Chapter 34 Choose Desperation, and then Make Plans

Lu Yinyin looked back at him with some astonishment, the eyes of the two people met together, still the angular face, still the pair of striking Danfeng eyes, at this time, in addition to full of affection, there were also expressions of regret and sadness.

The calm and calm teenager when he first met, since he met her, his life has been like a hanging, and he has done countless deviant things that are completely inconsistent with his character.

After she cut off all ties with him, he could successfully rebel against all the people around her, let them voluntarily tell the news about her, and run from Lanhai City, thousands of miles away, to Songcheng, the city where she is, regardless of the results, regardless of the hard work, just to tell her his heart, no matter whether she will respond or not, he will not care about it.

He can also completely ignore the priorities of the things in front of him, ignore all kinds of worldly constraints, and even care about his own face, just to make her happy, always be the first to admit his mistakes, the first to review himself, the first to make regressions, and tolerate and accommodate all her vexatious and cautious and bad temper choices without a lower limit.

He held her in the palm of his hand, pampered her like a princess, and put all the best he could give her in front of her, even after they broke up, five years, more than a thousand days and nights, he never gave up the pursuit of her, always followed her footsteps, waited by her side, and spoke coldly to her, even if he was sad in his heart, he never showed a trace of his vulnerability in front of her.

This kind of Lin Mo Nian is both distressing and terrifying, from beginning to end, he has an extraordinary possessiveness towards Lu Yinyin, as if since he met her, Lu Yinyin was born destined to be his private property, no matter how the relationship between the two of them has changed over the years, and no matter what Lu Yinyin treats him, he has never allowed Lu Yinyin to have any friends of the opposite sex who have any intentions against her, and will always use all kinds of methods to scare people away, so that Lu Yinyin is really no one dares to chase.

For example, Lu Yinyin's childhood sweetheart Gu Jinyan, after being scolded by Lin Mo Nian N times, completely disappeared from her world, I thought that they had not been together for so long, Gu Jinyan finally kept the clouds open and saw the moon, had the opportunity to show his heart, and started over with Lu Yinyin, but he didn't want to be instantly crushed by Lin Mo Nian, who was around Lu Yinyin all the time, as if they had known each other for ten years, Lin Mo Nian had never left Lu Yinyin's side.

So this time, Lu Yinyin wants to be herself, completely escape from Lin Monian's extraordinary possessiveness and control of her, and she doesn't want the two of them to continue to indulge in this fruitless relationship, if she is not ruthless, with Lin Monian's obsession with her for nearly ten years, she will never be able to get out, the things he did with Song Chanjuan, she forced herself countless times, but she really had no way to accept it, and she never mentioned it to anyone, because there was only Wang Meili and her at the time of the incident, and Song Chanjuan, who was doing the most intimate thing in the room, and another man.

Why is she so sure that the man in the room is Lin Mo Nian, because after she was stunned by Wang Meili and woke up again, she saw Lin Mo Nian sitting on the sofa in home slippers at first glance, looking at her coldly, the feeling was more uncomfortable than killing her, as if her heart had been torn into countless pieces and could no longer be glued.

But five years later, when she finally had the courage to sit down with Lin Monian calmly and talk about the things of the year, she finally knew that it was an out-and-out accident, Lin Monian had to make a choice in order to protect her and save his mother, she had forgiven him for suddenly proposing to break up, but she could never accept that he had a relationship with someone else.

When will those two people torture each other, and then they will be so hesitant, ruthless, and continuous, it seems that there is no point anymore, and at that moment Lu Yinyin said a little angrily, "Lin Mo Nian, since you don't want to get together and disperse, then don't blame me for tearing my face, it's useless to say anything now, don't mention the past anymore, there is no point anymore, if you dare to harass me again, I will immediately call the police, let go, I said let go." ”

The word let go was almost shouted out by Lu Yinyin with all his strength, which made Lin Mo Nian and Ji Yunzhe a little nervous for a while, Ji Yunzhe hurriedly stepped forward, slapped Lin Mo Nian's hand that was holding Lu Yinyin's arm, and said, "Let's go first, you can do it yourself." ”

Lin Mo Nian stood in place in a daze, watching Ji Yunzhe and Lu Yinyin enter the elevator side by side, Ji Yunzhe lowered his head on his sister's face from time to time, making all kinds of funny expressions, trying to make Lu Yinyin happy, but it was completely useless, Lu Yinyin just didn't look at him with an indifferent expression, until the moment the elevator door closed, Lin Mo Nian suddenly realized that there seemed to be something important in his life, which was quickly withdrawn from his body.

He still remembered the story of that rib back then, his rib was forcibly withdrawing from his life, and then rushed to the unfamiliar embrace, Lin Mo Nian returned to the room dejectedly, habitually touched the lighter and cigarette in his pocket, and then threw it into the garbage basket without thinking, Lu Yinyin is allergic to cigarettes, then he will never smoke again in the future, and in the days to come, he thinks about what she should do day and night.

The next day, Ji Yunzhe finally found time to ask Lin Mo Nian what was wrong with his sister-in-law, why Lu Yinyin told him expressionlessly in the car that night that if she didn't want to marry for the rest of her life, would he and Qi Xiaofei be willing to support her for the rest of her life, Ji Yunzhe was already a little drunk, but he still answered her very seriously, as long as she was happy, she could do anything, there was no need to force herself to do what she didn't want to do.

Lin Mo Nian told Ji Yunzhe the speculation in his heart, he was now basically sure that Lu Yinyin was because of Song Chanjuan, she always felt that something had happened to him and Song Chanjuan, and felt that he was no longer clean, so she would always resist his approach, and then the two of them began to sort out the causes and consequences again.

That morning, at first, Lu Yinyin came out of the house, Ji Yunzhe couldn't stop screaming, and he seemed to be in a very good mood, because he could finally come out and go out on a date with Lin Monian, in the process, Lin Monian and Mo Xin went out for a walk, without a mobile phone, so Lu Yinyin called several times, but he didn't receive it, and then Lu Yinyin went there with the key to Bishui Garden, and they didn't know what happened during the period.

After that, none of them knew what was going on in the room, anyway, when Wang Meili stunned Lu Yinyin, Song Chanjuan used Lu Yinyin's mobile phone to send a text message to Lin Monian, Lin Monian hurried over after seeing it, with an interval of an hour, Lu Yinyin refused to say anything all these years, and they had no way of knowing what happened to her.

And after going back that day, Lu Yinyin cried enough, and then went to the bathroom to take a bath, Qi Xiaofei couldn't rest assured of her, and waited outside the bathroom, and then she said that she didn't take the clothes, Qi Xiaofei went in to give her clothes, at that time they didn't know that Lu Yinyin was briefly stunned, and they didn't know that she was kidnapped, Lin Mo Nian changed her with herself.

But the only thing Qi Xiaofei was sure of was that Lu Yinyin's body was clean at that time, without any suspicious red marks, except for being very sad about Lin Mo Nian breaking up with her, everything else was normal, so she could basically overturn the possibility that Lu Yin Yin was violated, but then she had a stress psychological disorder, refused to approach all the opposite sex, and couldn't touch her, but she didn't exclude any physical contact between Lin Mo Nian and her.

The problem is here, what quarrels or disputes did she have with Wang Meili and Song Chanjuan's mother and daughter in that hour, what did they say to Lu Yinyin, and how could Lu Yinyin's reaction be particularly big when it comes to the bedroom, for example, Lin Monian mentioned Song Chanjuan last night, and asked the question in her heart, Lu Yinyin's reaction was still very strong.

Thinking about the scene at that time now, Lin Mo Nian felt afraid, if Lu Yinyin was really touched, those people would not die ten thousand times would not be enough, so he asked Ji Yunzhe how he knew that she had stress psychological disorder, Ji Yunzhe sighed and said that the day after the two of them broke up, Lu Yinyin begged him to send her to Tiancheng, her eldest brother Ji Yunhao, and proposed to stay in Tiancheng for an internship, just for fear of touching the scene.

Originally, the two of them were about to talk about marriage, but when they broke up, Ji Yunzhe was not worried that Lu Yinyin would return to Songcheng alone, so he agreed to her request, went to Songcheng to go through the internship procedures for her, and handed Lu Yinyin to Ji Yunhao and his wife, he went back to Lanhai City to continue his studies, and Lu Yinyin stayed in the unit where Ji Yunhao worked, and worked in a small technical office in the technical department.

I have been doing it for seven or eight months, and then a new technician came to the technical department, a college student who has just graduated from a bachelor's degree, a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, and the old employees almost all know that Lu Yinyin is the cousin of Ji Yunhao, the leader of the sales department, and also knows that this is a cold beauty, when she first came, there were many single beautiful teenagers who were eager to try, and they were all found by Ji Yunhao, as an elder brother, he said the worry in his heart, his cousin had just fallen out of love, and now it is not suitable to invest in a new relationship.

Later, no one dared to mention chasing Lu Yinyin, after all, the leader was looking for a conversation, and the price of this love was too great, but the new technician didn't believe these rumors at all, and was courteous to Lu Yinyin, Lu Yinyin was annoyed every day, who knew that the child was really a tiger, one afternoon, there were only two of them left in the office, Lu Yinyin was drowsy, and she was about to fall asleep, so she thought about eating some fruit, so she didn't have to be so sleepy, after all, the leader saw that she was sleeping during work hours again, and it was time to find her brother Ji Yunhao.

Then he took out a fruit knife to peel apples there, the technician saw Lu Yinyin sitting there alone, so he cheekily stepped forward to talk, Lu Yinyin saw that it was him, and accidentally cut his finger with a knife, the child wanted to learn the scene on TV, grabbed her hand, and wanted to put it in his mouth to suck the blood, but what he didn't expect was that before he put her finger in his mouth, Lu Yinyin really stabbed someone with a knife.

The man was injured in the right abdomen, went to the hospital for a few stitches, didn't take advantage of it, and got himself to the hospital, he couldn't get angry, and then called the police, and when the police found Lu Yinyin, she didn't panic at all and said that she had a stress psychological disorder, which was justified defense, because the person tried to molest her and wanted to take advantage of her.

Ji Yunhao quickly called up the monitoring in the office, proving that what Lu Yinyin said was true, but the man was still unyielding, saying that legitimate defense could not be so defensive, and directly stabbed people with a knife, Ji Yunhao told him to go to the court to sue, they were really not afraid, and then took Lu Yinyin to the hospital for identification, and it was from that time that they learned that Lu Yinyin had a slight depression and a stress disorder.

Because the stabbing incident was in a uproar in the unit, Lu Yinyin resigned from the unit later, Ji Yunhao didn't dare to tell Lu Yinyin's parents, and contacted Ji Yunzhe directly, Qi Xiaofei happened to intern immediately, so he went to Tiancheng to discuss where Lu Yinyin wanted to go next, Lu Yinyin said without the slightest hesitation to go to Songcheng, and then they went to Songcheng together.

Later, Lin Mo Nian followed Qi Xiaofei and Ji Yunzhe to Songcheng, because the two of them could leave behind a good job in a big city, a good school, and go to a small city regardless of it, only one person could have this kind of charm, and after that, several of them reunited, but Lu Yinyin's depression became more and more serious, and in the past few years, they have not broken contact.

It's just that they didn't know what Lin Mo Nian experienced before, and they have always been very harsh on him, since he went to the police station with Lin Mo Nian to see the case record, Ji Yunzhe tried to be kind to Lin Mo Nian, everything he did was for his sister, so there was no reason not to be good to him.

But the two of them have come to today's situation, it seems that it is difficult to recover the water, it is difficult to break the mirror, Lu Yinyin's stubbornness, Lin Monian's path to the dark, all let Ji Yunzhe and Qi Xiaofei witness the speechlessness of their relationship, at the beginning of the period, the two liked each other, but they kept misunderstanding each other, Lu Yinyin was so desperate that he disappeared without a trace without a word.

And Lin Mo Nian's patience is surprising, even if Lu Yinyin escapes to the ends of the earth, he has a way to find her, but the problem now is that even if Lu Yinyin is found, she doesn't forgive him, and she doesn't want to tell the truth that has always been buried in her heart, and the two of them really can't get back together.

Ji Yunzhe babbled to Lin Mo Nian about Lu Yinyin's past, those years he had never participated in, he could only help with these, and the others really couldn't help anything, in the end, everything he did was for his sister's little conscienceless, he didn't want to see Lu Yinyin die alone, although what she said would generally be done.

After finishing speaking, he sighed constantly, and asked Lin Mo Nian what he wanted, Lin Mo Nian had no idea now, he didn't know that so many things had happened to her when he was not by Lu Yinyin's side, originally he joked that when someone touched Lu Yinyin, she could stab someone, but now he knows that it is not a joke, and his heart hurts terribly, but after Lu Yinyin heard this, his face was light, as if those were all stories that happened to others.

Lin Mo Nian could only tell Ji Yunzhe in the end, for the time being, everything should be according to Lu Yinyin's wishes, let her do whatever she wants, don't force her anymore, and don't mention blind dates to her again, and he has more important things to do, because now that he has determined what she wants in her heart, he has to find out the answer, and then make plans.