(Girls' Literature)

I nodded, and just began to nod my head mechanically, "Well, well, you're right, you're really right...... but I really sighed in my heart, sometimes, some languages, really don't care too much, two people together, sometimes you need to be more tolerant, but sometimes some languages, but you have to care, you don't want to care, but you have to care, so it makes people feel that some are not so easy to go to the cross-border hurdle, This is to see how big this hurdle is, how deep the damage is to you, or whether it is deep or shallow, and I still don't know it well in my heart!

I still can't forget, that night, when I was humiliated and ridiculed outside that I shouldn't have got, I came back and walked to Li Yunxiang's side, what was waiting for me was not the hug that might be in my heart, and some encouragement, on the contrary, what I got was insult, the insult that I didn't deserve, and the shattered language that could almost destroy my heart, those words that I couldn't help but want to chill behind my back after hearing them, thinking of this, my throat tightened again, But I tried to swallow everything in my throat, all of it, only then would my heart feel better, at least my stomach was not so empty, at least in my heart it would not be so empty, I was afraid of the feeling of not knowing the taste of food, I was really scared, and sometimes, I even had to wake up at night, and my heart was palpitating!

And those words, I really don't like this one day or two can be smoothed out in my heart, I think if the time is long enough, maybe in my heart for a year or two, or even a lifetime will be possible to remember, yes, it's not anything else, this is really a kind of despair, it's the person I love the most, if it suits an unrelated person, I may really choose to ignore it, but Li Yunxiang, you are the person I love the most, you said the weight of this sentence, in my opinion, It's not so easy to ignore! Is that right? I sniffed and swept away the rice rolls in the lunch box with some anger.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and slowly it is the beginning of winter, the plane trees on both sides of the streets of the provincial city are all gone, and the trees and branches are all pointing straight to the sky, and when the wind blows, the trees are shaking their heads and starting to shake, which makes my heart more and more frizzy! I think what makes me irritable is not the bare trees, or the somewhat irritable mood in my heart, after all, Li Yunxiang's words, I think I still linger until now!

Every morning, when I opened my eyes, my mind was full of scrolling and playing the scene of that night, although I lived next door to Li Yunxiang, but we still didn't meet, we still didn't have any communication, I also understand, Li Yunxiang's heart is also clear, we don't talk to each other, we don't communicate with each other, we are just grasping each other's rhythm, in my opinion, that is, Li Yunxiang came to me again to say something to me, and I can't find a suitable topic to communicate with him, It's better not to meet in this way, but sometimes I still secretly think about him in my heart, I think it's probably because I still have him in my heart, no matter how much or less! There's no way to deny it!

It's just that when I meet, I expect to be a little embarrassed, but if I don't meet, I still feel that my heart will be more up-and-down, and the fold makes me feel more like riding a tiger, which makes me feel that I am really embarrassed at this time.

"Are you sure you're still not going to meet him?" One night, after sending Li Yunxiang away, Mimi just sat beside me, holding her cheeks and asking me, I nodded, "Yes, if we meet, I will be very embarrassed, and I don't know what I have to ......say" After saying this, I sighed deeply and heavily, and those words at that time were regarded as his unintentional mistakes, but how could he say that he was unintentional, but I listened to the intention, I heard it after all, and I still heard it thoroughly, completely heard, Do you think I can still be taken as a deaf ear?

"But I think Li Yunxiang is really in pain, Yaya, at that time he said those words was a bit excessive, oh, no, it should be said that it was very excessive, but let's think about it in turn, what Li Yunxiang endured, you can't completely feel it, although you love him very much, although you suffer his pain, but his real pain, you are not 100% understandable, after all, he is not you, you are not him......"

Mimi's words made me really fall into deep thought, yes, Li Yunxiang's words are a bit excessive, but let's think about it the other way around? The gap in Li Yunxiang's heart now, it is just like bungee jumping, accepting his current situation is a big challenge for him, compared to when he received those photos that day, it will definitely inspire his emotions, after all, at his current point, I don't think ordinary people can afford to live. I took a long, long breath.

Thinking about it this way, in fact, what he said seems to be understandable, although in my heart, I will still be a little angry! But there are some questions that can be figured out after all! I looked at Tang Mimi, and I felt a faint gratitude to her in my heart, thanks to Mimi, at least I won't think much about it, in this way, at least from my heart, I don't want to hide from Li Yunxiang anymore, I understand that these days, I have been stuck in the quagmire of "why did Li Yunxiang say that about me", as if I couldn't get out.

But Mimi's words really woke me up and let me get out of this quagmire cleanly, so, Mimi, I really, really, thank you! Today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday, but Li Yunxiang still needs to work overtime, okay, recently, I have also made Li Yunxiang's heart very panicked, so let's comfort him a little tomorrow, after all, my current relationship with him, if I don't care about him, who else will care about him? Li's mother's intermittent psychosis really caught everyone off guard.

Sometimes, when she is sober, the touching words she says are really touching to you, but sometimes, she is crazy, and the end of the regular meeting every day really makes you unbearable, such as that time, when the aunt and her two are at home, she began to quarrel again, so she wanted to have a regular meeting, as a result, the aunt was directly pressed by her on the chair forehead, and she kept being indoctrinated. Constantly being indoctrinated!

But in the heart of the aunt, she is still worried, the water boiling on the gas stove, "I tell you, the situation of our company last week was not very optimistic...... "Li's mother is now talking at length, and I don't know how many times I said these words in the previous meeting, but now when I take it out, I really don't even need to read the draft, I said, the situation of our company before...... Mother Li still kept talking, looking very indignant!

But the aunt still responded absentmindedly at this time, "Well, well, yes, good ......" Maybe Mother Li is really too dedicated, and Auntie's current attitude really makes her feel very angry, "Eh? I'm talking to you, you've been 'uh-huh', what are you doing? Do you know? The performance of our company is not going up, because you employees don't treat the unit as their home, and they are not very serious when doing things, so they have been giggling at the position they are working on......"

The more Li's mother spoke, the more indignant she became, and she seemed to tear the aunt in front of her to pieces first, but the aunt in front of her was still sitting on the seat without any reaction, because in his heart, he was still thinking about the pot of water on the stove, which had really been boiled, and it was still making a sound that the water was boiling, as if the lid was going to be lifted, "Oh, the water is boiling, I have to go and see ......" The aunt said and was about to stand up.

But Li's mother still pressed her on the seat, "You sit down for me!" "That attitude was resolute, as if he was going to tie his aunt to the chair. The aunt was suddenly pressed on the chair by this sudden external force, and she was very angry in her heart, "The water is boiling, you asked me to turn off the fire....." In all fairness, there really is no problem with these requests of the aunt, the sound of the water boiling is so powerful that it rings in the ears, and you can't just sit idly by! But Mother Li in front of her is really just living in her own world, and she doesn't have the slightest intention of asking her aunt to turn off the fire. "No, you sit down for me, I haven't finished my words yet, you have to listen before leaving, I don't care what you have at hand now, you have to let me finish speaking......" Li's mother is also a very principled person, she saw that the aunt wanted to evacuate, so she just held it and didn't let the aunt go to the kitchen! But there was the sound of boiling water tumbling out of the kitchen, and it fell to the ground, and the water that seemed to have overflowed from the boiling stove was poured directly on the fire, making a "hissing" sound.