() Once in my heart, Xia Tian was like a sacred and incomprehensible white moonlight. Treat everyone gently, and smile like a warm soft light.

It was a blasphemy to even feel close, and I don't know why I would think that way about a man.

But for a long time, I couldn't face Xia Tian's sweet words and physical contact.

When I slowly got used to it and got back together, I began to rationally observe the white moonlight in my heart.

He has a serious cleanliness habit, which may have something to do with the fact that he is a doctor. I always had the smell of disinfectant on my body, and it took me a long time to get used to it.

He would strictly control what I ate, and in his opinion, the food at the roadside stalls was a meeting place for germs, so after I was with him, I never ate roadside stalls or takeaways again.

He was gentle, but this gentleness was not just for me. There are many little nurses in the hospital who like him, and there are often confessions.

But he will only reply gently, but never say directly: "I have a girlfriend." ”

Don't ask me how I know, after all, he is often regarded as an admirer and then talked about by some little nurses for bringing him food.

It seems that I am the only one who is acknowledging our relationship, and he is passively accepting.

Another point was the main reason why I decided not to be with him.

After experiencing his mother's obstruction, I learned that he was an indecisive person who used to escape.

When I left the hospital that day, I saw him watching from the window, but I still got into Du Yichen's car.

I thought he'd give me an answer afterwards, or maybe even a hug.

But when it was all over, what he gave me was still a conditional reunion.

I never knew that if I were going to marry him, my mother would have such a big role in my marriage.

It was also the moment that made me completely dead, and I was puzzled for a while. Why did he become like this, such a perfect person...

But when I calmed down, I realized that he wasn't at fault. Everything is too beautiful as I imagined, he is also a human being, and he also has all kinds of faults and shortcomings.

But I blindly regard him as an immortal, which is not right. So our end is not his fault alone.

Of course, God still loves me very much, and when I returned to reality from the dream of a flower girl, there was still someone waiting for me.

To be honest, I have no impression of Du Yichen's statement that he knew me a long time ago.

After all, if I really have such a charming man around me, there's no reason why I can't remember.

But I really don't remember, and what I didn't expect was how much I paid attention to Xia Tian, and how much Du Yichen paid attention to me.

Tsk... How can there be a kind of heavenly reincarnation, and the sky will let go of whom...

He said that the reason why he liked me was because he looked different from other children when he was a child, and he was bullied by children of the same age, and I protected him.

But I didn't remember it at all, and under his many guidance, I seemed to remember the scene he said.

But it's two things!

When I was a kid, I went to take out the garbage and saw a couple of runny kids next door talking to a little boy.

I walked over to take a look, and I saw that the little boy who was surrounded was so ugly! Withered yellow hair, blue-gray eyes, an unusually high nose bridge, and a stubborn mouth tightly pursed. Squatting on the ground in Mickey's pajamas without saying a word.

The kids around him were calling him a yokai because he was different from them. I didn't know why I walked over and stood in front of him, and said to the little kid next door:

"I just saw your mother looking for you again! It seems that someone ran out without finishing their homework. ”

Then the children ran away looking at each other, probably not finishing their homework.

Then I walked away, not even looking at the child behind me.

Therefore, it is impossible to imagine that that mixed-race little dirty child will become the handsome guy in front of him who exudes hormones when he breathes, okay?!

After listening to me tell the real situation at that time, Du Yichen was silent for a long time. Just when I thought he regretted it, he grabbed me and pinned me to the couch.

"No matter what happened before, I have to be responsible for giving so much for me."

I looked at him with the corners of my mouth twitching, if it weren't for his face being so valuable, I really wanted to slap him.

"Are you wishful thinking about the old lady's?"

"But I want you to be responsible for me~"

！！！ Fog grass, do you dare not say such things in my ear! You are called the xx of Chiguoguo!

I admit that I am a face control, and I am terminally ill, otherwise I would not have been eyeing Xia Tian since I was a child.

But Du Yichen's kind of is simply a foul operation, who can withstand a man who is coquettish with this face!!

In the end, I compromised.

Just when I was ready to be a nanny to soothe the little milk dog every day, I was spoiled as a waste with degraded limbs...

"Du Yichen, I think..."

"No, you don't want to. Now that the epidemic situation outside is so serious, it's tiring enough for you to go to the hospital to accompany those two people. So just rest at home. ”

"No, I want to say..."

"Don't say anything, everything you eat and drink is here, if you want to sleep, I'll carry you, in short, stay in my arms now."

I got up and pinched his jealous face and gritted my teeth and said, "I want to say that your uncle, you pressed my hair bastard!" ”

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That's right, this is our daily life, a love and kill routine that is overly doting and strongly opposed to doting.

However, the reason why I was able to let go of Xia Tian so quickly and accept Du Yichen. There is also a root cause.

There was no communication problem between me and Du Yichen.

Although we all have our own living, working, private space. Except for being together, they don't stick together too much.

But when there are problems and contradictions, whether the other party minds or not, we will directly let the other party know what I really think and mind in this matter.

In fact, men and women are two species, men like to do things straight, but women like to guess.

But if you want to say whatever you want, say it to the other party, instead of letting the other party guess, in fact, the contradictions between the two are reduced a lot.

After all, there are few pairs of lovers in the world who have the same heart and soul as Lin Xia and Shen Yu, and this kind of heart connection is finally run in after experiencing all kinds of hardships that ordinary people can't accept.

So, after going through what happened to Xia Tian, I know what I want, what I hope the other party will give me, and what I can give the other party.

This is also why, until now, I can still be by Du Yichen's side because of love, but it is as sweet as honey every day.

White moonlight and cinnabar moles are originally difficult to choose in the world, but in the end, who you choose is not because of which one he is, but because he is suitable for you.