Regarding the question of whether the ancient blue bird could participate in the next battle, without any discussion, Lanling sent the ancient blue bird to Jin Tong's house that night, and asked Jin Tong to take good view of the ancient blue bird.

For this arrangement, Gu Qingniao was helpless, but he also knew that Lanling was for his own safety, so he didn't say anything, and stayed at Jin Tong's house honestly.

It's just that the golden finch still looks at him is still creepy.

When Gu Qingniao came down from the mountain, he found that the entire mountain had been blocked, and it was announced that he was going to carry out a project overhaul, but in fact, he didn't want people to go up the mountain, otherwise he would encounter any danger, or expose the identities of the five of them in Lanling.

This situation is like the blockade of the sewer that is usually built on the side of the road, so that the ancient blue bird can't help but wonder, the people who usually repair the sewer on the roadside are also covering up for this kind of thing, how many strange things happen in this world?

In the past, Gu Qingniao heard his cousin say some things about Xuanmen, but most of the things he experienced were thrilling, and more dangers came from people's hearts, as for this kind of demons and monsters that can directly harm people, there are still a little less.

The ancient blue bird asked the golden pupil with such a question, and the golden pupil said, "In one position, you can see the corresponding world in this position." ”

"Lanling and Qin Duanyu are both guards, and the force value they carry, as well as the position they guard, mean that they have to solve most of the strange and harmful things in the bud, so it is normal to see a lot of such strange things around Lanling."

"Correspondingly, it is precisely because of the efforts of the town guards and patrols that for other Xuanmen people, there are relatively few such dangerous ghost cases, and what they are responsible for is mainly to give a kind of guidance to those who are involved in mysterious events but there is not much danger, which is the responsibility of Xuanmen people."

"When the things on my body have not been taken away, I am probably also a member of the Xuanmen, so I can often meet some people who have the same distress as myself, their distress may be different from my source, or it may be somewhat similar, but there are often all kinds of high-ranking people to help solve their problems, Qin Duanyu's father is the big guy mixed in it."

Saying that, Jin Tong smiled happily, Gu Qingniao looked at Jin Tong's smiling face, and suddenly had a feeling that she felt that Jin Tong actually liked Qin Duanyu's father, but she didn't know why she wasn't with him.

Or because Qin Duanyu's mother had already appeared at that time, or because of some kind of stories that happened between the two people, or because of other reasons.

Looking at the golden pupil's eyes, Gu Qingniao's heart felt that there was too much warmth in this world that was not accepted, and too much happiness could not be held in her hands, which made her feel lost.

"What was on your body at that time?" In order to change his mood, Gu Qingniao began to ask Jin Tong questions at that time.

Jin Tong did not shy away from this, and said directly: "At that time, I was born with a god in my body. ”

"Born with a god?"

"Yes, I was born with a god with me. This god was born because of the origin of my family. Because five generations of my family have been Xuanmen, I have gathered enough faith within a radius of 100 miles, and there are even people who worship my ancestors at home to bless my health. ”

This kind of belief in family members also leads to the creation of gods, but since such gods do not depend on a certain area, the destiny of gods falls on the corresponding people. It was supposed to be my mother, but it turned out that my mother was pregnant for ten months, and my body had already taken shape, so this person became me. ”

"In fact, there are still some people in this world who carry God in their bodies, and the gods in these people may be the same as in me, they can communicate with God, use the power of God to continue to carry out the affairs of the Xuanmen, and continue to gather faith to strengthen the God they carry."

"But I'm not in the same situation as they are."

"The god I carried in my body appeared when I was pregnant for ten months and had not yet given birth, and it was supposed to appear in my mother's body, but because of an accident, it fell directly into my body, in fact, it is more appropriate to say that I and the god in my body are like a pair of twins."

"It's just that the twins have not yet formed a entity, so they began to be completely connected with my life, so to speak, this god, in fact, was forcibly left behind by my unconscious, and connected to my soul, even if I want to leave."

"Therefore, this god in me has always been hostile to me. I wish I could die sooner, and then he would either die together and be completely liberated, or he could be able to break away from my soul and become an independent god completely. ”

"These things were all learned from Qin Duanyu's mouth when I met his father, I only knew before that since I was very young, my situation was different from other people, I could see a lot of things they couldn't see, hear a lot of sounds they couldn't hear, and even touch a lot of creatures they couldn't touch."

"You have yin and yang eyes on you, but I don't think you can touch those normal ghosts, but because I am connected to the gods, I am equivalent to a demigod existence, so I can touch them and play with them, so I have always been regarded as an alien. ”

"The god in me entered my body before I was born, and fundamentally I intercepted its energy and luck, so the two of us formed a symbiotic relationship, and he did not quickly form a mature individual, but grew up with me."

"Even at some point, he has his own mind, has his own thoughts, and even loses his temper, and every time he affects my emotions. Many people thought I was schizophrenic and had been to the hospital for a check-up, but it didn't work. ”

And as God grew, it got worse and worse. Because it is impossible for the human soul to be able to defeat the souls of these ghosts, gods and spirits, I felt at that time that one day, the things in my body will replace me, and I will become the existence imprisoned in the body. ”

"In order not to let my family be sad because of this kind of thing, and so that when the things in my body occupied my body, I could not hurt other people, so I left my home and lived without any support."

"At that time, I was only sixteen years old."

When Jin Tong spoke, her expression was very indifferent, and she didn't seem to think that these experiences were a big deal, but in Gu Qingniao's opinion, Jin Tong's original choice and decision were simply not something that a person like her who lived in peace could not do, not to mention that she was only sixteen years old at that time.

What were you doing when you were sixteen? Gu Qingniao recalled that he was still in high school at that time, and he was still secretly looking for some happy things to do in the interval between studies, secretly watching TV, secretly reading novels, and asking his parents for money to go out to make a hairstyle that his classmates liked.

Compared to the golden pupils, the ancient bluebird felt as if he had lived in vain.

"Because God's power is getting stronger, He is beginning to occupy a certain part of my body, and the first thing is the eyes. He began to share a pair of eyes with me, and my eyes turned golden not long after I left home. ”

"As my eyes turned golden, I began to discover that I could have some magical powers, such as the ability to use my gaze to make something disappear out of thin air, limited to range, not weight, and I was pleasantly surprised at first, and I thought it was a good thing."

"But when I was on the bus once, I found a thief stealing someone else's mobile phone, and the god in my body seemed to feel my emotional changes and rejection, and directly erased the mobile phone in the thief's hand and the thief's hand."

"At that time, I realized what kind of terrible ability the power of this thing in my body was, so I began to suppress my feelings and suppress the power in my body, trying to minimize the harm to the outside world."

"But I had only reached the peak of adolescence at that time, and my emotions were particularly uncontrollable, and the gods in my body had quite a lot of resistance to my repression and resistance, so I often wandered on the edge of emotional out-of-control, and his control over me became deeper and deeper."

"It was at this time that I met Qin Duanyu's father."

"Qin Duanyu's father, at that time, he was actually not young, very big, very big, even in my opinion now, he was still too old at that time."

"I know that many people mistakenly think that I like Qin Duanyu's father, but in fact, at that time, I was conservative about the influence of internal strength and my mood was capricious, so although I was at the right age at that time, I had no concept of the relationship between men and women."

"In addition, he was about to be fifty years old at that time, so more, I regarded him as my father, especially when he had been away from his hometown for many years, abandoned his relatives and friends, and was alone, which made it even more profound for him."

"At that time, his hair was already half white, if people don't know, they still think that he is an old teacher, the whole person looks very quiet, very graceful, not at all like what an official should be."

"He met me while he was out grocery shopping, found out about me, and took me back home, where I met his wife, who was also very old, and had just conceived his child."

"He is an old man, and he even took the initiative to take a back seat, just to let his children grow up healthily, he helped me solve the problems in my body, and I still don't know what method I used to get the god in my body out of my soul."

"The only thing I know is that in the years when I was helpless, he took care of me like a younger generation of his own family, and made me feel the warmth of home."

"He also helped me get a hukou and let me go to school, after I finished high school, I couldn't bear to see him take care of my children while taking care of me, so I went out to find a job by myself, but fortunately, when I met a good time, I found a good position in the government unit thanks to his relationship."

"This is my story, until now, I haven't felt the god in my body leave, I don't know where Qin Duanyu's father got him, and I don't know whether he is alive or dead, but for so many years, or disliking each other, or relying on each other, we may also have some wonderful connections."

"I can feel that he is alive and well, and he can feel that I am alive and well, and I just live quietly and alone, and then wait for complete tranquility to come to my side, and that is enough."