At this time, Qing Jian also caught up, and I stood on the other side of the roof, looking at her condescendingly.

When the silent piano sounded again in the Shadow Pavilion, it was no longer an ordinary tune, and I plucked the strings with one hand, and the effect would indeed be much worse than playing with both hands, but it didn't matter if I could get them not to come near me.

Little by little, I moved towards the door, and as long as I could get to the door, then I would win.

"Do you know how to play the silent harp?" Qing Jian was also a little surprised to see me so skilled, in her heart, my identity had probably been guessed, but she still couldn't understand why I suddenly appeared to grab the piano.

I saw that I was almost close to the door, so I picked up the Jingyuqin and flew out of the door.

As a result, as soon as I landed, I saw a white figure fall in front of me.

This figure is all too familiar to me, the white clothes I dream of almost every night, the person I miss, just stand in front of me.

However, at this time, what other expressions can I make and how can I react?

I threw myself into his arms happily, and still complained to him about the pain and loneliness I had endured for the past six months.

Tell him again that I was useless and didn't keep our first child.

What to say?

I looked at him, and he didn't speak, but he still had that expression, yes, this expression of neither joy nor sadness.

In the past, I could keenly perceive the slightest change in his mood, but now, I obviously felt that he was very sad, but I ignored it.

It's not that he doesn't have emotions, it's that I've changed.

yes, I did change.

It became a little strange to me.

Is this me?

Probably, this is me.

I thought about it for a while, and finally, I said two words to him: "Get out of the way." ”

Yu Ge stood quietly like this, and then looked at me, no response, I know, Lin Xia and Qing Jian are standing behind me, no one came out to stop me again, I held Jing Yuqin, walked past Yu Ge, just walked over, I found my horse, I saw it was still leisurely grazing, I led it out.

Seeing Yu Ge turn around, he opened his mouth and said, "Xiao Lin." ”

I replied indifferently, "It's dead, she's dead." "Dead today, I will disappear tomorrow.

I carried Jingyuqin behind my back and turned over on my horse, I looked down and thought for a while, but decided to tell him, I said, "I'm sorry, I didn't keep the child." ”

Yu Ge raised his head, he looked surprised, he had never shown this expression, it seemed that he couldn't believe his ears, and he wasn't sure, but he didn't doubt the truth of my words, I saw this, I took the horse and turned around: "In the future, don't see you again." Then I rode away.

Unexpectedly, one day I would say to the song, don't say goodbye, this is something I couldn't have thought of before.

I heard the sound of horses' hooves behind me, and I turned around to see Yu Ge following me.

Actually, you don't have to chase me.

The child's matter has nothing to do with him, it is indeed my problem, I was arrested by Xia Zicheng with a trick, and I also ate poisoned food, in the past six months, Yu Ge has not given up looking for me, he really did not do anything wrong.

It's just that I don't think we have anything to talk about right now.

If it is scattered like this, it will be like this.

So, I didn't stop, he should have called me from behind, and I sped up in the back, plus it was dark, and I couldn't see it clearly, and gradually, I dumped him.

In the end, I don't know where I rode either.

Anyway, it was very deep in the mountains, and I couldn't find a way out, I was a little lost, I turned over and dismounted, and while walking, I felt that the mountain was not cold, and the more I walked, the more sad I felt.

I don't know why I'm crying, but I just feel like the tears can't stop falling.

When I was in the palace, I didn't cry, I didn't cry when I knew that my child was dead, and I didn't cry even when I was facing the song just now, but why, I just felt that the mountain was cold at night, and I was so fragile that I wanted to cry.

I can't stop at all.

It's like crying, you can cry all the grievances, unwillingness and pain.

"Don't cry, what the hell are you crying about, Luo Qinlin, are you stupid, are you stupid?" I muttered to myself.

In the middle of the night, it is estimated that it is rare to see people crying and scolding themselves, but fortunately, there are no people in the mountains at night, so no one sees me such a stupid scene.

However, the problem now is that I can't stop crying at all, I stopped, covered my chest, I couldn't breathe from crying, I held myself and slowly squatted down, I didn't want to go any further, I just wanted to stop here and cry a lot.

I'm Loqin Lin, and now there's nothing.

Without family, no friends, no favorite people, I am the only one left in the world, this loneliness from the sky, almost suffocating me, I am like a fish without water, jumping on the shore, thirsty and dying at any time.

But I'm still alive, and only the fact that I'm alive is so real.

I wiped away my tears and stood up, even though I didn't have anyone around, I had to keep going, just because I was alive and had to continue to struggle in this earthly world.

My horse was waiting for me not far away, it didn't run away, it knew how to return to me, and then stood silently, I touched his hair, took his reins, and said with a wry smile: "You will still be there." ”

The world is vast, the four seas are home, from today on, I can be regarded as truly free.

No worries, no restraints.

Everything is out of my control, and I don't have to think about any more Shadow Pavilion, Luanling Empire, or war.

Yu Ge also has a new apprentice, and everyone has a new beginning, so it should be a good thing.

Since it's a good thing, it's time to laugh, and I laughed out loud twice, feeling even more stupid.

And in the middle of the night, it's weird to do this, so forget it, I rolled over and rode forward.

I said to myself, "Little Gray Horse, how about you wander with me?" ”

Of course, my horse is unlikely to answer me, I am speaking to myself, the word wandering, it seems so familiar.

It's like going around and going back to where you started.

It's still such a late autumn, it's still the same nameless mountain, but now, I'm the only one.

Actually, it's good for me to be alone, after all, this freedom is what I want.

Where are you going tomorrow?

Let's go to Nanfeng for a turn, maybe, I can meet a few acquaintances, I don't know, a year has passed, how is Xiao Xue Yu, and the sisters of Sword Casting Villa, go and see, that's what I said to myself.

Of course, I don't seem to have much money left, and I have to go to work to earn a little money to add some clothes to myself, after all, winter is coming.

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