There is always some sadness that can make us grow up overnight and become another version of ourselves silently.

There is always some sadness, which becomes an eternal wound in the bottom of the heart over time, and it can't be healed.

There are always words that we never say to the person in question, but we always want to express the anger in our hearts in a way that he knows or doesn't know.

We always think that there is still a lot of time in this life to do those things that we have time to do in the future, to complete those regrets that have never been completed, so many things have been delayed again and again, many words have not been said for a long time, and many problems that need to be solved urgently in front of us have been pushed again and again, and we always feel that there are countless tomorrows in life that can be squandered.

But I don't want those so-called days to be long, always not as long as people are not as good as the impermanence of the world, many things that will have time to do in the future may be just a moment, and everything has become too late.

January 15, 2010, Tiancheng

Lu Yinyin was dressed in white, kneeling beside the coffin, from time to time using the oil lamp that had been lit, burning a few pieces of paper into the brazier, the tears seemed to have dried up overnight, his voice was already a little hoarse, and he looked at the familiar faces in the photo with a blank expression, his heart was grief-stricken, and his emotions were almost broken.

Ji Yunzhe, who was also kneeling next to her, looked vicissitudes and haggard, he hadn't slept for several days, and he hadn't eaten a bite of food for several days, and Lu Yinyin was coaxed by him to eat a meal on the train, and he hadn't eaten anything since he came here.

Looking at her current state again, Ji Yunzhe tugged at her arm and said, "Girl, go eat something, I'm guarding here, your physique is already poor, you're going to get sick, and your parents are busy again, be obedient and obedient." ”

Lu Yinyin is still silent and silent, since she came back yesterday afternoon, after his mother Lu Rujun finished saying that, she has been like this, not saying a word, just tears like beads with broken threads, crying all the time, and then looking at Ji Yunhao's daughter-in-law Chu Yan with an indifferent expression, that look was eager to kill her.

During this period, Lin Mo Nian called, she didn't answer, just sent him a text message back, and turned off her mobile phone, her current state doesn't seem to be suitable for talking to anyone, and naturally she can't be angry with irrelevant people, she can't wait to curse Chu Yan with the most vicious words in the world, and cut Chu Yan with a thousand knives in minutes, but in fact, she can't do anything.

This feeling is the most painful, because it is the daughter-in-law of her eldest brother whom she has been calling for twenty years, and the mother of her nephew and niece, who is still young, even if she hates it, she can't do anything.

Her eldest brother Ji Yunhao, 34 years old this year, his parents died overnight, his parents are here, even if he is old, he is still a child, his parents go, he has nothing overnight, and from then on he must force himself to grow up, to face all the disturbances, gossip, even if he is in pain, he still has to deal with his parents' aftermath calmly.

Lu Yinyin actually hates him, but he can't hate him, he is her relative, twenty-year-old Lu Yinyin has learned to try to hide his emotions in front of people, but he can't accept this sudden change, let alone the facts in front of him, why everything has become like this.

Many years later, time has passed, and when Lu Yinyin put on his wedding dress, he finally became a person. Wife, man. Daughter-in-law, for people. Queen Mother, she still hated Ji Yunhao and Chu Yan, but she gradually understood Ji Yunhao's situation back then.

Parents suddenly disappeared overnight, is he not alive anymore, or dies with Chu Yan, or divorces Chu Yan directly, his life will continue, he still has children to raise, he has the responsibilities and obligations that he needs to fulfill in this life, what can he do, he can only take care of the present, this is the helplessness and sadness of the adult world.

Lu Yinyin's eldest uncle, Ji Mingjie, and his aunt suddenly left this world, a world they had infinite attachment and longing for, and they were both knocked to the ground by a drunk driver, and they were out of breath at that time.

At around 2 o'clock in the afternoon on January 11th, Lu Yinyin was looking forward to Lin Mo Nian coming over to take her back to Micheng in Songcheng at that time, because the uncle said that they would go back before her, but he didn't want to wait for Ji Yunzhe, and her eldest brother Ji Yunhao was on a business trip in Jianggang City at the time.

That day was Ji Mingjie's youngest grandson's birthday, Chu Yan and the eldest aunt had a quarrel before, and they kept arguing as soon as they met, the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was in jeopardy, after the uncle and the eldest aunt moved out, Chu Yan finally stopped, plus the eldest aunt also once kowtowed to Chu Yan, the two quarreled and talked in a hurry, and said some bad things, Chu Yan was like a mad dog as soon as she saw the eldest aunt, and kept barking non-stop.

But the eldest aunt misses her little grandson, and thinks in her heart, such a soft and cute little baby, they all say that they are next generation, this is not false at all, if it weren't for Chu Yan not letting her continue to take care of the child, she would have more time to get along with her granddaughter and grandson, she should be at the age of teasing her grandson and raising her for the rest of her life.

The eldest aunt, who has always been loyal and honest, has not appeared in front of Chu Yan for a long time in order to maintain the harmony of the whole family, and every time Ji Yunhao goes to see her and Ji Mingjie, he goes behind Chu Yan's back to prevent her from letting her know that the eldest aunt has not seen her grandchildren for a long time.

Chu Yan is not so repulsive to Ji Mingjie, she is at home with children and has no job, Ji Yunhao often travels, and when Chu Yan has no money in her hand, she often reaches out and asks Ji Mingjie for living expenses.

Originally, it was very hard to take care of a child, Chu Yan didn't let her mother-in-law show her the child, she had to take two children alone, and it was really not easy to block herself, so Ji Mingjie would give her more money every time.

Ji Mingjie felt that it was originally a family, no matter what the eldest aunt and Chu Yan had before, they were still mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and they just took the opportunity of the little grandson's birthday to try to repair the relationship between the two.

Because the eldest aunt wanted to have a child, the uncle also intended to let her go with him to celebrate the birthday of the little grandson, and the old couple hit it off, because it was almost the New Year, the eldest aunt steamed all kinds of red bean buns, vegetable buns, and steamed buns to bring to Chu Yan, and the second elder also prepared the five thousand yuan saved by saving money this year to Chu Yan, and bought a few new clothes for the child during the New Year.

In the morning, the aunt also washed a clothesline of clothes, grinded leeks in the basin, chopped cabbage, and prepared to come back in the evening to make dumplings.

Ji Mingjie used his motorcycle to take his eldest aunt to his son Ji Yunhao's house, Ji Yunhao was not at home on a business trip, only Chu Yan stayed at home with the two children, originally pushed the door and saw Ji Mingjie coming to celebrate the child's birthday, Chu Yan was still pleasant, but when she saw her mother-in-law behind Ji Mingjie, Chu Yan's face immediately changed.

With a sad face, as if someone owed her money, she didn't even call her parents, the eldest aunt seemed to have expected Chu Yan to be like this, but she came to see the child, not to quarrel, so she didn't get angry in her heart when she thought about it like this, and then she wanted to hug her little grandson.

And the child has not seen the eldest aunt for a long time, and some recognize the birth, and cry loudly as soon as she wows, and then Chu Yan immediately became annoyed, pushed the eldest aunt away, and hugged the child.

scolded and scolded in her mouth, and asked her what she was doing here, turned her head and began to get dressed, wrapped the quilt on the child, and slammed the door without looking back, leaving only the uncle and the aunt looking at each other at home, the aunt couldn't help but blame herself a little, knowing that Chu Yan didn't want to see her, she really shouldn't have come.

The contradiction between the two did not ease, but became more and more intense, it was more than twelve o'clock at noon, Chu Yan had not come back, and the old couple who were inexplicably angry with their stomachs didn't know whether to leave or stay for a while, and finally Ji Mingjie led his aunt to a wonton shop across the road, and ate a bowl of chaos by himself.

After returning from dinner, Chu Yan and her two children still didn't go home, and they happened to meet the old neighbor at the opposite door, so the old couple went to sit down, and after some greetings and chats, the eldest aunt was a little sad and said what happened.

This is also what Lu Yinyin and her mother Lu Rujun went to later, and the old neighbors sighed at the sudden disaster of the uncle and aunt, and chatted about it, otherwise they wouldn't have known so carefully.

And didn't wait for Chu Yan to come back for a long time, at half past one in the afternoon, Ji Mingjie took his aunt to put down the things he brought, and then rode a motorcycle to return to the rental house, but halfway through, the motorcycle suddenly burst a tire, and the old couple got down and pushed the car one after another, ready to find a nearby repair point to repair it, but they never expected that it would suddenly fly into trouble.

Seeing that the two of them were about to walk to the motorcycle and electric car repair point not far away, they were suddenly driven by a small car from behind, and the two of them were knocked out fifty or sixty meters away, and the accident happened in an instant.

After that, Ji Mingwei, who was at work, received a call from the Tiancheng traffic police, because Ji Mingjie had an ID card on his body, and the mobile phone remarked that Ji Mingwei was his younger brother, and when Ji Yunhao could not be contacted, he dialed Ji Mingwei's phone, and the traffic police directly asked him to go to Tiancheng People's Hospital, but the specific situation was not explained.

Ji Mingwei then called Lu Rujun, who was also at work, and the two drove to Tiancheng in a hurry, it would have taken 4 hours to make a bus from Micheng to Tiancheng, and it would have been close to 3 hours to drive, and Ji Mingwei drove for two and a half hours to Tiancheng People's Hospital, he thought at first that Ji Mingjie was just injured and it was inconvenient to call, and he was afraid that his aunt would be worried and called him, but he didn't expect the traffic police to take him to the morgue and let him confirm the identity of the deceased.

Forty-seven-year-old Ji Mingwei was stunned for a moment, and cried bitterly, since his father died early, he said that the eldest brother was the father and the eldest sister-in-law was the mother, Ji Mingjie had already married a family at that time, and he saved money to marry Ji Mingwei to his daughter-in-law.

Lu Rujun was also a little at a loss, and quickly helped Ji Mingwei up, and said vigorously, "Don't let my sister-in-law know first, she has high blood pressure and is not in good health, I'm afraid she won't be able to accept it for a while." ”

But as soon as her words fell, the traffic police called them over again, so that the person who looked at the other bed covered with a white cloth knew the personnel department, these two people are together, Lu Rujun heard this, his heart chuckled, but he still barely stabilized his body, his fingers trembled and uncovered the white cloth, and when he saw the face of the lying man, Lu Rujun collapsed to the ground with a wow, cried loudly, and then knelt on the ground again, holding the hand of the eldest aunt, and said a little stupidly, "My sister-in-law's hand is still hot, why don't you save her." ”

Ji Mingwei also saw it, and the two of them couldn't accept it for a while, but they were persuaded out of the morgue by the traffic police, and then explained the specific process of the accident, because there was no camera at the place of the incident, which was all learned from the eyewitnesses at the scene of the incident at that time, the driver was drunk driving, saying that it was to avoid the opposite vehicle, and rushed to Ji Mingjie and his wife, who were walking forward on the sidewalk normally, and after getting out of the car to check the injuries of Ji Mingjie and his wife, he found that he was no longer breathing, and he called the police and surrendered.