April 2007

In our life, we will always meet someone who we can't love, who will always belong to you, not how hard you ask for it.

I once saw such a passage: A person's biggest flaw is not selfishness, willfulness, brutality, and stubbornness, but paranoid love for a person who never loves himself.

Some people are only suitable for being the most familiar strangers, and it is better to meet each other than to forget a faint smile.

After Lu Yinyin read the letter written to her by Lin Mo Nian that day, her heart was still as stubborn and persistent as before, and she also added a little loss and sadness.

Knowing that it was impossible, he still couldn't stop the broken thoughts in his heart, and he was inexplicably excited and excited when facing Lin Mo Nian's approach.

Lin Mo wrote in his letter:

"Lu Xiaopang, the whole thing started after you went back to the dormitory, I said I wanted to talk to Zhong Yanan, and then I walked in front, and she kept walking behind me.

As I walked, I thought that you were so unrighteous and took me out of the dormitory pit, and I was inexplicably a little angry, and my brain was a little short circuit when I walked all my life, so I stopped.

Zhong Yanan probably didn't notice that I stopped, and when he continued to walk forward, he bumped into me, and you probably happened to see this scene, and all the people in our dormitory saw it.

After that, I helped her, and everyone misunderstood, so I can't push her down at once, I've always been kind.

As for what I talked to her, I also satisfied your curiosity, I made it clear to her that I don't like her, I have people I like, but she said who I like is my business, but she likes me is her business.

When she came to me every once in a while, gave me snacks and gifts, and repeatedly made overtures, I refused. What worries me the most is your attitude, I don't know what's going on, you are like a different person in front of me.

Anyway, we also have a deep revolutionary friendship that has been repeatedly knocked down by you, and I have always treated you as a sister, so I have always been abducted and bullied by you, and I have always been by your temperament.

I hope we will always be good friends, it is impossible for me to be with Zhong Yanan, I don't know why she misunderstood you, I also explained to her that I treat you as a sister, please believe me. - Lin Mo Nian"

Lu Yinyin felt that the most ridiculous thing was herself, she actually liked a boy who had always regarded her as her sister, and the last thing she lacked was her brother, so she immediately replied to him.

In a polite and detached tone, he wrote, "Lin Mo Nian: Thank you for taking care of me all the time, so it's good for everyone to make your words clear, Zhong Yanan's misunderstanding of me is because you frequently appeared in front of me and gave her wrong guidance."

Subconsciously, I was regarded as an imaginary enemy, and no one could accept the person they liked, and they would be kind to others all the time under their noses.

It doesn't matter who you treat me as a sister or who, and no matter who you like, in order for you to reduce unnecessary misunderstandings in front of the people you like, please restrain your behavior in the future, just as if we never knew each other.

I think the best state for us is to be strangers again, one and two wide, you take your Yangguan Road, I take my single-plank bridge, so it is the best. - Lu Yinyin"

When Lin Mo Nian, who was looking forward to seeing Lu Yinyin's reply, read the content of the letter, his face was as black as the ash at the bottom of the pot, and he explained his feelings, but the more he described it, the darker and darker.

The reason why he told Lu Yinyin that he had someone he liked was because he didn't want her to be cranky and psychologically burdened, thinking that he liked her, so he pestered her all day long.

Lin Mo Nian felt that if Lu Yinyin liked him a little, he would not match him and Zhong Yanan again and again, so he emphasized that he had someone he liked.

The reason why he told Lu Yinyin to treat her as his sister was that he hoped that she would not resist his kindness to her, that she could accept it calmly, and that she would not stay away from him.

Lin Mo Nian felt that there should at least be a reasonable relationship to maintain the connection between him and Lu Yinyin before Lu Yinyin didn't like him.

so that Lu Yinyin can always stay by his side and be taken care of by himself, so he used the wording sister.

As a result, Lu Yinyin, who didn't know his good intentions, stubbornly thought that Lin Monian just liked others, regarded himself as a sister, and was good to himself for this reason.

And even if he doesn't have someone he likes, and there is a Zhong Yanan in the middle, it is impossible for her and Lin Mo Nian to be together.

There is also the most important reason, Lu Yinyin, who has always been full of confidence, feels inferior, Lin Mo Nian can't even look down on a beauty like Zhong Yanan, even if there is no Zhong Yanan, he will not like himself.

Two people with their own thoughts, both self-righteous, felt that their thoughts were right, but never thought to ask each other.

After Lin Monian met Lu Yinyin many times and was treated as air, Lin Monian, who couldn't hold back, finally came up with a new trick.

Directly slapped a contract on Lu Yinyin's table, Lu Yinyin planned to ignore it, but he was still threatened, Lin Mo Nian said, "Lu Xiaopang, you know, if you don't sign it, I will immediately shout everywhere now, you will abandon it from the beginning, like the new and hate the old"

Lu Yinyin said angrily, "Lin Mo Nian, what the hell did I do to you?"

Lin Mo Nian said in a non-negotiable tone, "Lu Xiaopang, sign quickly, hurry up, or I'll shout."

As he spoke, he was about to stand on the podium, but he was dragged down by Lu Yinyin, who was quick-eyed, and he didn't even look at what Lin Mo had written, and signed his name with a brush.

After signing, Lu Yinyin said to him with special disgust, "It's really ten years in Hedong and ten years in Hexi, I was actually threatened by you, you are still the cold Lin Mo Nian a year ago."

Lin Mo smiled very happily and said, "Lu Xiaopang, I was infected by you, you will be my sister in the future, what do you have to remember to find your brother" After speaking, he took his baby contract and left.

Lu Yinyin has time to watch the content, it is nothing more than wanting to recognize her as her sister, Lu Yinyin doesn't care about it, just let everything go naturally.

Since Lin Mo Nian is willing to take care of herself, she is not disgusted by Lin Mo Nian's approach, why should she care about the result, she has not done anything to be sorry for the person who will like each other in the future.

Lu Yinyin, who buried his liking deep in his heart and tried to hide his emotions, and Lin Mo Nian, who tried to hide his liking for Lu Yinyin, were as good as before on the surface, but there were all kinds of pain in their hearts.

And the current relationship between Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian, every detail is intriguing and thought-provoking, but Lu Yinyin, who fell into his own careful thoughts, has never seriously thought about it.

The most beautiful April day in the world, the sun is warm on the body, after the second class recess exercises, Lu Yinyin, who was visited by the eldest aunt, looked particularly pale.

Lu Yinyin's listless appearance was soon noticed by Lin Mo Nian, who was walking towards the classroom together, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask her what was wrong, Lu Yinyin said weakly, "Guess what"

Lin Mo Nian said with questions, "Stomach pain? ”

"Why are you so good at guessing," Lu Yinyin said weakly.

Lin Mo thought it and said clearly, "You wait at the door of the classroom, I have something for you."

As he spoke, he walked quickly towards the second class of electromechanical, and Zhong Yanan, who was about to enter the classroom, saw Lu Yinyin standing at the door, and jokingly asked, "Lu Xiaomei, what are you doing standing at the door, being a door god?" ”

Before Lu Yinyin could answer, Lin Mo Nian went and returned, with an extra medicine box in his hand, Lu Yin Yin suddenly wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into, Lin Mo Nian was becoming more and more like her own brother, and even this medicine was always available.

Zhong Yanan also saw the medicine box in Lin Monian's hand, but he still pretended to be reserved and said, "Lin Monian, hello, looking for Lu Xiaomei?" ”

Lin Mo Nian replied with a grim face, "Yes, there is something to do with her"

And Zhong Yanan didn't have the slightest intention of leaving, Lin Mo Nian looked at Lu Yinyin, whose face was even more ugly next to him, and said, "Lu Xiaopang, the medicine you forgot in my schoolbag is for you."

Lu Yinyin knew that Lin Mo Nian was trying to hide his embarrassment, so he replied, "No wonder I can't find it anywhere, thank you."

After finishing speaking, he returned to the classroom, and Zhong Yanan, who was watching the excitement on the side, hurriedly smiled and said, "Lu Xiaomei, she is always so careless, I really envy her that she always has so many people who care."

Lin Mo Nian said indifferently, "Everyone is a good friend, and it is appropriate to care for each other"

Lu Yinyin, who was seated in the first row, was holding the motherwort paste that Lin Mo Nian gave her and was going to drink it, but she found that there was no hot water in the classroom, so she shouted to Lin Mo Nian, who was about to leave outside the classroom door, "Lin Mo Nian, is there hot water?" ”

Lin Mo Nian looked at her, the good-looking Danfeng's eyes were full of affection, and he said with a doting face, "Wait, I'll get it"

Zhong Yanan saw Lin Mo Nian's completely different attitude towards Lu Yinyin and when he faced her, and his heart had already turned over and overturned the vinegar jar.

Since that scarf, Lin Monian's attitude towards her has been very clear, when Lin Monian said that she had someone she liked, she asked if it was Lu Yinyin, but he vetoed it in person.

The scarf was never given out, but for fear of being known by the people in their dormitory, it felt very embarrassing, so Zhong Yanan secretly put it in his schoolbag and carried it home.

Seeing Lin Mo Nian's current appearance, even the motherwort paste was prepared for Lu Yinyin, it was not the first time I saw him send it to Lu Yinyin, if Lin Mo Nian didn't like Lu Yinyin, she Zhong Yanan wrote the three words upside down.

Looking at Lu Yinyin who looked like a child, she couldn't figure out where she was inferior to Lu Yinyin.

Zhong Yanan attributed all the care and love that he couldn't get from Lin Mo Nian to Lu Yinyin.

Zhong Yanan was paranoid that if it weren't for Lu Yinyin's accidental pounce on Lin Mo Nian, how could Lin Mo Nian's eyes see the petite and stupid Lu Yin Yin, maybe they were already together now.

Zhong Yanan, who was jealous, no longer regarded Lu Yinyin as a friend, but began to compare with her everywhere, and calculated Lu Yinyin openly and secretly.

For example, during the mechanical drawing class, Lu Yinyin did not complete her homework, and Zhong Yanan always covered her in the past, but in a class, the head teacher, Zhou Yue, asked Lu Yinyin to write the answers to today's homework on the blackboard.

Lu Yinyin, who hadn't finished it at all, looked at the topic in a daze, and chatted on the blackboard for a long time, but he didn't draw it.

Zhou Yue asked her to take out her homework and check it, Lu Yinyin obediently took out a blank exercise book, and was severely reprimanded by Zhou Yue.

Seeing Lu Yinyin making a fool of herself in public and being reprimanded by the teacher, Zhong Yanan inexplicably felt a sense of revenge in her heart, just because when she went to ask the class, she unintentionally said a sentence as if Lu Yinyin hadn't finished it yet.

For example, the school organizes a speech competition, and there is only one place for each class, and Lu Yinyin and Zhong Yanan have both signed up.

The two of them also went to the podium to compete, and they were on a par, on par.

When it came to canvassing, Zhong Yanan pretended to smile and said, "I don't know if the speech contest looks good, but I have the confidence to represent the first class of electromechanical."

Compared with Lu Yinyin's round face, small and delicate facial features, and petite size, it only makes people look cute.

And Zhong Yanan, who has a melon seed face, fair skin, outstanding appearance, and a tall figure, is a standard beauty.

So in this face-watching world, their class voted for Zhong Yanan one-sidedly.

Lu Yinyin, who especially wanted to participate in this competition, felt a sense of frustration inexplicably after seeing everyone's voting results, and Zhong Yanan saw Lu Yinyin's unhappy appearance, and there was a hint of victory in his heart.

Sure enough, everyone's eyes are bright, she is better than Lu Yinyin in everything, but why can't Lin Mo Nian see it.