Chapter 15: She's Drunk and Singing
"Persuade myself, I broke my thoughts, looked at you, frowned, I willingly, like a trapped beast, wandering in the wilderness, licking/licking. Wounds. ”
"I don't want you to be embarrassed, I won't be a murderer in the name of love."
The male singer's gentle and magnetic singing voice sounded, and Yan Nuo opened his throat and shouted the next moment after hearing it, "It's just a friend, disguise your thoughts as greetings." ”
"It's just a friend, turn love into a conspiracy, love so much that you understand the ending, or don't stop."
Yan Nuo's singing was louder than the other, and it was particularly clear in this narrow carriage, and Li Yunnian's ears ached a little when he listened.
"Have you sung enough?"
After a while, Li Yunnian finally yelled at Yan Nuo irrepressibly.
Yan Nuo was stunned by the yelling, and suddenly lost his voice, and the whole person was stunned there.
After a long time, Yan Nuo turned his head to look at Li Yunnian.
He closed his eyes, lowered the window to the bottom, and turned off the music.
A cool breeze blew, and Li Yunnian's mind became a little clearer.
In the current situation, he simply can't drive.
So he pulled over to the side.
And Yan Nuo and Liang Shining are completely different, he would be stupid enough to use the method of dealing with Liang Shining to coax Yan Nuo.
Li Yunnian suddenly realized that he was out of control, "Yan Nuo, you ......" He just wanted to settle Yan Nuo's emotions first.
But who knew that before the words were finished, as soon as Yan Nuo heard him speak, he looked ahead and sang as if he had been beaten with chicken blood: "It's just a friend, how do you open your mouth when you miss you, it's just a friend, with your mouth to give you tenderness, why should you feel guilty, we are just friends......"
At the end of the song, Yan Nuo didn't know why, and suddenly "Wow! A cry came out.
This time the crying was not like a few tears just now, but a howling cry, regardless of the image.
Li Yunnian, who was just about to yell at Yan Nuo again, softened in an instant, and the anger in his belly suddenly softened like a deflated ball, he just looked at Yan Nuo quietly but didn't speak.
"How much I desire, how I can possess you, how stubborn I am, I just don't let go."
"I know that I have done it to myself, and I will not back down with the muzzle of the loaded gun."
"It's not enough, it's not hurt enough, it's not enough, it's not leaving, it's still there, there will be luck, it's just that it's not daylight, don't feel guilty......"
Yan Nuo cried and sang like this for a long time, and at the end of the song, he was out of breath, and could only tilt his head to the window and sobbed softly.
She looked out the window at the street lamps, looked at the neat rows of trees outside the window, and didn't dare to look at Li Yunnian. She drank a whole glass of liquor, but then she went to the bathroom and vomited almost. She was drunk, but not all drunk, and there was still a trace of normal consciousness in her brain.
She was afraid that when she looked at Li Yunnian, her thoughts for many years would be irrepressibly cathartic.
She had heard this song a few times, but now alcohol made her unable to control her emotions at all.
Because they're just friends, they can disguise their thoughts as greetings.
Because they are just friends, they can only give him tenderness with their mouths.
……
They can only be friends, even if they love him for seven years, they can only be friends, and the bitterness in Yan Nuo's heart has become more and more intense.
No, it's supposed that you only treat me as an ordinary friend......
Li Yunnian, do you know that I love you! I've loved you for seven years! Never gave up on you!
But this love, you will never respond to me.
……
I don't know how long it took, Yan Nuo may have been tired, and gradually rested his eyes.
In the cold night, without the loud singing and the slight sobbing, it is particularly quiet and clear.
Li Yunnian secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and Yan Nuo finally settled down.
Li Yunnian looked sideways at Yan Nuo's resting side face, but he was silent: