(Girls' Literature)

I feel really bad in my heart now, and I feel very sorry for my mother! After my father passed away, I didn't do what I said at the beginning, give her a stable environment, give her a stable home, on the contrary, I have to let my mother worry about me every time because of some of my own things, and now I think about it, I really feel guilty about her! Mom is so old now, but in her old age, she hasn't waited for a more stable environment, and she has to worry about me every day, hey, even if it's my own problem!

But my mother still supports me, even if she understands now that Li Yunxiang's current situation is in the middle of the family, compared with the previous family situation, it is almost a world of difference, but my mother still didn't say a word, and still agreed that Li Yunxiang and I continued the relationship between the two of us, which made me feel that I still couldn't go in my heart, Mom, when can I let you live a comfortable life? When will I be able to fulfill my promise? I really, really maybe not be a good daughter, I didn't fulfill the promise I made to my father, Mom, I didn't take care of her, I feel even more sad when I think about it! A feeling of sadness came at me, from the soles of my feet to my head, and I could barely breathe.

Mom still came to send me my household registration book, and it wasn't sent to me! She came here and delivered it to me personally! This shocked me enough! Since the Chinese New Year to the present, I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and now I see it, much older than before, I think it's because of her own widowhood, every day I am alone in that house, watching the sun rise and set outside the window!

Just guarding the previous house alone, as well as these familiar furnishings in the room, there are every story of her and her father, as well as a trace of memories, of course, it will take a lot of work! At this evening, when I just got off the bus, I saw my mother standing at the gate of our happy new village, her hair fluttering in the sunset, and beside her, there was Tang Mimi, "That, my aunt called me, she knew that you were busy with work, so she didn't tell you first, just now you are off work...... "I understand, my mother must also want to come to see me, so she didn't tell me that she came here!"

Mimi said, I showed a good sisterly smile at her, "Mimi, Auntie, please go to dinner with Xiaoya!" "Mom held Mimi's hand, Mom and Mimi have a good relationship, when she and Dad came to the provincial capital for the first time, they were more familiar with Mimi. Of course, it's also because Mimi herself is a better sister to me, and it's no wonder that mom and her are naturally closer!

Mimi shook her head when she heard this, "It's okay, Auntie, you and Yaya haven't seen each other for a long time, let's talk, I still have to work the night shift at night......" Mimi said and waved at us, and walked in the direction of the pharmacy. At this time, only my mother and I looked at each other with our eyes facing each other, without speaking or any words, I think in my mother's heart, it must be uncomfortable. We two mothers and daughters, standing on such streets!

I looked in the direction of Li Yunxiang's milk tea shop, his shop was more conspicuous, it happened to be at the entrance of Happy New Village, I think my mother also saw it! "Come, child, mom will take you to dinner, you see, you have lost weight again!" Seeing me standing there in a daze, my mother grabbed me, and we walked to a restaurant together, speechless all the way, but I turned my face and tried it with the back of my hand, the tears that just flowed out of my face, I was afraid that my mother would see it, but at this time, I still couldn't help but want to wipe my tears!

"Come, Yaya......" Mom said, handing me the recipe in her hand, I hurriedly took it, "Whatever you want to eat, you just order, don't worry, Mom's money is still relatively sufficient......" I opened the recipe and returned it to Mom, "Mom, you can order, I can eat anything!" Mom smiled at me, "You kid, what are you polite to your mother, okay, mom order mom, mom order, anyway, what you like to eat, mom knows everything, I'll take a look, my daughter seems to love this, this ......"

There was a warm feeling in the hotel, and the soft light hit my mother's face like this, and the softest place in my heart was hit again for no reason, completely hit! Mom took out reading glasses from her bag, brought them up, and carefully looked at the recipe in front of her, "Okay, my daughter loves to eat this, this ......" She read it in pieces, called the waiter, and began to order, and in front of each dish, she was still used to adding, "This is my daughter's favorite ......" I looked at her face, this is a face I was so familiar with before, this is also a face I often dream of in my dreams, this is also when I am hurt, when I am sad, A face that will be seen!

And the words that came out of her mouth in pieces, after so many years, my mother would always remember exactly what I liked to eat and what I didn't like to eat, but what about her favorite dishes? I don't know anything about myself, for my mother, maybe I still have a lot of things that I can't do well, people are like this, my mother can clearly remember my preferences, but for her preferences, I still don't know anything as always! I guess that's the difference between me and her, the difference between all daughters and mothers.

So me, what else is there to say! When the dish was ordered, my mother handed the menu in her hand to the waiter! "You have such a good memory, what your daughter likes to eat, you remember it so accurately!" The waiter checked the menu and smiled at her mother. Mom nodded, "Yes, I remember what she likes to eat when I was a child!" The waiter's words made me involuntarily lower my head again. My heart is starting to feel sad!

Well, my mom remembers my favorite food so well, but I still don't know anything about my mother's favorite food, which makes me feel bad in my heart again! "Look at you, I know that you have some similarities with your father, you forget everything at work, even eat, look at you, you're thin again, you can't be skinny anymore, your body still needs to matter......" Mom said, patting my palm! My daughter is working so hard, I know, but I need to pay more attention......"

I smiled hard and nodded, "No, I'm not very busy with my work now, Mom, sometimes, it's my own bad memory, I forget to eat......" Every time we meet, my mother and I have to shush and ask about the warmth, ask me about everything I am now, sometimes for my mother's inquiry, before me, I always feel a little nagging, but now I still feel that my mother's nagging is quite warm, and it is quite warm, almost warm, almost to my heart! These words made me want to cry again!

When my mother looked at me, she couldn't help but cover her mouth, and at this time, the dishes were all served on the table, "Okay, girl, don't talk about it, you hurry up and eat, come and eat while it's hot......" I lowered my head, almost buried my head deep in the bowl, I gulped down the rice, ate the vegetables, I didn't look up, I was afraid that my mother would see that I was crying now, but at this time, my tears still fell involuntarily from my eyes, dripping into the bowl. Mom, just hearing your voice makes me feel very uncomfortable.

I didn't raise my head to look at my mother, but there was also a sobbing sound from my mother's side, to be precise, the sound of sniffing, knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu, my mother must also understand my current situation, she just put the dishes on the plate, chopsticks and chopsticks into my bowl, the dishes in my bowl are like a high mountain, "It's delicious, child, everything else is outside the body, remember, as long as we are still there, we are not afraid, we are not afraid of anything, come, eat more, eat fat." ……”

Well, this lady in front of me is my dearest person! At the same time, I am also the one who knows me best, or in that sentence, I am still a piece of meat that fell from her body, just like this, she can always see my heart for the first time, and can peek into my real inner world! Totally snooping!

I'm almost transparent in front of her, and her presence proves that my disguise has almost no effect, and I understand that in my mother's opinion, I can never hide any careful thoughts in front of her, right? That day was the most tasteless meal I had this year, although the dishes I ordered were my favorite food! After eating, my mother took the household registration book out of her bag and put her hands in my hands, "Come, put it away, my daughter has grown up, and it's time to take this step!" "I looked at the household registration book in my mother's hand, a strong flow of people surging in my heart, I feel that my mother at this moment, as if she is completing a ** and solemn handover ceremony, yes, yes!

It was completely dark, and winter evenings were always so short.