Chapter 475
At this moment, Zhong Qu's mouth was only filled with incoming air, and there was no outgoing air. He also had more injuries on his body, because this guy was bad, and I didn't think about protecting him when the car hit, so the old guy's injuries should be said to be the most serious.
"What? Looking at your appearance, you have changed your previous arrogance, what do you think of? I put my hands around and asked him.
Zhong Qu turned his head slightly to look at me and asked, "Professor Chen, you said that when you remember that you have seen a photo at the police station, you remember who I am, can you tell me what is under the photo?" ”
"Heroic martyr Zhong Qu." I replied.
"You died in the real world trying to capture a heinous fugitive." L added, "Isn't it ironic? When you have amnesia, you become a despicable villain who will do whatever it takes. ”
"No, you can't say that." I told L, "He just wants to live, maybe his wish is the same as Sun Yu's, he is very resistant to death, and he wants to live." So, his soul magnified this infinitely. ”
l squatted down, looked at him and said, "Now that I think of everything, let me ask you, do you regret what you did?" ”
Zhong Qu was stunned for a moment, and then he actually cried, humming and chirping, but the rain was too heavy, and we didn't see his tears.
"Director Zhong, actually, you are good." I told him, "Your perseverance is strong enough, so when you die, that kind of survival ** will be infinitely magnified by your soul." In this life, let's stop here, if there is an afterlife and you don't want to die, live a peaceful life, or, make yourself better. ”
"Thank you......" Zhong Qu's body was disappearing, his voice was hoarse, but the sincerity could be heard. Thank you, Professor Chan. ”
It wasn't until he was completely gone that L asked me, "He didn't hurt his heart, why did this happen?" ”
"I said he had a lot of perseverance." I replied, "He didn't want to become that kind of thing, the strong spiritual power made him choose self-destruction, and when he sobered up, he was still a martyr!" ”
l and Ruan Fu both sighed deeply, I asked them not to stand outside and sigh, or go first to take shelter from the rain.
We all climbed into the carriage, but we didn't speak, we all hung our heads, not knowing what we were thinking.
I was afraid that Sister Meng would not sleep well, so I sat in the back and hugged her and let her sleep well. After a long time, Ruan Fu looked at me and said, "Professor Chen, in fact, no matter how stupid I am, I can guess what you are hiding from me, in fact, I am the same as them, right?" As I was jolting in the car just now, I was reminded of something on and off. ”
"So what?" I asked him.
"So, I'm actually a dead man too. I died long before my brothers were dead. Ruan Fu replied, "Although I can't remember how I died, I'm pretty sure of that feeling, Professor Chen, you don't want to see me have so much resentment to carry me, right?" Just like everyone else. ”
"Do you remember, how did you die?" At this point, I don't want to continue to hide it from him.
Ruan Fu shook his head and said, "Maybe, until I die again, I can't remember how I died." ”
"No, you don't." I replied, "I'm telling you, it's a shame that you died, you killed yourself." ”
"Suicide?" Ruan Fu's eyes widened, and then he screamed, covering his head and taking care of himself in pain: "Ah! Suicide? …… Am I suicidal? ”
"Yes." L raised his head and replied, "Ghost Detective, because you realized that you failed to protect your brother in the case of the evil corpse, you were the only one who escaped in the end, and you committed suicide with a gun before Superintendent Nie arrived." ”
"Therefore, your resentment still comes from your brothers, from your failure to protect them." I continued, "Also, you don't really want to die, you just think that your pride killed your brother, and only death can atone for your sins. ”
"I ......" Ruan Fu pondered for a while, raised his head to look at me, and said, "I remembered, I did it myself, and I was very useless." ”
"It's really unproductive." I told him, "You could have had a great future, but you were proud, you were proud of your title, you left your calmness and rationality behind, so you lost, you lost." It can also be said that your brothers died because of you, and they also paid the price for your arrogance that did not belong to them! ”
"Brother Chen...... You ...... "L probably thought I was going to persuade him, and now I was a little worried when I heard me reprimanding him. But she didn't say any more, and apparently, she still believed me.
"Yes, it's not Zhong Qu who should be ashamed, it's me." Ruan Fu got up and knelt on the ground. "So what the hell do I have to live here now?"
"You're eligible." I told him, "Actually, even though I say that, when something really happens that is beyond my ability, I will be at a loss for whoever it is." What I just said was what you thought when you committed suicide, but what I really want to tell you is not to be afraid to make mistakes. ”
"Although you have no chance to regret it, the resentment of your life will become bigger and bigger and more exaggerated as you go to your next life. Sometimes it's harder to admit your own powerlessness than to admit that the other person has won. ”
"I ......" Ruan Fu slowly raised his head, "Professor Chen, have you also experienced that kind of powerlessness?" ”
"Yes." I replied decisively, "For example, just now, I actually wanted to save everyone, but I couldn't do anything about it. But I know that, so all I do is do what I can. Ruan Fu, there are many regrets in life, but they must not be unforgivable mistakes, just like Sun Yu wants to live, but he is willing to block bullets for us. ”
"Just like you, you obviously want to have greater achievements, but you are willing to take your own responsibility, you are not raising a gun to commit suicide, you are just atoning for your sins."
Ruan Fu laughed, slowly stood up, looked at me and said, "I understand, Professor Chen, don't be afraid to make mistakes, don't be afraid to choose, I've been unwilling to make my choice, in fact, I just want to escape, and now I'm relieved." Goodbye, Professor Chen, goodbye, l, and say goodbye to Sister Meng for me. ”
"Goodbye." l nodded: "I'll tell her." ”
Ruan Fu smiled, and his body disappeared in front of our eyes.
It's hard to say anything else, but Zhong Qu and Ruan Fu, they both have a chance to meet again in the next life.
Professor Chan ...... Professor Chen! Meng Mei struggled over my name.
I gently patted her on the back and told her, "It's okay, Sister Meng, it's okay." ”
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