Chapter 66: The Psychology of Fear
The wind at night was slightly cool, and Shi Huan had already washed his face twice, but he still couldn't resist the deep sleep.
Sitting at the desk, Shi Huan looked at the volume under his hand, he didn't know what was written in the notebook, his eyes would close from time to time, he couldn't control it, Shi Huan got up and went to wash his face with cold water.
Returning to the desk again, Shi Huan picked up the pen and began to copy the question, but when she looked at what she had just written, she couldn't see what she had just written.
I saw that the words on the book were normal at the beginning.,It's starting to be wrong when it's written.,From regular script to cursive.,In the end,It's like a small earthworm crawling on the book.,It's not a word at all.。
Shi Huan looked at the time, it was already half past twelve in the morning, looked at the words he had written, tore off the page, and went to sleep.
At this moment, she was extremely tired, and she fell asleep just in bed.
In the dream, she was persuaded to quit from the school, and was taken home by her mother with her schoolbag, she saw Li Ziang's reluctant and disappointed eyes, and her mother didn't say a word, but suddenly aged a lot.
Shi Huan looked at the post-it note on the wall that said that he must be admitted to the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and finally couldn't help crying.
Crying and crying, she heard the sound of the alarm clock, and suddenly woke up, only to realize that she had a dream, but the pillow had been beaten with a lot of tired stickers.
"It was a dream..."
Shi Huan sat on the bed in a daze, thinking about last night's dream, still having palpitations.
She didn't dare to tell her family about her results this time, let alone tell them that she would be persuaded to quit by the school if she didn't do well in the next exam, she was afraid that her parents would be disappointed in her, and she still had some confidence in herself.
"I will definitely do well in the exam next time!"
Shi Huan cheered for himself, like a chicken blood, and instantly became full of energy and vitality.
Jumping off the bed, Shi Huan went to wash his face with a hundred times more energy.
"How did you do this exam?"
Who knew that Time happened to come out of the bathroom, and happened to bump into Shi Huan, and he wanted to ask about Shi Huan's results.
When asked about his results, Shi Huan's heart suddenly panicked, lowered his head, and said in an inaudible voice: "I didn't do well in the exam"
Time seemed to have known for a long time, and was not surprised by Shi Huan's answer, just asked a word and left silently.
This is also normal, because Shi Huan has not passed the exam a few times since elementary school, so time is no longer strange.
When he was a child, because his grades were better than Shi Huan, he was asked by his parents to tutor Shi Huan, but after a year of tutoring, he found that Shi Huan's grades had not improved significantly, and he also found that Shi Huan was not a piece of learning material.
When she was studying, she always couldn't concentrate, she would always find all kinds of things to drag on when she wrote her homework, she would have to go to the toilet for a while, she would have to eat fruit for a while, and her body and mind were not fully engaged in studying, not that she didn't want to, but she couldn't.
Shi Huan quickly entered the bathroom and locked the door, only to breathe a sigh of relief, when Shi asked her just now, she was about to die of nervousness, for fear that he would ask how many points he scored, if that was the case, Shi Huan would really have no face to go home.
Now her parents don't know her exam results, but they always ask her that she can't go home these days, and she has to go to bed quickly when she goes home at night.
Shi Huan thought about it, but didn't come up with any good countermeasures, so he could only hide it for the time being, and take one step at a time.
The work efficiency of the school teachers is still quite high, and today is already the day of the list, and the previous results and rankings have come out, and now it is really going to be made public.
What Shi Huan is most afraid of is this day, her results will be seen by everyone, including Li Ziang and Bai Bing.
Until now, Shi Huan has never dared to turn on her mobile phone, she is afraid of Li Ziang's questioning, and she is also afraid that they will look at herself with the eyes of a monster, after all, this result is not something that a normal person can test.
In the classroom, there are happy conversations of students everywhere, they are all discussing the results of this exam, although some people's grades are not very satisfactory, but they have some regrets on their faces, there is still hope.
They didn't know Shi Huan's despair at this time, and they might laugh at Shi Huan, or compare her grades with their own to find comfort in their hearts.
These are all things that Shi Huan can imagine, but when she really faces it, the gap in her heart will still be very uncomfortable, Shi Huan quickly returned to her seat, her head was against her, she didn't dare to look at anyone's eyes, she was afraid that she would not be able to stand it.
"It's okay, don't care what they say, you will definitely slap them back in the face in the next exam, and trample all their jokes about you, who are only a little better than you!"
Yu Wanwan looked at Shi Huan's unhappy face, and hurriedly comforted her, for fear that Shi Huan would lose confidence in herself and give up on herself.
"Well, but I'm still sad now, I said last night that I was going to finish all the papers, but I still fell asleep while writing, I was so useless."
Shi Huan took out the test papers and notebooks in her schoolbag again, and last night when she found out that she had written the words into alien runes, she had already given up and went to sleep.
"I can't finish copying so many papers in one night, don't talk about you, I know you want to get better and improve your grades urgently, but this is not something that can be done overnight, you still have to take your time, you can't be in a hurry, in this way, it is enough for you to copy one test paper a day, so that the accumulation will be slow, and there will definitely be qualitative changes."
Yu Wanwan patiently enlightened Shi Huan, now Shi Huan's state can be said to be very anxious, after all, the teacher used persuasion to suppress her, so that she did not have a chance to breathe, if the next grade improvement is not ideal, then there will be a big problem.
Shi Huan also felt that what Yu Wanwan said was right, after all, she couldn't eat a big fat man in one bite, she still had to come a little bit, if she didn't write the composition well this time, she could improve her composition by two or thirty points next time, and it would be no problem to improve it by three or forty points in other subjects.
With systematic analysis, Shi Huan's heart is also more confident and dependent, so calculated, her room for improvement is still very large, she this time is mainly because of temporary staying up late tutoring, but the knowledge did not go in, and she stayed up late and fell asleep in the examination room.
"Why did your phone turn off, Li Ziang and Bai Bing both sent me messages, saying that your phone was not working, and they thought something happened to you, and they were worried about you, do you want to talk to them?"
Yu Wanwan said, secretly took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and opened the messages inside, all of which were the contents of Li Ziang and Bai Bing's greetings.
Shi Huan looked at those greetings and felt a little flustered, their reluctant greetings made Shi Huan feel even more that he really had no face to see them, and he would feel inferior when he walked with them in the future.