Chapter 388: Regret

(Girls' Literature)

Tang Mimi's tone was a little choked as she spoke, and her voice didn't sound so normal, I understood that at the same time, I also believed that Tang Mimi's words must be true, "No matter who I like, as long as I want to bully you, then I will definitely disagree, absolutely disagree, don't even think about it, Yaya, you know, that's what I thought at the time!" That's really what I thought! ”

As Tang Mimi spoke, two bunches of tears like crystal grapes flowed out of her eyes, slowly falling on her cheeks, looking really sad. It turns out that Tang Mimi is not as heartless as I see, Tang Mimi's heart, there are also things I can't find, there are some Sahara that I can't explore, and there are some lonely territories that I can't find, of course, these are unknown, but at that time, I must have only cared about some of my own things, and I wouldn't care about these things.

I don't pay attention to whether some things are just the same as what I see, I'm sorry, as your friend for so many years, I really ignored this, I really didn't realize that some of my problems would be so prominent, I looked at Tang Mimi apologetically, and felt that I really didn't fulfill my responsibility. As I felt like she was her best friend, I didn't even see that her heart hurt so much!

"Mimi, I'm sorry!" I reached out to help her wipe the tears from her face. Mimi took my hand, "Yaya, you know what? The reason why I have always regarded you as a good friend is because you have never hurt me verbally, and as a beauty, you have not looked down on me, and you have not shown even the slightest arrogance in you as I want, even the slightest arrogance, you don't have these, I have seen these in my eyes and remembered them in my heart, so Yaya, although I sometimes compare two, but I am really not stupid, I can at least distinguish which ones are good and which ones are badI think I can distinguish between real friends and fake friends, so I think I can understand what you said! "I hugged Don Mimi, I hugged it tightly, I almost used all my strength!

Tears gradually blurred my eyes at some point, I didn't want to let go of my hand anymore, looking around this hut, thinking about these friends in the provincial capital, now only Tang Mimi is left by my side. In this hut, we spent spring, autumn, winter and summer, day and night, and sometimes, when our living expenses were not enough, we would give generously and give our money for each other.

In order to solve the urgent need, these are what we are willing and willing to do for each other, Mimi, maybe this is a friend, when the whole world doesn't believe me, you will still stand by my side without hesitation, as always, to support me, encourage me, and be willing to believe in me and accept me as before, no matter whether I am still the same as before, no matter how I will be evaluated and slandered, you are willing to believe me, Tang Mimi, I am really happy, fortunately with you, really! At least in such a sad mood, I'm not alone, really, I'm really not alone, it's good to have you, really, Tang Mimi, as long as you are there, I'm not afraid!

Maybe as there was a saying before, true love must be able to stand the test, but I think true friendship must also stand the test, just like me and Tang Mimi, after going through so many tests, after all, we still have to be together, never give up, she will still believe in me as always, and I am willing to believe in her consistently, but other people, maybe they will not be like us, but it will make it worse, not leaving a little room for each other, hey, It's really enough to think about these people, I don't think I will ever forget the faces of those people, these are good, of course I won't forget them.

In the past few days, I didn't go to work, and the early summer was gradually swallowed up by the sudden heat, leaving only some very disgusting heat and humidity, and the moisture in the air suddenly became so much, and the sudden increase in heat made people's hearts involuntarily bored. I suddenly felt how the world began to change so quickly, yes, although there is no spring, but there is still an early summer that I like, I can wear skirts, but I am not afraid of the heat and makeup, but happiness is obviously very short-lived, isn't it? I think it's not just the seasons, as long as it's anything beautiful, it's fleeting.

Even if you particularly like this early summer, you don't have any way to leave it, even if your heart is very unwelcoming to this upcoming summer, but you still need to face it, that is, this summer, is coming soon, whether you like it or not, whether you want it or not, this summer, is coming, at that time, you have to face your sweat, at that time, what you need to see is your red face, red ears, and the hot breath in your nose and lungsBut what can we do to reject these? What can we do to change that? There seems to be no way out.

What we can change is only to adjust our mood in the face of the coming summer, and only in this way can we have a better mood in the summer to accept that this is not a very pleasant summer. So the heat it brings, the helplessness it brings, and the stinky sweat it brings have to be accepted, although it is not very pleasant to accept, but there is no way to do it.

After two days of idle at home, I began to regret it again, I began to regret why I told Zhang Yefeng so rashly that I wanted to resign, hey, I think it was my own alcohol brain at that time, and I didn't think about it clearly, I want to be so strong, hey, I still think I'm very handsome, but now it seems that I am very stupid, very stupid, what should I do now? I still remember that Zhang Yefeng said something very pertinent to me when I was in such a crazy state, "You resigned, go crazy, what should you do with your mother, there is no source of income, how do you live!" It was like a mantra that rang in my ears all the time.

Hey, I'm really stupid to go home, if I don't like Lin Xiaomo, then I don't have to resign on Zhang Yefeng's side, and give up something for an outsider, I think it's very unworthy, especially not worth it, it's just stupid, but now that I say this, is it still useful to know this matter in hindsight? Zhang Yefeng's phone has not been called, I am looking forward to his text message coming in, to persuade me to continue to go to work, but often wait for nothing, sometimes I almost become a kind of auditory hallucination syndrome, almost hear the phone ringing, I think my phone is ringing?

I have a very frustrated feeling, I think Zhang Yefeng probably won't contact me anymore, no matter what, Zhang Yefeng's family is also a person with a head and a face, you can once, you can twice, if you are like this every time, how can people always tolerate you, how can people always have to pay for your words? It's all impossible, hey, it seems, I'm really going to lose my job this time, it's already a sure thing, but I just want to say that I was wrong, and I'll never be reckless in the future, but, maybe I don't even have the chance to regret it, and I have to face the fact that I'm going to be unemployed. Why was my brain so hot in the first place? Why don't you think about that?

I sighed softly, when I took the bank card and walked to the bank to remit money to my mother, I found that I now have less than 1,000 yuan left in my hand, hey, this 1,000 yuan, say not much, say less and not too much, but whether it is more or less, I feel that I need to find a job, I need to work hard, after all, the remaining money is no longer enough to continue to maintain my life for a month, I must work hard. When I walked out of the bank, I received a call from my mother, "Yaya, my mother has received your remittance, child, you always send so much money to your mother, do you have enough money on yourself?" Every time I asked about this time, my mother's tone was full of distress.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm doing well here, and I have plenty of funds. The job is stable, and I get along well with my colleagues, so don't worry, I'm very good here! I won't talk to you yet, I've been out for so long, I'm going back now, I'll do this first, and we'll talk later! I said and hung up the phone in my hand, because there was already a more clogged feeling in my throat, and my nose began to sour, which was a very uncomfortable feeling, and this feeling reminded me that I was about to cry, because I wanted to cry now, hey, Mom, it's really not that I want to lie to you, because I'm more miserable now, if I tell you now that my job is gone, and I'm unemployed, what would you think, I want to be on your side, I must have been anxious for a long time, but Mom, I think it's a meaningless worry, and I don't need to make you lose your soul because of my own affairs, so it's not worth it, hey, it's quite sad to think about yourself now, and I'm mixed to the point where I don't even have a unit.