Lin Xun sat in this ward for a day, and went out at noon, still buying porridge for Li Wei. Now Li Wei can only drink some light porridge, and at about four o'clock, Jian Anan called and said that she had boiled some porridge in the dormitory and sent it over, and asked Lin Xun not to go out to buy it for her.

Li Wei slept in the afternoon, and Lin Xun didn't feel sleepy. She wanted to sleep too, but all sorts of things were spinning around in her head to keep her awake.

She wanted to go out for a walk, even if it was a walk around the front of the hospital. It's a quarter past five o'clock now, and maybe Jian An'an and Chen Chu will come over later. She took a look at Li Wei, who was watching a TV show, and she was watching the show now to relieve her boredom.

Lin Xun wanted to speak and stopped. Li Wei turned her head to look at her, frowning. "Lin Xun, are you bored, sitting here for so long."

"Ah, I, I'm not, I just want to go outside for a walk."

Li Wei smiled lightly, "Then you go out to breathe, don't get stuffy." ”

"Then I'm out?"

"Well, let's go."

After Lin Xun went out, Li Wei smiled lightly again. It's been a long time since she has laughed so easily, maybe it's because she saw that Lin Xun's little appearance just now was too cute, or maybe it's because she experienced the feeling of being loved again today.

Lin Xun didn't know where to go, she walked out of the hospital door and turned back. Do you really want to get out and walk around or for some other purpose? Maybe even she doesn't know.

When Lin Xun walked to the gate again, Li Qian happened to come in. Lin Xun panicked when she saw her, she wanted to pretend that nothing happened, and the two passed by each other, but her heart made it impossible for her to do this. After Li Qian walked past her, Lin Qian hesitated for a moment to keep moving forward. After the two of them were separated by a short distance, Lin Xun turned around.

Lin Xun cautiously followed behind Li Qian. The first time he did this kind of thing, Lin Xun felt his heart beating fast and violently, and even suspected that he heard his own heartbeat.

Lin Xun saw that Li Qian did not go up the stairs, but entered the far right in front of the hospital gate and turned right. Lin Xun saw her enter the middle ward. There are a total of five wards in this column, and there is a long horizontal column in front of this column, which is in a T-shape.

Lin Xun just stood around the corner, showing his head and watching quietly. Should she go over and take a look?

Pretending to visit a sick person? They don't know me anyway. Lin Xun thought like this, and after stepping out of one foot, his body had not yet gone out, and his foot retracted.

But don't look at the chaos in your heart. If you see what you don't want to see, your heart will be even more uncomfortable. "What the hell are we going to do?" Lin Xun muttered quietly.

"Xiaoqian, I'm going home later, I'm afraid I'll delay your work if you run like this."

"Uncle, don't delay."

Song's mother sat on the side peeling apples, and Song Xi chatted happily with Li Qian, either as her daughter or as her future daughter-in-law.

Mother Song divided the apple in half and gave Song Xi and Li Qian half each. "Come to Xiaoqian, eat some apples."

"Okay, thank you, Auntie."

"You're welcome."

Song Xi turned his head to look at his wife and said, "When will Xiaocheng come over?" ”

"Maybe we'll have to wait a little longer, he just called and said he'd come over after the meeting."

Lin Xun stepped out, and the closer she got to the ward where Song Xi lived, the faster Lin Xun's heart beat faster, and her whole person seemed to be in a state of excitement.

"Xiaoqian, you talk to your Uncle Song, I'll pack up my things and take out the garbage."

Li Qian hurriedly got up from the chair, "Auntie, I'll help you." ”

Mother Song waved her hand down twice and motioned for her to sit down, "I'll come by myself, talk to your uncle for a while, and relieve his boredom." ”

Li Qian had no choice but to sit down and continue to chat with Song Xiyou.

Lin Xun pretended to walk past the ward, slowing down as she passed, and she looked through the glass above the door frame. Li Qian sat on the stool under the bed, the man sitting in the hospital bed.

Lin Xun felt that he was about to suffocate, he was so similar to Song Cheng. Lin Xun turned his head and walked back and forth again. When she first arrived at the door of the ward this time, Mother Song opened the door, Lin Xun was so frightened that she covered her heart and jumped in place, she didn't know whether to go forward or backward to the side of the horizontal ward.

Mother Song looked at this little girl in front of her, did she open the door and scare the passers-by. Lin Xun looked at her for a few seconds, and Song's mother smiled at her, as if to comfort Lin Xun.

Lin Xun knew that her face was red again, and she felt a wave of heat on her body. "I, I am, I'm passing through." She stumbled and squeezed out the words.

"I know" Mother Song is now amused by her, this little girl is quite cute, if Lin Xun's appearance is seen, she thinks that Mother Song bullied her.

Lin Xun is nervous now, the person in the ward is so similar to Song Cheng, could it be Song Cheng's father, then the aunt in front of him is likely to be his mother. "Yes, I'm sorry."

After apologizing to her, Lin Xun went in the direction of the horizontal ward, and she quickened her pace, quickly leaving the sight of this person who might be Song Cheng's mother.

"Wen Rong, what's wrong?" Song Xi and Li Qian heard the sound outside and saw Song's mother standing outside the door talking to a girl, because Song's mother was standing in the middle of the door, and the door was closed again, and the people inside couldn't see Lin Xun's face clearly.

"Nothing." Song's mother's surname is Wen, and the word banyan is used.

Lin Xun turned to the right side of the horizontal row, stopped around the corner, patted his chest, and was frightened.

After Song Cheng finished the party, he asked his assistant to stop working at night and go to pick up his father from the hospital. Wait for the old man to be discharged from the hospital, no matter how busy he is, I will accompany him to have a meal at home tonight.

Today is the only time in Songcheng's time that he returned from work when it was still light. Every day, I either stay in the company until late at night or drink late at night in the hotel.

Song Cheng parked the car in the hospital parking lot, and he saw that Li Qian's car was also parked there. He sighed helplessly. He didn't know what Li Qian did. Or maybe he knew it a long time ago.

The two fathers have been friends for many years, and they live not far apart. He and Li Qian also grew up together, similar to Feng Zikai. Li Qian has liked to follow him and Feng Zikai since she was a child, in fact, everyone knows that she likes to stick to Song Cheng.

When they were ignorant when they were children, adults liked to joke about him and Li Qian, saying that when they grew up, let Li Qian be Song Cheng's daughter-in-law.

Although this kind of joke is no longer there after they are sensible, but seeing that Li Qian likes to follow Song Cheng like this, she is secretly laughing in her heart.

Li Qian didn't do it too obviously before, and the behavior she did to Song Cheng was still very subtle, Song Cheng secretly refused many times, but Li Qian didn't know, Song Cheng couldn't help it, no matter how you say it, everyone can be regarded as childhood sweethearts who grew up together, and it's not good for everyone to hurt their feelings. Besides, there are still elders of the two families, and if the juniors make a bad trouble, it will also hurt the harmony of the two families.

But since Song Xi was hospitalized, Li Qian came over every three or five times, either to make soup or deliver food. did more than his own son. makes people think that she is doing her filial piety for him, but doesn't this cross the line? Let the elders feel that Tamen has an impure friendship between the two.

Song Cheng couldn't do anything except remind Li Qian, but Li Qian pretended to be deaf and pretended not to hear anything, and his own Lao Tzu protected her like this.

After Lin Xun calmed down, he wanted to leave and go back to Li Wei's ward. But when she took a step and showed half of her head, she immediately shrank back.

She saw Song Cheng coming over.

Lin Xun just lay around the corner and looked at him secretly.

His hair was cut off, much cleaner, and he wore a khaki suit. Compared to in the town, his face looked a little haggard. The youthful sunshine in the small town seems to have been replaced by the maturity of the old man. But he's still handsome.

He seemed to have a little more flavor now than he had before. Mature women pay attention to femininity, and mature men like him are more masculine.

No matter what kind of person he is, Lin Xun loves him so much. The way he looks now appeals to her even more. But think about it, not only her, but many other people who like him are attracted.

Lin Xun watched him enter the ward just now. She felt her whole body chill.

After Li Qian saw Song Cheng come in, her face didn't show anything, but she knew how excited she was in her heart. She knew that Song Cheng was very busy during this time, and she had almost no chance of meeting him. So he came to Song Xi almost every day, looking forward to seeing him. But I met once, or four days ago, when she came in and sat down, he said that the company had something to deal with and left.

But when she came over this morning, Aunt Song said that Uncle Song would probably be discharged from the hospital today. Before she came, she called Song Seok and asked him when he would come home, and she came back at the right time.

She didn't believe that Song Xi was discharged from the hospital and Song Cheng didn't come. Seeing him at this moment, Li Qian felt that her heart was about to jump out. Song Cheng has changed a lot during this time. More indifferent and tenacious than before, more mature.

The person she has always loved deeply, she seems so weak in front of him. She just needed someone like that who could hold her down. In front of him, she willingly became his little woman.

Song Cheng came in as if he didn't see Li Qian present, nor did he greet her, and he didn't give her a look.

But in Li Qian's eyes, Song Cheng did this to show that he was not an outsider in his eyes, and everyone knew each other well, just like his own family.

Song Cheng came in and asked his mother, "Are you ready?" He didn't ask Song Xi, since the old man was so happy chatting with Li Qian, he had a black face towards him, as if he was someone else's son. Then let him and Li Qian continue to be happy as father and daughter, and don't want to pay attention to him.

"It's all ready, just waiting for you to come."

"Hmm."

Lin Xun saw Song Cheng come out with them, holding a small bag of luggage in his hand. The two elders walked together, the aunt supported the uncle, and the woman walked obediently beside Song Cheng. Lin Xun looked at the group in a daze. The scene of such joy stung her eyes, and hot tears slipped down her face and fell to the ground, blooming.

Lin Xun wiped away her tears, but her mood could no longer calm down.

In this hospital, the laughter in the obstetrics, the life-and-death struggle on the operating table, and the hurried people from all over the country, it seems that everyone's heart is pressed by a big stone and cannot breathe. It's a place where the weak need love is concentrated, and it's also one of the most unforgiving places to witness death.

Hope and disappointment are always present at the same time, and the cycle is endless.

Lin Xun felt her soul wandering away in this place, and she dragged her body to walk in this place that was both heaven and hell. Can anyone tell me what to do?

What is the highest level of loving someone? Is it to stay together for the rest of your life or to say: I love you but what does it have to do with you?

"Lin Xun, Lin Xun......" Jian Anan looked at the dejected Lin Xun, she saw her when she first entered the gate. Jian An'an wondered: Could it be that I didn't shout loudly enough? She raised her voice and shouted a few times, but she didn't respond. Jian Anan didn't dare to call her anymore, and waited for the people around her to look at her. Jian An'an trotted over and patted her on the shoulder, "Lin Xun, are you deaf?" I can't hear it so loudly. ”

When Lin Xun saw Jian An'an holding a thermos flask, as if grasping the last straw, he hugged her and cried fiercely, "An'an, woo woo woo......"

Jian An'an's heart was broken, what kind of play was this, she was held by Lin Xun like this. The people around looked at it.

Crying loudly in this place, in fact, the people who watched it were more sympathetic from their hearts, thinking that this little girl or maybe her family had suffered some serious illness, and they couldn't bear the pressure in their hearts.

Jian Anan heard someone sighing around her, and even someone came over and said to them, "Don't cry, child, relax." ”

Jian Anan is the one who can't cry or laugh, isn't Li Wei just having gastritis, isn't this the day after tomorrow to go back? As for crying so sadly?

Jian Anan raised her right hand and patted her back slowly, "Good, don't cry, Li Wei, she can clean up and go back after hanging sugar water for two days, I promise not to quarrel with her when I go back, don't cry, ah." Besides, the people around us are still watching, so that others think that it is not good if we have encountered some incurable disease. ”

Lin Xun slowly moved away from Jian An'an's body and looked at it quietly, as if there were really many people watching her cry, this is embarrassing. She took Jian An'an's hand and ran in the direction of Li Wei's ward, and stopped in the corridor.

"An An, do you have a mirror?"

"Yes, the makeup mirror, in the bag, I'll find it for you."

Jian Anan took it out of her bag and handed it to Lin Xun, Lin Xun looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were red from crying, and there were obvious tears on her face. "An An, what do you say, wait for them to be embarrassed to see me like this."

"What's so embarrassing about this, who hasn't cried yet? You didn't come into this world crying. Besides, you are crying so sadly for Li Wei, she must be moved. It makes me want to lie down and make you cry for me. ”

Lin Xun thought to himself: I'm not crying for this. But Lin Xun couldn't tell her what she was crying for. It would not be good if others knew about her affair with Song Cheng. After all, she did bad things and intervened in other people's feelings, how can this kind of thing be revealed.

"No, you can't let anyone else see it." Lin Xun was distressed and pouted. Jian Anan thought for a while, "Otherwise, I'll put on light makeup with you, and you don't usually wear makeup on your face." ”

Jian Anan took out a small box of cosmetics from her bag and put on makeup for Lin Xun in the corridor. "Tsk, your skin is really good, it's almost the same as not, unlike me, I followed the old man to the cemetery every day in the summer and summer, and people who don't know think I swam around from Africa and came back."

Lin Xun's mind was not on Jian An'an's complaints, and when she heard her say that she was the same as not wearing makeup, she was a little anxious, "Is there no difference between me and after I put on makeup?" Wouldn't that be able to be seen by other people? ”

"Oh, don't move, are you stupid, I'm complimenting, complimenting, do you understand? Compliment you on your good skin, trust my makeup skills. ”

Jian An'an put a light layer of lipstick on her, then took out the bottle of eye drops from her bag, and pressed Lin Xun's head to give her two drops. "You look in the mirror and see if it doesn't look like you've cried."

Lin Xun looked at herself in the mirror, Jian An'an also gave her eyebrows a little straightened, and the light makeup on her face was matched with a touch of lipstick, not to mention, this innocent face has a little bit of femininity.

"You are not allowed to tell anyone that I cried."

"Got it, mother-in-law, mother-in-law, with such thin skin, let's go."

Chen Chu arrived at the hospital about ten minutes faster than Jian An'an, and she came here from the tumor hospital. And Jian Anan came from the dormitory to deliver porridge to Li Wei.

Through the relationship of his mentor, Chen Chu found Director Liu, an expert in this area at that hospital.

When Jian Anan and Lin Xun came over, Chen Chu and Li Wei were discussing. Jian An'an grabbed Lin Xun and slowed down. Jian Anan heard what Chen Chu said, and arranged the operation as soon as possible.

By the time the two of them stopped to eavesdrop, the conversation was over. Jian Anan pushed open the door and walked in.

When Chen Chu asked Li Wei about her mother's case, Li Wei asked her mother to take a picture of all the information she saw a doctor with her mobile phone. After Chen Chu printed out the materials and gave them to Director Liu to read, he put them on Li Wei's bedside table like this at this time.

Chen Chu and Li Wei were frightened by Jian An'an, why didn't this person make a sound when he walked, after Jian An'an came in, Lin Xun behind him also followed.

Chen Chu frowned slightly: Why does this little girl still wear makeup, and she usually doesn't mess with this. When you see her eyes, you will still find traces of crying, and something is wrong with her in the morning.

Chen Chu also ignored her, and the first thing now was to deal with Li Wei's mother's illness first.

Jian Anan picked up the information on the table, "Who's?" She was a little panicked, could it be that Lin Xun cried so hard just now because of this?

"My mother's." Li Wei didn't hide it from them, after this incident, she knew that these people in the dormitory were lovely people. Although everyone has different personalities, they are all so kind in their hearts.

"Huh? Why don't you tell us? Such a big thing. Now she knows what Li Wei is doing this kind of work for, and she still embarrassed her like this before. Now it seems that she Jian An'an has done something to be sorry for others. "Li Wei, I'm sorry, I, I don't know, this, this." Jian Anan held this pile of information in his hand, looked at Li Wei for a while, and looked at it again for a while.

Li Wei knew what she wanted to say, "An An, you didn't feel sorry for me, and I haven't thanked you for helping me like this when I needed it." ”

Jian Anan lowered her head a little embarrassed by what she said.

"What are you talking about?"

Jian Anan almost said to Lin Xun, talking about the one you cried before. Fortunately, the words didn't come out of her mouth, but she promised Lin Xun.

Jian Anan handed the information to Lin Xun.

"And what are you going to do?" Jian An'an asked Chen Chu, who was silent, this guy didn't tell them if he knew, she looked at Lin Xun who was reading the information again, fortunately, she was not the only one who was hidden.

"I have contacted the hospital, and I plan to pick up my aunt for a detailed examination on the weekend, and the doctor will make arrangements."

Several people from different families and personalities gathered together at this time just to help the people who lived in the same dormitory with them.