(Girls' Literature)

We don't know what kind of feeling Shao Dong feels at this time, but in our hearts, we must feel that Shao Dong is not so beautiful at this time, at least our hearts will be touched and hurt!

Kang Hui is gone, and the blow to everyone is very big. But the days still have to go on as usual, it is impossible for her to leave, the days will all stop, all of them will not pass, but I don't care about going to the rooftop at night, even during the day, I rarely go, because when I go to the rooftop, my mind will be irrepressibly thinking of what happened that day, I will suddenly remember that Kang Hui is like a light confetti, falling from the rooftop, such a scene has been replayed in my mind countless times, In particular, before going to bed at night, sometimes as soon as you close your eyes, such a scene appears in front of you, maybe you finally fall asleep, but such a scene can still appear in your dreams.

This situation is tantamount to causing two results, that is, either I can't sleep all night long, and I am asleep, but it is easy to wake up in a dream, because at night, I will dream of such a scene, every time I want to come, I am almost sweating with my chest against my back, panting and looking out of the window at the sky that has not yet dawned, but fortunately, Tang Mimi is still back every night, but occasionally when Tang Mimi does not come back, fortunately, Li Yunxiang accompanies me, It's good at this time, I at least know that there is someone around me, let me know that I'm not very lonely at this time, and at some point, I can be regarded as a comfort in my heart, I think it must be like this.

It's just that every night seems so dark and so long, Dad leaves, Kang Hui leaves, especially when I watch Kang Hui leave, I feel that my heart is squeezed and deformed by this sudden impact, almost painful. But the days still have to pass, and as time goes by, I think these visible or invisible wounds in our hearts should be slowly healed.

Time can heal some things, just like Sister Wu Min's body, although the hemorrhage is still in front of our eyes, it is so vivid, although at that time Wu Min's miserable face was almost the same as the big sheet in the ward, it still flashed in front of us from time to time, but now her body is slowly beginning to recover. Mimi and I began to take turns to take care of Wu Min, taking care of food and accommodation every day.

Because of his aunt, Kang Hao needed to take care of his mother, so he moved Wu Min to a tenant room on the second floor on the grounds that the two sick people were taking care of them at the same time. If you want to say this reason, it can be said that it is in the past, but since Wu Min moved here, Kang Hao really hasn't come to visit once, which makes people feel a little strange in their hearts, I think Wu Min can also feel it, after all, she is not a fool.

Although Wu Min's body slowly began to recover, her spirit was getting worse day by day, she began to become very silent, she was not willing to start communicating with others, more often, she liked to look at the scenery outside the window, a look is a whole day, and it can even be said that there is almost no scenery outside the window, but that line of sky, and this previous part of the same building, but in the narrow line of sky, sometimes, there are still one or two pigeons flying over, I don't know what the world looks like through Wu Min's eyes, just like I don't know what she thinks right now. I think sometimes the thoughts in her mind may be an indecipherable puzzle, after all, I am not her, and there is no way to achieve some empathy and absolute understanding with her.

Lost the child in her belly, this child has been with her for almost several months, a child who is almost about to give birth, just left, lost like this, I don't know what kind of feeling it is in Wu Min's heart, but sometimes, the two lines of tears that suddenly appeared on her cheeks can represent her mood at the moment, the pain of losing a child, and the scar in her heart that night was almost forgotten by herself selectively for a long time, But what does it feel like to be torn apart with all your might at this time? The current Kang Hao has not made any statement to Wu Min since this incident happened, not even a greeting, will this be too stingy.

"Sister Wumin, the fish soup is here, fresh fish soup, Sister Wu Min, look at it, this is what I cooked for you? Drink it while it's hot! As I spoke, I put the casserole in my hand on the table, took out a bowl of fish soup from it, and handed it to Wu Min, "Come, drink a bowl quickly!" Wu Min looked at the soup in my hand blankly and slowly took it. But I looked at her hand, at the moment when I received the soup, it was still trembling, the fish soup was steaming, Wu Min's hand was still trembling, just like that, her hand trembled, and all the fish soup in the bowl was spilled, and the fish soup flowed out like a fountain.

I saw that the back of her hand was almost red from the spilled fish soup, "Oh, Sister Wu Min, are you okay, I'll take a look at your hand", I said and pulled her hand over, "Look at it, it's all red, I'll go get you a cold towel to compress it!" I was about to stand up as I spoke, but Wu Min grabbed me, "Yaya, don't go, I'm fine, you sit here with me, I have something to ask you......" I looked at Wu Min's face, and at this time it suddenly became very solemn, and I also sat beside her with a heavy heart, just looking at her like this. My face became very solemn at this moment.

Wu Min hadn't spoken yet, tears came out of those empty eyes, and they fell drippingly, "Sister Wu Min, don't cry, your body hasn't recovered yet, you must not cry your body badly!" "I said and picked up a tissue from the bedside and wiped Wu Min's tears, Wu Min's tears still lingered on her face, but her eyes were still hollow." Kang Hui also died because of me, right? The child is also because I am useless, right? Your brother Kang Hao won't want me anymore now, will you? She was asking me like crazy, and I looked at Kang Hui for a while, but I didn't know how to answer, "Isn't it?" Yaya, tell me, don't you? Do you know? I'm in pain right now, I'm really, really in pain right now......" Wu Min sat up straight, grabbed my arm with both hands, and shook it vigorously, shaking vigorously, almost feeling like it was going to shake me apart, in a state of madness, the almost indescribable strength was very great.

"You calm down first, don't you shake me like this, okay, Sister Wu Min......" I said, using all my strength to stabilize Wu Min, "You calm down, can you calm down?" Listen to me, Kang Hui's death has nothing to do with you, you know? It's Shao Dong's guy, it was he who contributed to Kang Hui's death, and the loss of the child, I know you feel very uncomfortable, but the loss of the child has nothing to do with you, the loss of the child is an accident, really just an accident. Do you know?

So I know you're sad right now, and I'm sad too, but let's not put all this nonsense on ourselves, okay? Some things are really not what you think, you see that the fish used in the soup is what Brother Kang Hao gave me money to buy for you, how could he not care about you? Is he very concerned about you? He has you in his heart, but sometimes, he doesn't express it, so don't think about it, you must not think about it too much......" Under my comfort, Wu Min's emotions finally calmed down, in short, there were no more waves just now, and it became a little stable.

But she was so quiet that she lowered her head again, and sat there like a wounded little sparrow, looking very pitiful. "Is this fish stewed by him?" Wu Min said leisurely, I was wiping my hands on the table, and immediately listened, because I felt that Wu Min's tone of voice was not so normal at this time, I looked up at her, I didn't know how to answer, but Wu Min continued to ask, "Is this fish stewed by him?" Wu Min looked at me, and those empty eyes were like two big holes.

"This is ......," I hesitated to answer, "you stewed it, didn't you, girl, I knew that this fish was stewed by you, not by him?" Wu Min said as she covered her cheeks with two palms and cried like she looked like a wounded little white rabbit, her hair hanging down and covering her white fingers.

I only saw a black skull dangling in front of me, looking at Wu Min who was crying, I couldn't do anything for a while, hey, Sister Wu Min, I know you're sad, but sometimes, maybe some things, we can't change it, it's just, we hope it will get better, right?

Wu Min cried for a while, as if she was tired of crying, she slowly sat up straight, wiped her eyes vigorously with the back of her hand, and the atmosphere in the room at this time dropped to a freezing point, because at this time, everyone invariably stopped talking. Hey, this atmosphere is so dreary.