"What did you say?"

I turned to look at Fusu, and he looked surprised as if he remembered something.

"This Master Zhao is very much like a person."

Fusu looked at me and said more certainly.

"What do you mean? Like whom? ”

"Master of Tranquility!"

Master Tianjing's face, expression, movements, and tone of voice kept flashing in my mind, but I just didn't think that Master Zhao was similar to Master Tianjing in any way, but it was true that they were very capable.

If Fusu is talking about their abilities, I admit it.

"His eyes are too similar to Master Tranquility, unwavering, very profound, you look as if you are looking at the sea, boundless. As long as you look at it more, you will be attracted to yourself. ”

Eyes?

Is there anything different in Master Zhao's eyes? Memories flashed and flashed in my mind. From the first time I saw him, I was impressed by the insight in his eyes and the accuracy of his vision.

But there is no such thing as Fusu said, and there is no deep feeling in his eyes that Fusu said.

"I still don't feel it, are you thinking too much?"

Since the incident of Master Tianjing, Fusu's mind is full of what kind of friend Master Tianjing is, and who is the identity of this self-proclaimed old man who is his.

You must know that he just sits and reminisces, thinking about the identity of Master Tianjing, thinking about a year, a year, what an incredible thing.

I feel like Fusu is a little crazy.

"Alas, forget it! It's still the previous point of view, if you can't think of it, you don't want to think about it, so as not to get entangled and annoying, isn't it okay now? ”

Fusu suddenly patted his thigh again, and the tangled expression on his face just now instantly became very relaxed, I really don't know what kind of situation he is.

"I'm back, Xiao Man!"

Xu Zhimo was still carrying this piece of meat in his hand when he came in, I really can't imagine that he is such a person, and he actually went to the vegetable market or something, it is incredible, the environment changes a person, I witnessed it in him.

"What are you?"

Fusu stared at the piece of meat with wide eyes, as if he hadn't eaten meat for hundreds of years, and I also pointed to the pork in Xu Zhimo's hand, which looked like it was about two or three catties, and it looked like two pieces of ocean.

"No, we've been here for so long, haven't we opened meat yet? Say it today, Wang Ma, I'll trouble you. ”

Wang Ma smiled and took the meat, looking at Xu Zhimo's eyes was a little different, she was happy.

Indeed, in this year, it is already very good for ordinary people to be able to eat a full meal, and those who can eat rice are the lives of landlords and old wealth.

In this troubled world, the hard days are always continuous, and the people do not want to live a good life, only hope that they will be alive tomorrow, and only hope that they will be able to have a nest to gnaw when they wake up tomorrow.

As for eating meat, they don't dare to think about it. In these years, it is not easy to be alive.

When I was in Tohoku, I met an old lady, and I asked her why she didn't go home and why she was moving alone on the street.

At that time, the answer she gave me gave me a full understanding of what the miserable life of the people brought to the people during the warlord melee during the Republic of China.

"Little girl, do I have a home? There are wars everywhere, every day, we have no home, who knows if we will be alive tomorrow. Can you give me something to eat first? ”

The last sentence, can you give me food first, this sentence made my heart sour, as if I had been pierced by an invisible needle.

I didn't expect it to be like this, I stayed at home every day, my life was carefree, I was always worried about my livelihood, I could understand the suffering of the people at the bottom!

I gave the old lady ten oceans and left silently. I only heard the old lady behind me keep saying that I kowtow to you, I hope you will live a peaceful life for the rest of your life, and I hope you will be happy for the rest of your life.

Hearing Xu Zhimo's words and looking at the meat in his hands, I couldn't help but think of that scene.

How good is our life in the twenty-first century, meat? It is no longer a very rare food, and the people's living standards are constantly improving, and they never worry that they will not wake up the next day, but only worry about why they still can't sleep, and only complain that they are always not sleeping enough.

In the 21st century, the standard of living will only continue to improve, and people will only yearn for a better tomorrow. Food and clothing, maybe no one is worried about it for a long time.

No matter how bad it is, it will not be worse than the lives of the poor people in the Republic of China, at least we are still eating white rice.

But we were scared, we were scared of dying, we were scared of the disease.

"Actually, there is no need to spend so much, it would be good to have food."

Thinking of the sea, what they did for nothing, but they died on the dock, and even the corpses were thrown into the sea, life is so full of drama.

"Have you really forgotten what day it is?"

Xu Zhimo looked at me curiously, with doubts and incredulity on his face. Looking at me with the eyes of a monster, I instantly felt uncomfortable.

What day is today? I racked my brains, but I didn't come up with anything, today I only know that something big happened to me, if it weren't for Master Zhao coming over, I would have just died.

"Heehehehehehe~ Why don't you tell me what day it is? I don't have a good brain, and I don't look at the calendar. ”

The yellow calendar is on the top of the cabinet in the house, but I am in a vague state of the year here, and it is magical to be able to figure out what month and day it is today, and I still know the day of wool?

"You're so stupid, today is our anniversary, our fourth anniversary!"

Xu Zhimo glanced at me helplessly and pointed at my brows, as if he was angry and spoiled.

"Hee-hee-hee-hee~ I'm sorry, look at me, haven't I been at home every day since we got married, and I haven't gone out to meet like before, and I'm not engaged in literary creation, I'm just a waste all day long, I don't know if it's really my fault for the day, you understand me!"

I pulled Xu Zhimo's arm and roared delicately, this coquettish word was the first time I said to Xu Zhimo, and it didn't feel like my Muzi's style of life.

"You stupid, I can't take you!"

Xu Zhimo laughed all of a sudden, and he couldn't be happy. He can't stand the way I speak, it seems that every man is like this, and he can't stand his woman changing in front of him.

But they accept it, and even have some expectations in their hearts, they expect their women to be like birds in front of them.

"Xiaoman, I'm sorry. After marrying me, I wronged you, you have a rich life in Beijing, you are the daughter of the Lu family, you have never worried about food and clothing, and your life with Wang Geng before was even more wanted. But after following me, you suffered, and I didn't let you live a good life, and I really feel guilty. ”

Xu Zhimo looked at me very sincerely when he said this, and I could feel that he was truly from the bottom of his heart, without a trace of fraud or hypocrisy.

"Look at you, am I the kind of money worshipper?"

"Money worshippers? What do you mean? ”

Xu Zhimo's eyes widened, and the words in his eyes were: "What's going on?" How come there are new words? ”

"Oh, that means I'm not the kind of person who only focuses on the life of brocade clothes and food, I follow you, I don't care about that."

I really can't explain it to him, what is the situation, I can't understand this word, I really don't understand the people of the Republic of China. As for the great poet, I have a little joy and a sense of superiority in my heart.

"Oh, you women's world is incredible."

Xu Zhimo nodded thoughtfully, as if he heard it in a fog.

At dinner, Wang Ma wanted to go to the back kitchen to eat by herself, but before I could speak, Xu Zhimo stopped Wang Ma, which scared Wang Ma and thought there was something wrong.

"Mother Wang, didn't we say it before, we have a table for dinner, we have no concept of hierarchy, we are the same kind of people, you take care of me and Xiaoman so much, you are our parents."

Xu Zhimo pulled Wang Ma back to the dinner table, Wang Ma was a little embarrassed, as if she was blaming herself for thinking too much.

"Yes, Mother Wang, don't be like this in the future, don't we all eat at the same table all the time? Why do you want to go to the back kitchen by yourself today? ”

I felt a little strange, I felt that Wang Ma was weird, and suddenly changed her mind.

"No, I, I, Miss, don't think about it. I watched Childe buy meat and come back today, I can't sit here for an inconvenience, I don't deserve it. ”

Hearing Wang's mother's words, my heart was very uncomfortable, she was so good to me, today she went to invite Master Zhao, if it weren't for her, I would have died by the time Xu Zhimo came back.

"Mother Wang, don't you do this in the future? I'm really uncomfortable, I've always treated you as my own mother, and I will eat at the same table in the future, don't do this again! ”

With tears rolling in my eyes, I added a piece of meat to my mother.

This is the only thing I can do, I can't change the minds of all the lower class people here, I can't change their inferiority complex that has gone deep into the bone marrow, but I can change the minds of the people around me.

I can look at the people around me with the most equal eyes, to look at Wang Ma, and to treat Wang Ma like my own relatives.

There is no shortage of nannies in society nowadays, but can I still use nannies at my age? But what about Wang's mother? has always treated her own daughter like her own daughter, and she wants to hand over this courtyard house, this big village, to me.