Chapter 53: Passing by, Saying Goodbye Without Saying Goodbye
Lu Yinyin tried to hold back the tears that were about to flow out of his eyes, and after getting into the car, through the window, he saw Lin Mo Nian standing in place, waving at himself, and then walked to the bus of the third class of mechanical and electrical vehicles.
In fact, she had a momentary impulse to continue to maintain this brotherly and friend relationship with Lin Monian, but her so-called principles still reminded her again and again that she would never get the unique love she wanted from Lin Monian.
So why let yourself continue to be trapped in it, physically and mentally exhausted, if one day Lin Mo Nian knows her thoughts, what kind of troubles will it bring him.
There are some people in this world who can't say what's good, but no one can replace them, but some people just don't belong to you no matter how good they are, Lu Yinyin thought sadly, at this time, the bus had already driven out of a distance, and Yang Muxue didn't say a word when she saw Lu Yinyin sitting next to her from getting on the bus.
Yang Muxue asked a little worriedly, "Xiaoshanshan, what do you want?" Why don't you speak? ”
Lu Yinyin replied, "It's okay, I won't participate in the casual dinner when I go back to school tonight, my dad has a birthday, No, give you the meal ticket, eat more for me." ”
As he spoke, he forced the meal ticket into Yang Muxue's hand, Yang Muxue said, "I don't want it, take it away quickly, just because of a Lin Mo Nian, you didn't even eat a meal with us, no wonder you hurt yourself there and didn't speak for a long time." “
The mind was debunked, Lu Yinyin hurriedly explained, "Dashanshan, it's really not what you think, I just have no way to face Lin Mo Nian anymore, he said that he had something to say to me after he returned to school, but I didn't want to listen and didn't dare to listen, I was very afraid to face what he was about to say, let me be a deserter." ”
Yang Muxue was very unconfident when she heard that Lu Yinyin was suffering from such gains and losses, so she hurriedly comforted Lu Yinyin and said, "Maybe things are not what you think, you haven't even asked for verification, and you haven't heard Lin Mo Nian say that he likes others, just in this hearsay, he made a conclusion in vain, didn't you think about giving yourself a chance?" ”
Lu Yinyin said, "Don't comfort me, do you think he can't even look down on Zhong Yanan, and if he can like me, even you think it's unrealistic, don't you?" I've decided, we still have a chance to meet again in the future, dear Dashanshan, just let me be willful for once. ”
Yang Muxue saw Lu Yinyin say this, so she no longer persuaded her, love is like a person who knows how cold and warm he is, no matter how much others say, it is in vain, but finally said, "When you get a mobile phone number, don't forget to call me and tell me." ”
Lu Yinyin said, "Well, I know, I have to tell you as soon as possible." ”
At this time, I don't know whose mobile phone in the car is playing a song, only listening to a very infectious voice, full of affectionate singing
"Don't ask, don't talk, it's all in plain sight
This moment is snuggled by candlelight, let us spend it quietly
Don't wave your hand and don't look back when I sing this song
I'm afraid that the tears will slide down gently
May I always have a smile in my heart
Accompany you through every spring, summer, autumn and winter
A little sorrow and a little worry, life is inevitably bitter and painful
Only when you have lost can you truly know how to cherish and have
It's hard to give up and it's hard to stay, and now it's goodbye to each other
Cold and hot dripping in the heart
May I always have a smile in my heart
Accompany you through every spring, summer, autumn and winter
Hurt parting parting though is at hand
Say goodbye Goodbye isn't too far away
If there is fate, you can look forward to tomorrow
You and I are reunited in the glorious season"
When Lu Yinyin heard the last sentence "If there is fate, you can look forward to tomorrow", the tears could no longer hold back, and slowly slid down the corners of his eyes, and the atmosphere in the car became dull and sad at this moment.
The arrival of the bus also means that those who have accompanied each other through this stop are about to get off the bus, and we will embark on a new journey, meet new partners and friends, and start a new life.
In the depths of everyone's memory, there is such a group of people, you have walked through the flower season together, walked through the rainy season, walked through the most beautiful age of seventeen or eighteen years old, in the face of separation, there is always so much reluctance in your heart, remembering those days when you studied and played together, so it became the most beautiful scenery in your memory.
But as the song goes, there is no banquet in the world that will never be dissolved, even if you are about to part, in the end, I can give you only my best wishes.
The footsteps of each of us to the future let us gradually drift away, each for the dream in their hearts on the road, although there will be a lot of ups and downs, but only this friendship is forever in the memory.
Life is like a long journey, in which we have the fate to ride on the same bus with someone who has accompanied you for a while, and then when you reach your destination, you have to get off the bus and change to another vehicle.
For example, Lin Mo thought of Lu Yinyin, they were about to go farther and farther in different directions, Lu Yinyin asked Yang Muxue aloud, "What song was that just played?" ”
Yang Muxue said, "You don't know this, it's Jacky Cheung's "Blessing", I don't dare to listen to this song in the future, I will think of you when I hear it." ”
Both of them stopped talking, listening to the song "Blessing" that was played repeatedly on a loop, and fell into their own contemplation, until a long, long time later, Lu Yinyin heard the song again, as if the scene at that time happened yesterday, and everything was vivid.
After returning to school, it was already more than six o'clock in the evening, Ji Mingwei had already been waiting at the school gate by car, and saw Lu Yinyin getting off the bus, so he walked forward, Lu Yinyin saw that his father had already come over, so he said happily, "Dad, you wait a while, I'll go get my luggage, come out immediately, and we'll go home." ”
Ji Mingwei said: "You haven't told me how the exam is?" ”
Lu Yinyin said mischievously, "Of course you did very well in the exam, Comrade Ji, you should have this confidence in your daughter." ”
Ji Mingwei smiled and didn't say anything anymore, when he took the high school entrance examination, he asked Lu Yinyin that she also patted her chest and said this confidently, since she was a child, the whole family held Lu Yinyin in the palm of her hand, and she was never willing to reprimand her, so even if Lu Yinyin didn't do well in the exam this time, she would still not be willing to talk about her.
Gu Jinyan, who got off the car behind Lu Yinyin, saw Ji Mingwei and hurriedly stepped forward to greet him and said, "Uncle, why are you here?" Is this to pick up the shade and go home? ”
Ji Mingwei said, "Yes, anyway, you will have a holiday tomorrow, I work during the day, and I happened to come over to pick her up after work tonight, do you have any luggage that you need to bring, I will bring you a piece back." ”
Gu Jinyan said, "No, I have very little luggage, unlike Yin Yin, who can't wait to move her home, I estimate that she will take her luggage here several times, and I will help her." ”
After Gu Jinyan finished speaking, he quickly ran to the girls' dormitory, Lu Yinyin didn't even eat dinner tonight, so he was about to go home, he actually just found out, he couldn't help but be a little unhappy, Lu Yinyin didn't say anything to him about such a big thing, but how should he tell Lu Yinyin that he likes her, thinking of this, Gu Jinyan couldn't help but make trouble again.
Gu Jinyan was thinking about it, when he saw Lu Yinyin coming out of the dormitory, carrying several large bags and small bags, Gu Jinyan who came over and said, "Little radish, you are too uninteresting, why don't you tell me in advance, bring it over, you continue to go up and get it, after I put it down, come over and get something else." ”
Lu Yinyin let out an obedient sigh, and turned his head to step into the dormitory building, at this time, Yang Muxue also walked down with several bags in his hand, Gu Jinyan and Yang Muxue glanced at each other, and shouted together, "How many things are there in your dormitory?" ”
Lu Yinyin didn't look back and said, "This is a small part, and the heavyweights are still behind." ”
After Lu Yinyin returned to the dormitory, she saw Qian Huimei looking at the mattress and quilt that Lu Yinyin had lifted, as well as several duffel bags next to her, and was in a daze, and Qian Huimei saw Lu Yinyin coming in, and said sullenly, "Lu Xiaopang, why do you have to go tonight, I originally wanted to have a casual meal with you, but now that you are gone, it makes me feel so bad and sad, I won't send you off." ”
Lu Yinyin felt that no matter how much explanation she gave now, she was pale and powerless, so she stepped forward and hugged Qian Huimei tightly and said, "Da Mei, I will always remember you, and I will always remember the "Friends Don't Cry" you taught me. ”
After Lu Yinyin said this, she actually took the lead in crying, Qian Huimei said, "Lu Yinyin, why are you so bad, I haven't cried for a long time, you have to provoke me to shed tears." ”
At the same time, An Xiaoru, Lu Qian, and Ye Bing, who pushed the door in from the outside, were all a little sad when they saw Lu Yinyin and Qian Huimei hugging each other while shedding tears, there is no banquet in the world that will not be separated, and they will be separated after all.
When Lu Yinyin saw the three of them coming in, she quickly wiped away her tears and said, "Don't cry, as long as we are all in the secret city, we will meet often in the future, so we must contact us often." ”
An Xiaoru said with a crying voice, "Okay, we want to be good friends for life." ”
Qian Huimei, who was reluctant to face parting, suddenly said, "Don't make it look like life and death, send this goods away, don't affect my mood here." ”
So the group of five took some of Lu Yinyin's remaining things, leaving only the thick mattress, as well as the two quilts that Lu Yinyin brought from home and the half-human-tall stuffed bear that Lin Mo Nian gave her, waiting for Gu Jinyan to come up and get it later.
Lu Yinyin, who went and returned again, asked Gu Jinyan to take away the mattress and quilt, and then picked up the woolly bear she had been holding for more than a year, reluctantly glanced at the dormitory where she had lived for two years, gently took the door, and left without looking back.
And where did Qi Xiaofei and Zhong Yanan, who had not returned to the dormitory for a long time, go?
It turned out that the bus that the third class of mechanical and electrical was sitting broke down halfway, and after some repairs, they had just arrived at the school, after Zhong Yanan and Qi Xiaofei got off the bus, they saw Gu Jinyan was stuffing various items into a car parked next to him, Qi Xiaofei stepped forward and asked, "Is there anything left in the dormitory?" ”
Gu Jinyan said, "There is nothing left, wait here for a while, the little radish will come out immediately." ”
So Zhong Yanan and Qi Xiaofei, Yang Muxue, Ye Bing, Lu Qian, and An Xiaoru stood in place and chatted together, waiting for Lu Yinyin to come out, Yang Muxue saw the coat that Zhong Yanan had been wearing on his body, and said with interest, "Zhong Yanan, this is your Xue Bing's coat, right?" Tut-tut, look at how considerate people are. ”
Zhong Yanan explained, "I have nothing to do with Xue Bing, this is Lin Mo Nian's coat." ”
Yang Muxue smiled a little meaninglessly and said, "Oh, I see." But I finally understood Lu Yinyin's pain in my heart, some people still have to give up no matter how much they love.
At this time, Lin Monian, who got off the bus, didn't know what a group of people were standing at the school gate, and he didn't know that Lu Yinyin, who was thinking about him, had already packed up and wanted to say goodbye to him completely.
Lin Mo walked happily from the road of the school commissary to the dormitory, Lu Yinyin held the woolly bear from the road in front of the Xingzhi Building, and walked towards the school gate, and the two of them passed by at the corner of the steps at the same time.
Lu Yinyin, who walked to the school gate, saw the black coat worn by Zhong Yanan, and inexplicably felt very familiar, and if you took a closer look, this was not Lin Menian's coat.
At that moment, Zhong Yanan, who was wearing Lin Mo Nian's coat, stabbed Lu Yinyin's eyes brightly, and even his heart was bleeding, and he couldn't help but feel pain.
When everyone saw Lu Yinyin come out, they all stepped forward to say goodbye, almost all the people in the mechanical and electrical class came, Lu Yinyin and the girls in their dormitory hugged each other, and when they arrived at Zhong Yanan, Lu Yinyin's tears still flowed out, and they fell on Lin Mo Nian's coat.
Zhong Yanan patted Lu Yinyin's shoulder and said, "Little Sister Lu, don't cry, we said that we would be good friends for life, and after graduating from college, we will all go back to Micheng." ”
Lu Yinyin was already crying and couldn't speak, just nodded heavily, what Zhong Yanan didn't know was that although Lu Yinyin was hugging her, he was actually hugging Lin Mo Nian's coat, which was her last goodbye to Lin Mo Nian.
On the other side, Lin Monian, who didn't find Lu Yinyin in the restaurant, finally met a classmate in the first class of electromechanical, and asked if he had seen Lu Yinyin, the classmate said that Lu Yinyin had left and gone home, and the people in the first class of electromechanical had just gone to see her off.
When Lin Mo Nian heard this, his heart suddenly cooled, and he had a bad premonition, obviously she had been fine with Lu Yinyin for the past few days, and she couldn't see anything abnormal at all, why did he tell her that when he had something to say to her tonight, she immediately ran away.
Faced with Lu Yinyin's non-saying goodbye, Lin Mo Nian made up his mind that as long as he found Lu Yinyin, he would punish her severely, and see if she dared to run away without saying a word in the future.
As a result, before Lin Mo Nian could find Lu Yinyin, Yang Muxue called him the next day to tell him that Lu Yinyin had something for her to hand over to him, and she would immediately go to the bottom of the dormitory building to get it.