don't know if it's providence or coincidence, Huang Wenxian specially let Xuan Yue sit in his car in the morning, along the way, Manager Huang tried his best to talk endlessly, which caused Xuan Yue to laugh from time to time, because they are colleagues and work in the same company, although Xuan Yue rarely deals with Huang Wenxian in ordinary times, but Huang Wenxian's humorous and humorous mate selection standards are extremely high and are well-known in Linmo Media, so that nine out of twenty are still alone, Xuan Yue didn't think about anything else at all, thinking that Huang Wenxian is usually like this.
After sending Xuan Yue to the place of work, Huang Wenxian took the lead in leaving because he was also busy with work, but before leaving, he said to Xuan Yue, "Editor Xuan, you wait for me here after work in the afternoon, I happened to pass by here after work, and I will send you back by the way." ”
Xuan Yue hurriedly waved her hand and said, "Manager Huang, I won't bother you, if the afternoon ends early, I can take the car back by myself, I don't have to trouble you running around, I'm very embarrassed." ”
Huang Wenxian said, "If you say that, you will see the outside, but Editor-in-Chief Lu specially asked me to take care of you more in the past few days, I am sorry for the facts yesterday, so it is decided, I will come to pick you up in the afternoon." ”
After finishing speaking, she drove away, Xuan Yue pouted a little reluctantly, I don't know what was going on, anyway, just this time, Xuan Yue felt that Huang Wenxian's eyes looked at her and made her feel uncomfortable, but she couldn't tell what it was like, she didn't want to continue to stay in the same space with Huang Wenxian, and if she saw that it was okay in the afternoon, she would leave early, and said that the editorial department had a temporary emergency, and the leader asked her to go back.
Thinking like this, Xuan Yue threw herself into the new day's work, as for the colleagues muttering behind their backs about their leaders personally driving her over in the morning, they didn't know at all, Huang Wenxian's intentions were obvious to them, this is the old cow wants to eat tender grass, and he fell in love with Xuanyue, a little girl who had just graduated, and then Xuan Yue followed Lu Yinyin's ass every day on weekdays, one by one, Sister Yinyin, Sister Yinyin screamed, and just came to the company and directly took over Lu Yinyin's work. Lin Monian's magazine "The Road of the Heart" specially run for Lu Yinyin is impressive, this little girl is not small at a glance, Huang Wenxian is preparing to climb the high branches, anyway, where there are people, there will be public opinion, and it will not be able to avoid chewing the root of the tongue behind others.
When I was about to get off work in the afternoon, the autumn rain came as scheduled, Xuanyue came out in a hurry in the morning, forgot to bring an umbrella, and couldn't slip away if she wanted to, so she could only wait for Huang Wenxian to come and pick her up, because her colleagues said that other cars couldn't sit down, Manager Huang specially told him to come and pick her up later, so they went back first, Xuanyue wanted to scold people directly, but she endured it, and if she couldn't bear it, she would make a big plan, Lu Yinyin was not in the company, she didn't support her, and when Lu Yinyin came back, she had to sue her.
Thinking of sitting in the same car with Huang Wenxian again for a while, Xuan Yue couldn't help but sigh, forget it, just sit down, it's good for people to brave the heavy rain to pick her up, what else did she complain about, but what was more dramatic was that Huang Wenxian was blocked on the road, and before he arrived at the traffic police team, our police uncle Gu Second Uncle took the lead in returning to the traffic police team.
Needless to say, as soon as he entered the door, Gu Jinyan saw Xuan Yue standing in the hall and stupidly looking at the rain curtain outside the window, looking at the past from Gu Jinyan's point of view, this girl was like a beauty who came out of a painting, wearing a milky white knitted skirt, and also wearing a retro small round hat, which directly blended with the hazy rain and fog, just a back can captivate the country and the city, and the softness in Gu Jinyan's heart was touched again in an instant, even Gu Jinyan himself felt very magical, how could he have a strange feeling in his heart when he saw this girl.
It wasn't until a long, long time later, that Gu Jinyan was already a husband and a father, and finally knew that the original feeling was called heartbeat, but at that time, everything had already been exhausted, and this was a later story, where did Gu Jinyan understand these things in front of him, a proper straight man of steel, he didn't understand what feelings were at all, and after seeing Xuanyue, he shouted in a loud voice from afar without the slightest hesitation, "Xuanyue, are you cured with a cold?" ”
Leng Buding's voice not only successfully caused Xuan Yue's eyes to look back, but also made the police uncles in the office poke their heads out one after another, looking at Gu Jinyan with full of inquiry, and when they saw the little girl Gu Jinyan was walking towards, there was a commotion for a while, and they shouted at Gu Jinyan, "Gu Jinyan, I said that you are in a hurry, why did you come back from work with Xiao Jia so quickly, it turned out that there was a beautiful woman waiting here, you kid can." ”
These words made Xuan Yue, who had met Gu Jinyan again, a little embarrassed, and couldn't help but blush, and looked at Gu Jinyan a little helplessly, this little look made Gu Jinyan's heart instantly happy again, and he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Can you stop coaxing, scaring other little girls, come on, hurry up and get busy with you." ”
To be honest, Gu Jinyan didn't expect Xuan Yue to go back at this point, but he always had some expectations in his heart, but he didn't expect to rush back all the way back Xuan Yue really hadn't left yet, and then he wanted to call today to ask her if she had a cold, but he actually found that Xuan Yue's phone couldn't get through, could it be that people regarded him as a strange Shu Huang, he was not familiar with it, he just met yesterday, although they had a mutual good friend Lu Yinyin, Gu Jinyan felt that he was thinking a little too much.
When Gu Jinyan walked to Xuan Yue's side, Xuan Yue reluctantly squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying at him, waved his hand and said, "Hey, Uncle Policeman, what a coincidence, we met again." ”
Gu Jinyan said, "Yes, have all your colleagues returned to the company again?" You're left with yourself again? ”
Xuan Yue still smiled awkwardly and said, "Yes, they will go back first, the company will have a car to pick me up later, I will be fine later." ”
As a result, Gu Jinyan said, "Then you call and say that you don't need to let your colleagues come over, let's go, I'm off work, and I'll send you back to Yuxie Pavilion by the way." ”
As she spoke, she took the lead in front of Xuan Yue, not giving her a chance to refuse at all, for the phone number of the police uncle who had just been blacklisted last night, Xuan Yue was really a little weak-hearted, and a little lucky that Gu Jinyan would not be able to call her, at this time, she could only follow Gu Jinyan out of her fate, and she was looking forward to Huang Wenxian coming over quickly, compared to sitting in a car with Huang Wenxian, Xuan Yue didn't want to have too much contact with Gu Jinyan at all, who knew that he was so familiar and called her when he saw her from afar, Xuan Yue's head was chaotic, thinking chaotically, when Gu Jinyan stopped at the door, she didn't notice when she took out the umbrella, and hit Gu Jinyan's somewhat hard back, and then couldn't help but cover her forehead and cry out in pain, and the roots of her teeth itched and shouted "Gu Jinyan" word by word
This voice also stunned Gu Jinyan, he really didn't stop on purpose, so he turned around a little nervously and said, "Xuanyue, are you okay, I'm sorry, I didn't stop on purpose." ”
Who knew that Xuan Yue's temper came as soon as he said it, and he had accumulated a bad mood for a day, as if all the causes were because of Gu Jinyan, so he suddenly became angry, took the umbrella in Gu Jinyan's hand, and left without looking back, yes, he left without saying a word.
Gu Jinyan stood on the spot in a daze, a little dumbfounded as Xuan Yue walked farther and farther in anger, and quickly ran out in the rain, shouting behind her, "Xuan Yue, slow down, wait for me." ”
It's a pity that Xuan Yue didn't even look back, she just walked forward vigorously, Gu Jinyan couldn't understand why such a strange creature as a girl was so good, this temper came as soon as it was said, Xuan Yue just accidentally bumped into him while walking, and hit his forehead, he could be so angry, Gu Jinyan felt that he was not wronged, in order to send her back, he didn't go into his office, and he didn't have time to change his clothes, Gu Jinyan couldn't figure it out, I really couldn't figure it out, how could one or two of them be like this, Lu Yinyin's temper was uncertain, He is used to it, but on the surface he looks quiet and quiet, he is definitely a lady's Xuanyue, this temper is definitely the same as Lu Yinyin, no wonder people say that things gather people in groups.