Chapter 139: The Pain of the Rest of My Life

However, when he thought of Lin Anyan, Lin Pengfei felt very relieved.

Although she was raised by Su Jiaping alone and lacked the company of her father, she still grew up so good and became the top student in the city's college entrance examination this year. Speaking of this, although he is an uncle, not a father, but he also has a light on his face, and he feels very proud whenever he talks about it with relatives and friends.

"You and me, don't talk about this so much. Besides, I didn't often take her out to play because of you, I really liked her, she was well-behaved and cute. In addition, she has a good relationship with An Hao, and the two have been very fun since they were children, just like when we were children. Anhao also needs playmates, and I came to her to play with my daughter. She reads like you, she is diligent and studious, a top student, and her grades have always been so good. ”

Lin Pengfei remembered that in the past, he felt that as an uncle, he was not able to sponsor their mother and daughter, and now he feels a little guilty when he thinks about it.

"Yes, she has been so smart and studious since she was a child. I remember that when she was two years old, she could recite many ancient poems clearly. ”

Lin Tengfei now has no place for his son in his heart, and his memory is suddenly full of things that happened when Lin Anyan was a child.

He still clearly remembers that when she was young, she recited the first poem she could memorize in her life in front of her, which was "Goose".

"Goose goose goose, song to the sky, white hair floating green water, anthurium plucking clear waves." Her immature childlike voice, her serious and flattering expression, and her beautiful and lovely appearance had softened his heart into a puddle of water at that time, and now he missed it even more when he thought of it.

However, he also clearly understood that the father-daughter relationship between himself and Lin Anyan could never return to the same as before.

He regretted it, regretted what he had done. However, there is no regret medicine in the world.

This will be a pain for the rest of his life.

Compared with the complicated and sad mood of Lin Tengfei and the two brothers at this time, the atmosphere on Lin Anyan's mother and daughter side was much happier. Because both of them will have a day off tomorrow, and each has its own wonderful show.

Lin Anyan's program was arranged the day before, and he was going to follow Nan Junyao and Wang Xiao to Shao Yecheng's house for dinner, and Li Ruochen's family of three also went. Of course, it won't take more than a day to eat, and the rest is the date time for the two.

Thinking of being able to stay with Nan Junyao, her heart was sweet and she was looking forward to it.

As for Su Jiaping, Jiang Ning originally wanted her to travel to Guilin by car for three days. However, Su Jiaping was worried that Lin Anyan would spend the night at home alone and was a little uneasy, so she didn't agree, so she changed it to a day trip to Zhuhai.

In fact, Lin Anyan has always wanted her mother to travel to other places, because of the great beauty of the motherland, her mother has not had the opportunity to go. Although I heard my mother say that my father took them to play before, I can't remember anything about it, and I believe my mother is about to forget it.

She had already seen the landscapes of Guilin in her elementary school language books, and she thought it was particularly beautiful, and she felt a little regretful that her mother didn't make it because of her relationship.

Mom has been living a hard life with herself over the years, and now she has grown up and is about to enter the university, she hopes that her mother can live for herself from now on and enjoy her own beautiful life.

Originally, Lin Anyan told her mother very seriously that if she was not worried about being alone at home, she could go to her uncle's house to sleep with her cousin, or ask her cousin to come to the house to sleep with her. However, Su Jiaping still said that she would go again in the future, there will still be many opportunities in the future.

Su Jiaping actually has her own ideas. She thinks that although she and Jiang Ning have known each other for a long time, they are only now really walking together and falling in love, and it can be said that there are not many days of contact.

If the two of them go to Guilin alone, they will definitely have to find a place to spend the night. If you ask Jiangning to open two rooms, it seems a bit out of sight, but if you open one room, then the development speed is a bit fast. If it's not good left or right, then don't go at all.

Besides, she is really worried that Lin Anyan is at home alone, although she has grown up, she, as a mother, feels that her daughter will always be a child in her eyes.

So she thought that if she really went to Guilin, she could wait until Lin Anyan went to college. At that time, if he and Jiang Ning developed smoothly, they should have a very close relationship.

Jiang Ning actually proposed, seeing that Su Jiaping didn't want to go to Guilin, he didn't force her. So I suggested going to Zhuhai, I heard that there are many small islands there, and there are fresh seafood to eat. If you go here, it only takes more than an hour to take the Pearl River Delta Ring Expressway, and you can easily go back and forth in a day.

Su Jiaping readily agreed this time, because she heard that Zhuhai is very beautiful, and the focus is on the sea. She had always wanted to see the sea, but she didn't have the chance.

Lin Anyan saw that her mother was finally willing to go, even if it was a one-day trip, she was still very happy, even happier than going to play by herself.

She said to her mother, "Mom, you have to dress beautifully and show your charm." However, my mother, even if she wears a random dress, is so beautiful. ”

In Lin Anyan's mind, his mother is the most beautiful mother in the world.

Su Jiaping looked at her happy daughter, and was very moved, it seems that if she lives well, her daughter will be happier. Yes, the hard days are over, and you can live your life to the fullest, eat what you should eat, play what you should play, and live every day happily.

Life is short, half of your life is over in the blink of an eye, and if you don't cherish it, you will be old.

Early the next morning, Su Jiaping still made breakfast before going out. As for her, because the time of today's itinerary is also very relaxed, Jiang Ning plans to pick her up and drink morning tea at the restaurant before setting off for Zhuhai.

Su Jiaping deliberately wore the dress she bought last time in Hong Kong City. Because this dress is too expensive, she has always been reluctant to wear it. Since her daughter wants to wear herself beautifully, she doesn't hesitate to put it on when she goes out.

When she went downstairs and passed by the garden of the community, because the old people got up early, there were already many old people gathered together to do simple exercises.

When they saw Su Jiaping wearing such a good look today, they couldn't help but step forward to exaggerate.

Especially Grandma Wang and Grandma Li, they are usually very familiar with Su Jiaping, and they are not polite to her, they reached out and touched their clothes, and said repeatedly: "The material is comfortable and good-looking, how much does it cost?" ”

Of course, Su Jiaping didn't dare to say the price, and if she said it, she wouldn't scare them to death. You must know that I was also taken aback by this price at that time, but because of Zhang Xiaoyang's appearance of bullying that he couldn't afford it, the mother and daughter bought it without hesitation.

"Hey, when you wear this dress, you look even younger, and you look like a girl in her twenties." Grandma Wang said with a smile.

Although Grandma Wang is very old, she is also a beauty-loving person, and she usually dresses herself up very well. Seeing that Su Jiaping is in her forties, she is still so young and beautiful, she is also very envious.

"yes, yes, it's so good-looking, I can't tell how old you are now." Grandma Li also smiled and agreed.

In the past, Grandma Li also tried to introduce men to Su Jiaping many times, because she felt that Su Jiaping was so beautiful and had a good character, it would be a pity if she had been living alone.

Especially after her nephew divorced last time, she kept looking for Su Jiaping, telling her how good her nephew was, but Su Jiaping refused politely.

Su Jiaping refused many times, so Grandma Li didn't introduce her. However, a few days ago, she also told Su Jiaping that now that Lin Anyan is ready to go to college, it is better to find someone to live again, otherwise she will be very lonely in the future.

Unexpectedly, Su Jiaping said that she had found it, and she was happy for her.

Su Jiaping is usually very good to the elderly, and sometimes the delicious snacks made at home will be brought to the garden of the community for the elderly to eat. So these old people also care about her.

"You're wearing so beautiful today, are you going on a date?" Grandma Li asked jokingly.

"That's right, I'm going to Zhuhai with my friends today." Su Jiaping said with a smile.

"You really should have a good time, you've had a hard time all these years." Grandma Li said with a sigh.

"Isn't it the one waiting at the door, it's good-looking." Although Grandma Wang is old, she still saw a shiny car that had just been parked at the entrance of the community, and a man walking out of the car.

Although the man looks a little darker, his facial features are upright, his clothes are neat, and his hair is well groomed, and he still looks a little handsome and a little manly.

Su Jiaping looked at the door, and sure enough, Jiang Ning came, so he stopped chatting with the old people, and walked towards the door with elegant steps.

Jiang Ning saw Su Jiaping today, her face was ruddy, and her face was full of spring breeze, especially the blue long skirt, which made her even more graceful when she walked.

Jiang Ning couldn't help but be deeply attracted by Su Jiaping, and her heartbeat accelerated a little, she was so beautiful.

However, when he saw the doorman, Su Jiaping was about to walk to him, and he was still looking at Su Jiaping, and he was a little unhappy. It seems that usually, this janitor looks at her like this.

He thought that he should marry her home as soon as possible, and not have a chance to let this doorman stare at Su Jiaping again.

He seems to have forgotten that beautiful women are seen everywhere.

In fact, there is another person who can't move away from Su Jiaping, that is, Lin Tengfei who is standing in an inconspicuous corner of Dongyuan Community.

Lin Tengfei didn't sleep all night last night, and he was in a depressed mood, so he came to Dongyuan Community unconsciously. He thought about whether Lin Anyan would go to the morning shift today, whether he would go out today, and he wanted to take a sneak look at her.

However, he waited for a long time, but he didn't see Lin Anyan go out, but he didn't expect to see Su Jiaping, a very beautiful Su Jiaping, like a rose in full bloom.

In fact, he always knew that Su Jiaping was very beautiful, but he didn't expect to dress up more stylishly, and the years didn't seem to have left traces on her body.

Until Su Jiaping got into a man's car, he still didn't leave, his eyes kept looking at the direction she left, and a bitter taste surged in his heart.

Those who don't cherish themselves will be cherished by others.