This year, I didn't accompany Yu Ge for his birthday.

Now in my world, there is no day or night, only endless loneliness, and every day I can only judge whether it is day or night by the light when people come outside.

It's just that none of this makes sense.

The one who came to see me most often was Xia Zicheng, who would come over almost whenever he was free, and we had almost nothing to talk about, so we didn't say anything to each other.

Sometimes he wants to say something to me, and I don't respond to him, it's not what he wants, it's my resistance.

To my surprise, Ah Qin actually went to buy me a sugar gourd, what I didn't expect was that in this weather, the imperial city was not sold, she ran to the south wind to bring me back.

So, when I got my hands on it, I was very surprised, when she stuffed the pastries, candied fruit and sugar gourd, I looked at her suspiciously several times and asked, "You are being threatened by Xia Zicheng and you will wink, don't force it." ”

"Nope." She looked unhappy, saw that I had taken it, turned away, walked halfway, and turned back to me and said, "I still hate you." ”

I picked up a piece of osmanthus cake and stuffed it into my mouth, and nodded seriously: "That's good, so that I can feel more at ease." ”

In this way, I have peace of mind.

My biggest feeling is that the sugar gourd is really sweet, and the sugar gourd of the south wind is even sweeter.

All I do in prison every day is sleep and read, and reading is the only thing I can do to pass the time, otherwise I don't even know what I should do.

Maybe it's because of the laziness of the day, I'm starting to get fatter and fatter now, my stomach is gradually protruding, I still have nausea from time to time, and my body is often uncomfortable, I don't know if this symptom will have something to do with the sudden loss of strength in my previous Netan.

The weather is a little colder, I have some drowsiness in recent days, I can sleep for a long time when I sleep, and it is difficult for others to scream, the palace maid who serves me has seen me several times such symptoms, from her eyes, I see worry, I comfort her: "It's okay, I'm fine." ”

I didn't do anything, but I still felt tired.

This symptom became more and more serious, so I asked the personal palace maid who was dressed to go to the imperial doctor, and it didn't take long for Xia Zicheng to come over, followed by a man with black cloth over his eyes.

The person was wearing the costume of a female doctor, and he was a female officer of the medical department, I was a little familiar, but I didn't know him, maybe I saw it when I was in the Depth of Field Palace before.

At that time, I was still a queen, and I needed to be in charge of the affairs of the six divisions, so basically I had met a few high-ranking female officials, and it was normal for me to be familiar with each other.

Xia Zicheng's face was solemn and he didn't speak, he pursed his lips, as if he was worried about my body.

Ah Yuan followed her, walked in and opened the door, I looked up at him, they took off the black cloth from the female officer's eyes, she was very surprised when she saw me, she couldn't help but shout: "Queen Mother! ”

I smiled at her because I didn't know what to make an expression either.

She is also a smart person, she saw the problem at a glance, the emperor put the queen under house arrest, she didn't dare to say much, so she walked in respectfully, Xia Zi ordered: "Look at the queen's phoenix body." ”

"Yes." The female officer knelt in front of me, I handed her hand, her hand was warm, it seemed that she was deliberately covering it for a while, she gently put her finger on my vein, I gently said to her, "Don't be nervous, just take a look." ”

She nodded.

After being silent for a while, a shocked expression suddenly appeared on her face, she raised her head, her expression was a little wrong, she glanced at Xia Zicheng hesitantly, as if she wanted to tell me, but she thought about it again and again, and still didn't speak, she stood up and walked out slowly.

"How's the queen?" Xia Zicheng asked, he didn't speak in a stern tone, but there was a sense of unconsciously obedient.

The female doctor hesitated for a moment, then looked at me again.

Xia Zicheng knew that there should be some problems, and he said calmly: "But it doesn't hurt to say it. ”

When the female doctor got the order, she knelt down directly, and said in a trembling voice: "Queen Mother, she is not sick, she is just, pregnant." ”

What the?

I got up from my chair.

Xia Zicheng looked at me in shock, I couldn't believe what she said, I gently stroked my belly, I was actually pregnant.

I actually have Yu Ge's child.

I looked at Xia Zicheng nervously, Xia Zicheng hadn't recovered from the shock, he was stunned for a few seconds, and the female doctor said slowly: "Please treat the queen well, the minister has just taken the pulse, the mother is a little cold, the fetal gas is unstable, and she needs to be taken care of." ”

What did I do, I took my children to the battlefield, no wonder when I left the capital, I had symptoms of Nedan losing strength, it turned out that it was all because of this.

Xia Zicheng eased up now, Ah Yuan looked at him worriedly, Xia Zicheng lowered his eyes, he couldn't see his expression clearly, but it didn't seem to be so good-looking, he calmed his voice and said, "Ah Yuan, take the female doctor out." ”

Ah Yuan stepped forward and seemed to want to say something.

"Get out!" Xia Zicheng scolded, his tone contained anger, Ah Yuan didn't say anything anymore, and left directly with the female doctor.

I'm starting to get scared.

I had never been scared before, but now, I am very afraid, I looked at Xia Zicheng and unconsciously took a step back.

Xia Zicheng walked in from outside the cell, this was the first time he had stepped into this cell.

We were all able to get along peacefully, but it was this accident that broke this peace He no longer just stood outside the door, trying to communicate with me, but walked in, and I took a step back.

His eyes are very calm, and it is this calmness that makes me even more afraid, I can't see through it, I haven't seen through his thoughts from beginning to end, and I don't understand his feelings for me, do you like it? Is it love? It doesn't seem to be.

Xia Zicheng looked me in the eye, and he asked me, "Whose is it?" ”

I didn't know what to reply, so I kept silent.

He asked again, "Whose is it?" ”

"It's none of your business." I replied in a panic.

He had already walked up to me, and within two steps of me, he suddenly laughed, and I was so creepy that a chill crept up from behind me, and I didn't know what he meant by that.

In the end, Xia Zicheng said to me: "Luo Qinlin, this is the first time you are afraid. ”

When he said this, I knew that I was finished, I was in front of him, I could no longer keep the clouds calm and light, I had people I had to care about, I had to fight to protect them, and I had to have reasons to give in to him.

That is, I, the unborn child.

I have forgotten how he left the cell that day, I only remember that I fell to the ground, and my ears kept around Xia Zicheng's last words to me: "If you want to keep your child, then you will have to listen to me in the future." ”

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