Chapter 167: Missing is a Disease
Fei Ranchu was silent after listening to Zhao Yufeng's words.
And the reason that forced her to be silent was because of the sour feeling in her heart.
She always thought that she had sacrificed too much for Zhao Yufeng, but she didn't think that Zhao Yufeng had done so much for her.
When he insisted on implementing new policies and regulations in the harem, many of the harem concubines secretly poked Zhao Yufeng to give advice, but Zhao Yufeng pretended to be deaf and dumb every time and ignored it.
And because of his big temperament, there have been many rumors in the harem, and every time Zhao Yufeng can come to question himself, but he doesn't.
Finally, this time I came to ask myself, but I didn't ask if there was the kind of relationship between myself and Zhao Lulu as rumored, but to let myself be a little more restrained and take into account the identities of both parties outside.
He didn't even prevent himself from continuing to associate with Zhao Lulu!
Fei Ranchu can be regarded as realizing today that another person's unconditional trust in himself can be so humble and sad.
And that man is still the emperor of this country!
"Why don't you speak?"
"I just think ...... Suddenly I don't feel like I'm a thing. ”
Fei Ranchu suddenly sniffed, looked at Zhao Yufeng and smiled.
And Zhao Yufeng didn't understand why she suddenly scolded herself, so he asked: "Although you little guy is really annoying sometimes, but why do you have this self-knowledge?" ”
Xu heard the teasing in his words, and Fei Ran laughed at the beginning, and held back the tears that were about to come out.
She raised her head and exhaled a heavy breath before speaking slowly.
"I've always felt that I've changed too much for you, reined in my personality outside, and forced myself to become a female devil in front of the concubines, but I never imagined that after I stabbed Lou Zi so many times, who is my strong backing, it turned out to be you, I actually understood......"
When she said the latter, her words were filled with guilt and repentance.
At this time, her nose was sour again, and she forced out a thin layer of tears, making her eyes look like a poor little animal.
This made Zhao Yufeng feel distressed, and he directly hugged Fei Ranchu, let her head press on her chest, and let her listen to her heartbeat.
"Don't be like this, I'm just telling you, and I don't really blame you, if you are bored in the palace in the future, it's a big deal to go out of the palace to play, anyway, I said that I won't let you out of the palace and I can't control you."
Fei Ranchu burst into tears and laughed.
"Is there anyone as comforting as you?"
Zhao Yufeng didn't continue to speak, but pulled Fei Ranchu to his desk next to the bookshelf, let her sit on the table, and stood in front of her, holding her shoulder.
"I originally wanted you to come over and scare you, but now it's me who comforts you?"
In private, Zhao Yufeng is not as domineering as he is in front of the ministers, he has Junwei Longyi, he is more mature and stable in front of Fei Ranchu, and there is a trace of indulgent gentleness.
You know, all women can't escape the clutches of gentleness.
Including the little devil Fei Ranchu.
She seemed to feel like she was getting deeper and deeper, and she didn't want to come out at all.
After coming out of the imperial study, Fei Ran's heart has obviously changed a lot, and he is still humming a little song when he walks.
"Niangniang, what did Your Majesty say to you? Why did you still have a gloomy face when you went there, and hummed a little tune when you came out? ”
"Your Majesty said that in the future, this palace can bring its own things to the imperial study and deal with it with him."
Zhao Yufeng's purpose in doing this was just to want Fei Ran to stay together more every day, but it fell into Xicui's ears, which was already a great honor!
She jumped up on the spot.
"Oh my God! Empress! ”
Fei Ranchu looked at her with some confusion.
"What? Why did you react so much? ”
"Since ancient times, those who have been able to go to the emperor's imperial study to serve pen and ink, the harem concubines all regard this matter as a privilege, not to mention staying there every day, Your Majesty took the initiative to let you go to him, if this matter reaches the ears of other concubines, you must not die of jealousy!"
"Oh."
Fei Ranchu replied very coldly, and then continued to walk forward with his hands behind his back.
Xicui thought it was a problem with her ability to express, which made Niangniang not so excited, but what she didn't see was that after Fei Ranchu turned around, the corners of her mouth quietly raised a smile, and it was the kind that couldn't be suppressed.
……
On the second day, all the concubines and palace maids in the harem exploded!
Because they learned that after such a scandal broke out by the queen mother, His Majesty even asked the queen mother to go to his imperial study every day to serve the pen and ink.
Which dynasty's queen can get such an honor?
It's unprecedented!
Zhong Cui Palace.
After learning the news, Xuanyuan Meng was also extremely surprised.
It turns out that the relationship between Fei Ranchu and Zhao Yufeng has been so good unconsciously?
It's really enviable......
In front of her was a small, delicately crafted box, which contained scraps of paper instead of precious jewelry and other personal belongings.
Most of the scraps of paper are yellow blanks, but if you look closely, you can still find that some of them are stained with black ink, as if they were once written.
Xuanyuan Meng didn't know what courage he had to tear it apart when he was drunk that day, and how he picked up these pieces one by one in the middle of the night after he woke up.
She had the time and energy to piece the pieces together into a complete letter, but every time she started, she was momentarily unsure of what she had done...... It's against morality.
In this way, every time she looked at the fragments in this box, her heart would always sink up and down, tormenting her spirit and her body.
"Smack!"
Xuanyuan Meng suddenly closed the box, and then stopped looking at it.
Xiaoying stood behind Xuanyuan Meng, watching her mother miss her crazy day and night, and she was very distressed.
Everyone said that the mother was too indifferent, and she didn't even have a superfluous expression.
But what they don't know is how her mother thinks about that person in the middle of the night that others don't know, and if she does this every day, how can she have any other energy to smile at people?