Chapter 262 The heart is like ashes
Xiao Hezi raised her eyes, looking at her with crystal tears in her eyes, Jin Yan struggled to get up, because she didn't speak for a long time, and slowly, the fake was about to become true.
He ...... Are they alright? ”
Hoarse, she struggled to express herself. The so-called cold palace will not let you have the best living conditions to enjoy the fine clothes and food.
Once she was bent on death, Emperor Jing Yuan seemed to have really forgotten her.
After that, many show girls and concubines were selected in the palace again, and I heard that at this time, Concubine Chen was already in charge of the harem, but for some reason, she never went to a higher position.
is still a concubine.
"Niangniang, the little masters are all right...... The emperor also treated them very well. It's just that the mother is suffering here. ”
The voice was choked, Xiao Hezi raised his eyes and looked around, remembering the former scenery of the former concubine, and then looking at the present, it was the difference between heaven and earth.
"I ...... OK. Don't tell the emperor about my affairs. Let him think that I am just a stupid and dumb woman. ”
One day, he would forget her completely.
In the eyes of the emperor, she was a woman who betrayed him, she made his face humiliated, he didn't kill her with a knife, and it was already in the past.
"Mother, but you are like this, how can the slave rest assured? And also...... Father-in-law Liang has also been taking care of the people in the palace and wants to be kind to his mother. ”
The head of the palace who used to be the most kind to her is still so attentive to her at this time. is worthy of being an old man in the palace, he has passed by any wind and waves, and he has never done anything like climbing high and stepping low.
"Niangniang, the emperor is a slave today to ask, do you want to participate in the Zhou ceremony of the little prince and princess?"
A year has passed in the blink of an eye, and she has been in this cold palace for a long, long time. There was no one around to serve, and after Heren and Xiu'er left the palace, they never came back.
In the blink of an eye, Xiao Hezi is now the eldest apprentice of the head of Liang, and he is about to take over the position of the head of the harem.
Manager Liang retreated, and when he was done well, he would get the emperor's favor and retire for the rest of his life. As for Xiao Maruko, in the end, he is young and has little experience, but he can also be a person who stands alone.
Slowly listening to Xiao Hezi talking about some things in the palace, Jin Yan just smiled, still didn't answer about catching Zhou, and then asked Huzi again, knowing that the child was very good, so he didn't care about anything.
"Xiao Hezi, go and tell the emperor. Hongu is stupid and stupid now, and his voice is broken. I won't go to embarrass the emperor by showing my head. As for the three children...... Let's ask him to bother more about our past feelings! ”
The most unsympathetic people in the world are often always the most powerful and powerful people.
There are too many temptations, too many choices, and you will always be blinded and lose your old mood.
She Su Jinyan has been in the harem for four years, and now it is the fifth year. It's a pity that people are not good for 100 days, and flowers are not red for 100 days...... The rhyme is fleeting, and the red face is easy to age. The emperor is young and strong, and there is one less Su Jinyan, and he has a lot of stunning beauties to fill in. The emperor has never been lonely.
Xiao Hezi couldn't persuade him, and finally left silently, and went back to Qianyuan Palace to report to the emperor, the emperor at this time, was holding the little princess who had just turned one year old and playing, between father and daughter, they were happy and extremely happy.
But after listening to Xiaohezi's report, Emperor Jing Yuan called the nurse and took the princess down, the smile on his face slowly sank, and said softly, "Did she really say that?" ”
"Yes, Your Majesty. That's what the mother said...... The slave listened to the mother's meaning, it seemed that there was no longer any concern. ”
Xiao Hezi lowered his head, not daring to hide it from the emperor, "Niangniang's voice is gradually getting better, and she didn't speak very well at first, but after two sentences, she is already very fluent." ”
According to the imperial doctor, Niangniang couldn't speak because a white silk hung her neck and damaged her vocal cords. But after nearly a year of recuperation, her voice was finally raised, but no one talked to her all day, but slowly, she was really about to become a dumb concubine.
"Okay, I got it. You go down first. ”
After a pause, Emperor Jing Yuan exhaled lightly and commanded again, "Wait a minute, you brought the princess over and showed her." Tell her that the princess's name has not yet been decided, and that the princess is waiting for her mother to choose a name. ”
He has been letting her go for half a year, but her temper is still so strong, she would rather live in the cold palace without being noticed as a dumb concubine who has been lifeless all her life, rather than come to him to give an explanation?
People live for a lifetime, what they want is respect, what they want is freedom.
She used to be so well-behaved and didn't hide everything from him, but now she ...... She hid the fact that Nalan City was not dead, how much did she know?
Emperor Jing Yuan's eyes were heavy, with coldness, distress, and softness in his eyes.
He had been cold to her for a long time, why did she just refuse to bow to him first? As long as she says, he believes her.
"Your Majesty, the noble people came to ask for a meeting, saying that it was cold weather, and they specially made a big pot of pot stew, please go over and taste it?"
Qing Guiren is his newly selected beauty this year, because of her good appearance, and her temperament is pleasing, this year, it is the most beautiful day of Qing Guiren. It seems that she is already the second concubine of Jingui, and she has the feeling of jumping into the dragon gate and entering the concubine position.
It's just that after the emperor promoted her to the position of a nobleman, she never touched again.
"On this cold day, it's still good to eat some pot stew."
The emperor raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and said to Xiao Maruki, who came in to report, "The weather has been cold recently, has there been any silver silk charcoal sent over in Mingyue Palace?" Jin Concubine is not in good health and is afraid of cold. Give more of these things. The earth dragon also burned warmer. If she wants to go out for a walk, she has to dress her more...... Everything must be the same as before, and I will not allow anyone to snub her in the slightest. ”
There is still a period of time for children to catch the weekly ceremony. Her child was born in March when the grass grows and the warbler flies, and today is the winter solstice, and it is still very early in March, and the emperor arranged for her to make a decision so early, Jin Yan knew that this may be another meaning of the emperor's comfort and peace.
He is the king of a country, and he will never pull down his face to ask her for forgiveness.
It's just that people's hearts will always get tired, again and again, Jin Yan thinks about it, she can't remember how many times, she saved him, he hurt her, she can do everything for him, but all kinds of doubts after every time he is in trouble, and all kinds of promises and guarantees to her, are all vain and illusory.
"Niangniang, the emperor is here."
The afternoon sun is very warm, she leans against the window and looks at the sunshine outside, the little palace maid who is waiting here comes in, she is still plain white, but now she is still plain white, and occasionally she is arrogant, and she has long stopped caring about it.
A person's disguise always has to deceive himself in order to deceive others.
Like her,
"Your Majesty...... How did this come at this time? Is it the winter solstice? ”
Reluctantly dragged his body and got up from the beauty couch by the window, Jin Yan didn't have the strength to dress himself up, so he pulled a simple bun and wore a hairpin, so he could see people.
Emperor Jing Yuan came in, and at first glance, he was stunned by her frightening emaciation, and in an instant, he walked over step by step, frowning with cold anger and remorse from nowhere, "Jin Concubine, did I give you the will to avoid death before, did you let you hold it and wait for the cubs?" You have it, don't you use it, let me spare you from dying? ”
He once gave her the holy decree, but he was afraid that if he couldn't control it in the future, he would hurt her again. But now it seems that as long as she doesn't want to live, what's the use of being a holy decree?
She wouldn't use it at all.
Jin Yan didn't speak, just smiled faintly. She knew that Xiao Hezi would tell the emperor about her recent complaint, so the fact that her voice had improved couldn't be hidden.
In fact, when Xiao Hezi came that day, she knew that the emperor would come sooner or later, but she didn't expect that the emperor would come so soon.
Gently bowing to the emperor, she silently lowered her gaze and did not look at him. Emperor Jing Yuan frowned, and was even more annoyed, "Su Jinyan, do you really think that you have nothing to do with you?" Don't think that if you pretend to be deaf and dumb, I won't know...... Your voice is good, what can't you say to me? If you have anything unspeakable in your heart, you can tell me the same. ”
However, Yiren still maintained the most appropriate and detached smile faintly, and she didn't even breathe, she was not afraid of him, and she didn't want to pay attention to him.
The outside world thought that she had a bad voice and became a dumb concubine, but who really knew that she was unwilling to speak, so she had a bad voice.
"Su Jinyan, what's wrong with you, can you open your mouth to me?"
She was silent, but he was even more anxious, "Is it so difficult to say a word to me?" Your voice is already good, can you just talk to me? ”
Seeing that she was indifferent, there was not even a trace of affection in her eyes, and the emperor looked over and only saw a ripple like stagnant water, and he was really going to be angry again.
This woman who did something wrong and dared to play petty with him, as long as she, as long as she told him, what was going on with the kidnapping that day, and what happened in Nalan City that day...... He can still let her go.
Seeing that the two emperors and concubines froze again, one was so angry that he was reluctant to kill, and the other seemed to be really dead, and there was no one in his eyes...... Xiao Hezi sighed, stepped forward and said, "Niangniang, the little princess is outside, and the emperor is still waiting for Niangniang to choose a name...... Mother, do you want to invite the little princess in? ”
Xiao Hezi persuaded, and Emperor Jing Yuan watched. He has no choice now, so he allowed Kowako's own assertions.
At this time, I saw Jin Yan's eyes, and finally moved.
also subconsciously looked at Xiao Hezi, Xiao Hezi raised his head, with a smile on his face, and had expectations, "Niangniang, the little princess has not stayed with Niangniang since she was born, the little princess is very cute and beautiful, Niangniang must miss them, right?" ”
In addition to the little princess, there are also two little princes, if the mother really doesn't want to live, then perhaps, only these little masters can save the mother in the real sense.